Chapter 5

Rae.

When I open my eyes Edmund is still holding me and looking down at me. “Hey, sleepyhead.” He kisses me on the forehead and I stretch.

“What’s next?” I ask, eager now to get back to the different stations.

“Want to go see what the wax feels like, or the violet wand?” he asks and I nod to both.

“Yep.” I make to stand but he wraps his arms around me and holds me tighter to his body.

“Just a minute longer,” he whispers in my ear. Then slides his hand up over my cheek and turns my face to his. Lips close over mine and I moan into his mouth. When he slips his tongue between my lips I open my mouth for him, granting him access to me.

“Mmm…” I moan again as his other hand slides down over my thigh to my waiting pussy and then he cups my sex. Holding me tightly. When he pulls back and smacks me softly I jump. It sends a shock through me to my clit and I nearly come, still over-stimulated from the flogging.

“I told you, I’m not going to leave you hanging, Rae. Don’t forget that.” I smile at him and bite my lip.

When we stand I slip my hand into his first and let him lead me to the wax station. We learn about safe waxes and temperatures, the best types to use and the best places to use them. Then the instructor pours wax over our hands and the warm feeling spreads up my arm through my body. It is so relaxing, almost massage like and I think I could really be into this.

“Are you into wax?” I ask Edmund as we clean our hands of the dried wax.

“I’ve never tried it before tonight. It’s new for me. But it seems like it would make a hell of a mess.” We both laugh then as we still fight to get the wax off of our fingers. “But we can try it if you want,” he tells me, running his hand down my back and smiling at me, the sweet caring Edmund I know showing himself now.

“We can.” I emphasize the first word, making sure he knows I picked up on it.

“Yes. We can,” he tells me again and bends to kiss me on the cheek. “I told you, you’re mine,” he whispers in my ear and I smile. My heart melting more. I have no idea what I’m getting into here. This is Edmund and me. We can’t keep doing this.

I balk at him and my eyes go wide with my thoughts. “No,” he tells me, “don’t do that. You promised me tonight and I promised you I would explain after. Do not go shutting down on me because you just realized who I am.” His voice is deep, commanding. “That’s bullshit, Rae. You’re here, with me and I’ve been me all night. That hasn’t changed.” I nod slowly at him. He is right. I need to just take a breath.

“Okay. You’re right. I’m sorry. I just had a moment.” I hold my hand up to him. “Sorry. You’re right.”

“Sorry?” he prompts me, turning the Dom back on.

“Sorry, sir,” I say and smile.

“Good girl,” he purrs in my ear, and smacks my ass. And just like that I forget that he is Edmund and I am Rae and again we are just Dom and sub.

“Violet wand?” he asks and I shake my head.

“Do you mind if we skip that. Tonight, has been a lot for my first time here. I want to do so much more when we come back. But I think I’m over it tonight.” I shrug at him.

“When we come back?” He smirks at me.

“Yes, sir.” I smirk back and bite my lip nodding at him.

“All right, let’s head home. But I still owe you an orgasm, don’t forget that.” He nips at my lips and I push myself against him, feeling his erection pinned between us again.

“Yes, sir,” I purr at him.

* * *

I watched the couple from afar the entire night. Together in the club, he doted on her, she was so eager for him, it made me sick. Now as I watch them walk to the car I head to mine, prepared to follow them into the night. I can’t believe he has done this to me, can’t believe he could do this with her of all people. I’m utterly disgusted. I resolve to put an end to it if it is the last thing I do.

* * *

Edmund I lead Rae out of the club and to the car. We walk hand in hand, but remain quiet. When we reach the car and I make to open the door for her she turns, catching me off guard. Kissing me again, her making the first move this time and I smile into her kiss.

So happy to have her here in my arms. I know I am going to have to tell her the truth and I hope it doesn’t scare her off and ruin everything. But, I also don’t have to tell her everything right away. I know she will expect full honesty from me, but at the same time the words, you’re my mate seem a bit much for a first date, especially one that isn’t really a date.

I open the car door and Rae slips inside, looking up at me with eyes full of need. Sighing, I close the door and walk around to the driver’s side. When I get in, I reach over and slip my hand up her thigh to her pussy. Her pants are still damp with her need and I can smell it rolling off her.

I rub her through her pants and she arches her back, moaning. The sound fills the space and I have a major hard-on for her, for the sound of her moans. I want to hear my name on her lips as she comes. I’ll make sure that is how we end the night.

When I take my hand away from her and start the car, Rae whines. “You can play.” I smile and nod at her. “Slip those pants down and play with your pussy for me, kitten.” I watch as she turns to look at me, mouth hanging open and I nod, winking at her. “Go on, be a good girl and play with yourself for me while I drive us home.”

I can tell the moment she decides to do it, the hesitation is barely there, good. I don’t want her to hesitate at all when I give her a command. The night has proven useful and I know before the night is out I’ll have her eating out of my hands, Ready to hear everything I have to tell her.

Rae lifts her ass up off the seat and slips her pants and underwear down, I get a whiff of her sweet smell and it takes everything I have not to pull the car over, rip her out of her seat and fuck her on the side of the road.

When she slips her hands between her legs and tosses her head back, I smile. “Same rules apply. You’re not to come. I own your orgasms now. You do not come without permission. Understand?”

She just nods at me, paying attention to the task at hand, not my words. Reaching across the space between us I put my hand over hers, grazing her pussy and wanting so badly to touch her myself. “Say it, Rae. Do you understand?”

“Yes… sir…” She gasps out the words, already working herself over again.

“What are you thinking about over there?” I ask as we head into the night out of Dublin.

“You flogging me, sir.”

“Mmm… Me too.” I run my hand down over my erection in my jeans and want nothing more than to make her come over here and suck my dick. Maybe, I think to myself. The ride back is a long one. There is still time. “But what I can’t get out of my mind is spanking you when we get home. Then sliding my fat cock into that wet pussy of yours and making you scream my name as you come all over me.” There it is, I said it. Put my intentions out there in the open.

There is no denying what this is between us anymore, no more pretending this is just a game at a club. It is real, all real, and I’m going to claim her tonight.

* * *

Rae.

As I continue to rub circles over my clit Edmund drives through the night. When he reaches out and grabs my full breast hard in his hand, I gasp and nod at him. Pulling the top of my shirt down he exposes me to him. His forefinger and thumb quickly find my nipple and he pinches and twists. It sends a bolt through me, my body awakens, and I am on fire from my core.

“Sir,” I whine out the word at him. I want to come. No, I need to come.

“Hmm?” he asks, not taking his eyes of the road, but still playing with the breast he holds in his hand.

“I need to come.”

“Let me think about it,” he replies, when he turns to look at me his face is serious and I’m almost about to burst. I jerk my hand away from myself, having anticipated a different answer, I was so close. I have to stop the sensation. When he slips his hand from my breast to my pussy, I flinch. The feeling of electricity as he touches me is intense and my eyes widen. It is not the first time I have felt it tonight, but it is the first time I have given it more than a passing thought. It can’t be, I tell myself, shaking my head. Before I get too lost in the thought he is rubbing my clit hard, then pinches it even harder, so hard I almost come right then and there. I cry out.

“Edmund!” He laughs, the sound is incredible, deep and throaty. He laughs as he drives me closer to my orgasm, but still denies me.

“Want to show me you deserve it?” I hear his words and am already nodding before I fully process what they could mean.

Taking his other hand off the wheel, he unzips his pants, and I watch as he slips his massive dick from his pants. My mouth goes dry, eyes wide. “Be a good girl and show me you deserve an orgasm.” I lick my lips, biting the lower one and nod at him again.

I want to taste him, so badly it hurts. Quickly I unbuckle and shift in my seat, as he continues to rub my clit. When he moves his hand away from me, I climb onto my knees on my seat, ass in the air, and bend over him. The moment I close my hand around him I realize how massive he really is. My entire hand won’t close around him and I moan out my pleasure at the sight of him.

Licking my lips again, I open my mouth and slide him into it. The head of his cock slides over my tongue to the back of my mouth and then into my throat. I have as much of him as I can fit in my mouth and my hand is still wrapped around the rest of his cock. He is huge. I want him inside me, now. I need to come even more now.

I love giving head, relish it. It gets me off every time. I don’t expect this to be any different. Except for the fact that I can’t come, not without permission. I’m supposed to be showing him I deserve it.

I get to work, slowly at first, working him in and out of my mouth. Swallowing him each time he hits the back of my throat. When my spit runs down the sides of his cock I take my hand and rub it over his soft skin, lubricating him with it so I can jerk him as I suck him.

Sucking him into my mouth, hard, and wrapping my lips around him, I run my tongue down his length and hear him moan my name.

“Rae.” His voice is husky and I know he is enjoying it just as much as I am. When his hand comes down hard on my ass I yelp around him in my mouth, and hear him chuckle. “I told you I was going to spank this ass.” He takes hold of one of my cheeks and squeezes it. “Mine. I told you this is mine. You are mine, Rae.” I hear his words, but they mean more now than they did at the club, when there were other men around and he wanted me to know that I was there with him.

Now it is just us and he is repeating them to me, telling me I am his. Only his. His words mixed with the electricity in his touch is making the thoughts from before creep back into my mind. Just as I start to form the word in my mind he takes my hair in his hand and pushes me down on him.

“Did you forget what you’re doing over here?” he asks as he roughly pushes me down on his cock and I swallow nearly all of him this time with how far he has pushed my mouth over him. I shake my head the best I can. He lets me up and I gasp. Spit coating my lips.

“No, sir,” I gasp and then go back to my work. Jerking him as I suck him harder this time, faster. He wants me to show him I deserve to come. I will. I’ll give him the best head he has ever had, then he will let me have my orgasm.

I beam internally at the thought as I continue to suck his dick. The faster I go the louder his moans become and when he smacks my ass again, I feel my own orgasm building inside me. I squeeze my thighs together against the sensations there, even though I’m not being touched. I need it, need his hands on me now. Only his.

“Rae, you’re going to make me come.” I nod at his words, cock still in my throat. Good. Come for me. I think the words as I feel him twitch in my mouth. I hear the sound of the car’s engine change and we slow, coming to a stop. No doubt at the side of the road.

When he places both hands in my hair this time and jerks me up off of him, the look in his eyes is deadly. They’re glowing deep amber and I know what it means, he is fighting to control himself with me. Good, I want him to lose control. I want the wolf. I want him to be rough.

“You want my come, slut?” he says harshly, rough and in a tone that shoots straight to my pussy.

His words push me over the edge. “Yes! Fuck yes, call me your slut, make me your whore, Edmund. I want your come. I want to come for you, only you.”

“Fine,” he says and shoves my mouth back down onto him. He bucks in my mouth, using my hair to lift me up and down off of him. I’m no longer sucking his dick, he is fucking my mouth. Using me, making me his. When I feel him swell and twitch I know he is about to come. I reach down and cup his balls through his jeans the best I can and squeeze them.

“That’s right, kitten. You want it rough. You want to be shown who you belong to. Want to be nothing more than my whore.” I nod, my entire body shaking. I am fully aware that I am on the verge of my own climax. One hand still in my hair, he uses the other to smack my ass, harder this time than he has any other. I yelp out around him.

“I’m coming,” he tells me just as I feel hot streams coat my tongue. “Don’t you waste a fucking drop,” he growls at me and I swallow, all of him, all of his come. I need it, need more. I suck the end of his dick harder, milking him with my mouth, needing to taste every last drop.

When I sit back in my seat, pants still around my ankles, Edmund reaches over and touches my thigh, sliding his hand up to my pussy and finding my clit. I hiss out my excitement at finally being allowed to come now.

“No! Sorry, kitten. Not yet,” he growls low at me. “I want your first orgasm with me to be with this wet pussy wrapped around my cock.” He slips two fingers inside me and I toss my head back on the seat, so close to finding my own release it is torture. “First, when we get home, I’m going to put you over my knee and show you who is in charge and what it means for you to be punished.”

I nod at him. Smiling at the thought, having him flog me tonight was so glorious, having him smack my ass will be just the same and the anticipation brings me closer to the edge as he slides his fingers up and down my slit. When he pulls his hand back and smacks me hard on the pussy, then my thigh, I jump and let out a low yelp. But he knows what he is doing, knows what his hands on me are doing to my body and I love it.

“You want that don’t you? You’re nothing but a dirty slut who wants to be manhandled and then fucked. I’m right, aren’t I? That’s what you’ve been looking for all of this time, Rae. But you didn’t have to go so far and look so hard. I’m right here, kitten.” Running his hand up my arm, he tangles it in my hair again and pulls me across the car to him. Crushing my mouth against his. Our kiss is rough, the wild animals inside both of us fighting to be in charge. I know who I want to win, know who I want to give control to.

“Edmund,” I whisper his name.

“Rae,” he returns mine. Letting go of my hair he puts the car in drive and we head home to the keep.