Chapter 72 The Shadow Bond Deepens
Chapter 72 The Shadow Bond Deepens
They survived.
Malachi's army retreated at dawn after six hours of brutal fighting. Thessaly didn't know the casualty count yet. Didn't want to know. All she knew was that Davorin was alive, she was alive, and the palace still stood.
Her brother had escaped. Varian's scouts tracked him fleeing north with what remained of his forces. They'd fight again. But not today.
Today, Thessaly just needed to breathe.
She found herself in the garden as the first hints of twilight settled over the realm. The eternal dusk that passed for daylight here. Moonflowers bloomed despite the perpetual gloom, their white petals luminescent.
Thessaly sank onto a bench, every muscle screaming. She hadn't used her Dream-Walking power during the battle. Had been too afraid of what would happen if she tried. Afraid of becoming the monster in those history books.
So she'd fought with a borrowed sword instead, staying close to Davorin like he'd asked. Watched him move through enemy soldiers like death itself, shadows bleeding from his skin.
They'd won. But it felt hollow.
Footsteps on the path made her look up.
Davorin stood there still in his armor, blood on his gauntlets. His eyes found hers across the garden, and something in his expression made her chest tight.
"You're hurt," he said, moving closer.
"Just bruised. You?"
"The same." He stopped a few feet away, like he wasn't sure if he should come closer. "I saw you during the fighting. When that soldier came at you from behind."
"You killed him before I saw him coming."
"You would have handled it yourself."
"Maybe. But I'm glad I didn't have to." Thessaly looked down at her hands. They were shaking. Had been shaking since the battle ended and adrenaline stopped being useful. "Is this what it's always like? The fighting?"
"Yes."
"How do you stand it?"
"I don't. I just survive it." Davorin sat beside her, careful to leave space between them. "You were incredible out there. I know you were afraid, but you didn't run."
"I promised I wouldn't."
"People break promises when they're terrified. You didn't."
The bond hummed between them. Thessaly felt his exhaustion matching hers. His relief that she'd survived. And underneath it all, something deeper that neither of them had named yet.
"I almost used it," she said quietly. "My power. When I saw you surrounded by five soldiers, I almost reached for the Dream Realm. Almost tried to make them see things that weren't real."
"But you didn't."
"Because I was afraid I wouldn't stop. That once I started reshaping reality inside people's heads, I wouldn't remember where the line was." She looked at him. "Does that make me a coward?"
"It makes you careful. There's a difference."
They sat in silence. The garden smelled like night-blooming flowers and the metallic tang of blood neither of them had bothered washing off yet.
"Thank you," Davorin said finally. "For staying. For fighting beside me. For not running when you had every reason to."
"I told you I chose you. I meant it."
His throat worked. "I know. But knowing doesn't make it less terrifying. Every time a blade came close to you, I felt like my heart would stop."
"The feeling was mutual."
"Was it?" He turned to face her fully. "Because I keep waiting for you to realize you made a mistake. That binding yourself to me is the worst decision you've ever made."
"It probably is." Thessaly's voice was soft. "But I'm making it anyway."
"Why?"
"Because you look at me like I matter. Because you declared war on your own court to keep me safe. Because when I'm with you, I'm not the broken princess anymore. I'm just Thessaly. And that's enough."
Something in Davorin's expression cracked open. "You've always been enough."
"I know that now. Because you showed me."
The space between them felt charged. Electric. The bond sang louder than it ever had, and Thessaly wasn't sure if she leaned toward him or he leaned toward her or if they both moved at the same time.
All she knew was that one second they were sitting apart, and the next his hand was in her hair and his mouth was on hers.
The world stopped.
Every sound in the garden faded. Every ache from the battle disappeared. There was just this. His lips against hers, gentle at first, then deeper. More desperate.
Something inside her sang. Not the bond exactly, but something older. Like her magic recognizing his and celebrating the contact.
Davorin made a sound low in his throat and pulled her closer. His other hand found her waist, and Thessaly's fingers curled into his armor, needing him closer even though there was no space left between them.
Magic flared.
She felt it bloom between them like a flower opening. Shadow and light twisting together, gold and darkness braiding into something new. The bond amplified until she could feel his heartbeat like it was her own, taste his relief and desire and fear all tangled together.
They broke apart gasping.
Davorin's eyes were wide, pupils blown. His hand still tangled in her hair, and he was shaking. Actually shaking.
"What was that?" Thessaly breathed.
"I don't know. The bond responding, maybe. Or our magic." He looked at her like she was something holy and terrifying. "Thess, we shouldn't—this complicates everything."
"I know."
"The ceremony is in two days. We need to be careful. If we blur the lines before we're properly bound—"
"I know."
"But I don't want to stop." His voice was raw. "I've wanted to do that for weeks. Wanted you for weeks. And now that I have, I don't know how to go back to pretending I don't."
Thessaly's chest was tight. "Then don't pretend."
"It's not that simple."
"It is. We just make it complicated." She reached up, cupping his face. "We crossed a line. I know that. But I'm not sorry we did."
"You might be. When you see what I've done. When we complete the bond and you experience every terrible moment of my life." His jaw clenched under her palm. "I'm not just shadows and strategy. There's darkness in me that the Void didn't put there. Parts of me that were cruel long before the curse."
"I don't care."
"You should."
"But I don't." Thessaly leaned her forehead against his. "Whatever darkness you have, I'll face it. That's what the bond is for."
Davorin's breath shuddered. His arms came around her, holding her like she was the only thing keeping him anchored. "You terrify me."
"Good. You terrify me too."
They sat like that for a long moment. Breathing each other's air. The bond humming between them steady and sure.
Eventually they'd have to move. Go back to being the king and his almost-queen. Deal with the aftermath of the battle and whatever consequences came from Malachi's failed attack.
But for now, in this garden under a sky that never saw sun, they just held each other.
And when Thessaly finally pulled back, when she saw the way Davorin looked at her—like she was something precious and dangerous and worth every risk—she knew they couldn't uncross this line even if they wanted to.
She wasn't sure she wanted to.
The garden door burst open. A servant stood there, face pale. "Your Majesty. Envoys have arrived. Five kingdoms. They're demanding an audience about the princess. They say it's urgent."
Davorin's expression hardened instantly. Became the king again. "Tell them we'll meet in an hour."
"They're insisting on now. They say if you don't see them immediately, they'll consider it a declaration of hostility."
Thessaly's stomach dropped. "What do they want?"
The servant's eyes were sympathetic. "They're calling for your execution, my lady. All five of them.”