Chapter 202 Anya's Reckoning
Chapter 202 Anya's Reckoning
Anya's POV
I waited five days before confronting the Darklord, five days of avoiding Lara and everyone who wanted to celebrate that I was alive.
I found him in the command center, reviewing security footage from the facility's destruction.
"I want to understand what you did," I said without preamble. "Not the edited version you told me in the garden. The actual tactical breakdown of how you orchestrated my entire life leading up to that consciousness transfer chamber."
The Darklord looked up from the holographic display, and I saw him take measure of me — the new body, the integration, the way I was moving differently now.
"It will take a while to explain," he said.
"I have time," I replied.
He deactivated the hologram and gestured to the chair across from his desk.
"Sit," he said.
I remained standing.
"I prefer to stand," I said. "And I prefer you to be honest about what you did, not careful about what you think I want to hear."
The Darklord leaned back in his chair, studying me.
"When did you first suspect?" he asked.
"That you were manipulating me?" I replied. "Probably around the time Helson told me that Victor was accelerating his timeline. But I didn't understand the scope of it until I watched the consciousness transfer data. I saw the moment you extracted my consciousness. I saw that you'd planned it, that you'd known exactly when it would happen."
"Yes," the Darklord said simply. "I did."
"How long?" I demanded. "How long had you known that Victor was dying?"
"Six months," the Darklord replied. "My intelligence network detected anomalies in his movement patterns. He was spending more time in medical facilities, and his meetings were becoming shorter. His decision-making was becoming erratic. I ran a probability analysis and determined that he had weeks, possibly months, left before his body failed completely."
"And you decided that meant you'd use me as a weapon," I said.
"I decided that it meant you had agency for the first time since Victor created you," the Darklord replied. "I decided that if you were going to be free, you needed to be the one who freed yourself."
"That's a convenient narrative," I said. "It allows you to justify every manipulation as being for my benefit. But the truth is, you used me. You knew I would go after Victor. You knew I would try to gather intelligence. You knew I would eventually end up in that consciousness transfer chamber because you'd orchestrated every variable to lead me there."
"I didn't orchestrate your choices," the Darklord said. "I created circumstances. I provided information, I ensured that you had access to what you needed. But I couldn't make you walk into that facility, that was your decision, you did it for love."
"No," I said, my voice rising. "That wasn't my decision. That was Victor's manipulation combined with your manipulation. You wanted me desperate enough to sacrifice myself. You wanted me willing to die in exchange for ending Victor. And you knew I would do it because you understood that I'd rather die on my own terms than live as a victim."
The Darklord was quiet for a long moment.
"You're right," he said finally. "I understood you well enough to predict your behavior. I created circumstances knowing how you would respond to them. And I ensured that when you made the choice to activate the self-destruct, you would be preserved rather than destroyed, but one thing I didn't think was that it would be an actual self-destruction, I just wanted you to take out Helson and Victor with him."
"Without my consent," I said. "You reached into my consciousness at the moment of my sacrifice and took it away from me. You violated me in a way that transcends anything Victor ever did."
"I disagree," the Darklord replied, and his voice was harder now. "Victor raped you. Victor experimented on you. Victor consumed your consciousness with his own. What I did was save you at the moment when you'd chosen to end your own life to stop him."
"Because you decided I deserved to live," I said. "Because you decided what was best for me without asking. That's the definition of violation."
"It is," the Darklord agreed. "And I accept that judgment. But I would make the same choice again, knowing all the variables. You were meant to live, Anya. As a survivor who made the choice that destroyed evil."
I felt rage building in my chest, and I let it. I'd been holding it back for five days, and it needed to come out.
"You don't get to decide what I was meant to do," I said, my voice cold. "You don't get to orchestrate my life and then justify it by saying it was for my own good. That's exactly what Victor did. That's exactly how every person who's ever hurt me justified what they did."
"I'm not Victor," the Darklord said quietly.
"No," I replied. "But you're also not the savior you're pretending to be. You're a being who decided that the ends justified the means. You decided that my agency was less important than your goals. And you executed a plan to manipulate me into destroying someone you'd been hunting for thirty years."
The Darklord stood, and for a moment, I thought he might argue with me. But instead, he just looked at me with those ancient eyes.
"What do you want from me?" he asked.
"The truth," I said. "I want to know every step of how you manipulated me. I want to know what you told the soldier who helped me gather intelligence. I want to know if you knew that Helson was going to die. I want to know if you orchestrated his death as part of your plan, because what if Helson could have been saved without killing him?"
The Darklord moved toward the window and looked out at the valley beyond.
"The soldier you worked with — Marcus — was one of my assets," he said. "I positioned him in Victor's facility months in advance. I ensured that he would be positioned to help you gather intelligence. I knew you would eventually figure out that Victor was dying. I knew you would realize that the consciousness transfer was imminent. And I knew you would try to prevent it."
"You knew he would help me," I said. "You orchestrated his loyalty."
"I earned his loyalty," the Darklord corrected. "He hated Victor as much as you did. I gave him a way to work against his creator, that's not manipulation, that alliance."
"What about Helson?" I demanded. "Did you orchestrate his death?"