Chapter 15

Waking up early to pray fagr is always my normal duty, but then I realize I am off salat as I sit on the bed looking at Annur.

He sleeps soundly, as he runs his hand over his hair. Wait I never knew people do that even when sleeping.

But I shouldn't be surprised he's Annur, my husband.

He let out a small smile on his cheek and I couldn't help but smile also, I feel so attracted to him in ways I couldn't explain, seeing him touch me, kiss me, call me dear, all those little things made me realize one thing.

I'M IN LOVE WITH ANNUR.

Yes am in love with Annur, but I couldn't say because I wonder if he feels the same way, it’s like whenever I'm always lost he's always there to bring me back, he's always there to bring me closer to him.

I stare at him a little longer looking at his handsome structure. He is a very handsome man, with black, brown hair like me and irresistible body.

I couldn't help but wonder while all these thoughts flew to mind and the answer is Allah knew the best for us when he joined us together, and for that I'll be forever grateful not to talk of all the other things he's done for me. Just one month and it was enough for me to fall for him.

I giggle out again and couldn't resist. I lowered my body to his and put on him a small kiss on his lips and then decide to get up but I couldn't, as I feel his warm, soft touch around my wrists.

"Did you think what you just did would get you off me easily?" I hear Annur say with sleepy eyes.

"What.. What are you talking about?" I try to deny things.

"Come here," He says dragging me towards him and placing me on top of him letting me sit on his laps and holding me tightly around my waist.

"Annur, let me go."

"Why, you're never going anywhere away from me." He turns me over letting our positions be vice versa while tickling me.

"Annur, stop," I say laughing. See what I started.

"Oh my wife is ticklish," He says before stopping. He locks his eyes with mine before lowering it while looking at my lips and coming closer.

He let our lips intertwined, dragging my lower lip making me gasp for breath. "An..." I try to stop him but he got in again and kiss me passionately, while placing his hands on my arms rendering them useless then raising off my little night top.

I let out a moan as he kiss all round my neck, touching my bare skin leaving me with my top at the upper part of my chest.

He goes further grabbing my hips like he is craving for hunger. My breath becomes deeper as I try to break free. I then remembered the first reason I woke up. FAGR. But that isn't the only reason I would want this to stop.

I am still not ready for whatever he is offering, I couldn't let him, not yet at least. But if I tell him that it might only piss him off. Telling him it's time for fagr is the only way I could get him off me, not that I wanted to.

"Annur," I say trying to stop him from making me shirtless.

I'm the cause of this, if I hadn't been so attracted to him and kissed him, we wouldn't be here. But I just had to, and now I've released a sensual Annur.

"Hmmm," he says while kissing my neck down till it reaches my chest. "Annur, it’s time for fagr." I blurt out making him stop immediately. "What?" He asks.

"Yes, that's what I was going to wake you up for before all these started." I say pushing him away.

"Fine, I'm going," He drags me again and pulls me into a deep kiss. He stops while I adjust my top before he goes to perform ablution.

I watch him as he prayed and how he recited the Qur'an beautifully, I swear it is melodious.

"Admiring me babe," He says closing his Qur'an and folding the prayer mat.

"Babe, that's a new one." I say.

"Yeah, get used to it." He walks towards me as he lays on the bed, my head on top his shoulder as he caress my hair beautifully.

All these just feels like a dream, some weeks ago I didn't even know where we were going to, but now everything just seem in place and being too good to be true. I look up at Annur to find he's already asleep.

This beautiful man that has managed to capture my heart in ways I could never have imagine, too bad I can never tell him, at least not now, who knows what he feels for me? Who knows, he may not love me, but I will not think about that now, because he is mine and I'm his, whatever we do is now halal.

I push those thoughts and try to close my eyes when Annur' phone starts to ring.

Great, when I was planning on sleeping. "Annur," I say shaking him.

"Hm" He replies lazily.

"Annur, your phone's ringing," I wake him.

"Leave it, when I wake up." He speaks his eyes still shut. I leave it and decide to go back to sleep when it rings again and I go to pick it up.

"Annur, it's mom." Yes I called her mom, I like calling his mom my mom because she always did most things I didn't get from mine, also she said I should call her that.

"Pick it up," he says waking and turning towards me. "Okay." I picked the call and place it on speaker. "Asalamualiakum mom."

"Waasalam my dear, Hatina is that you?" Mom speaks as I shake Annur so he can stop going back to sleep.

Oh God this man.

"Yes I'm the one mom," I reply while Annur keeps staring at me and chuckling.

Why is he laughing now?

"How are you my dear? How is Annur?" She asks and I turn back to Annur giving him the phone but he won't take it.

"Alhamdulilah, we're both fine. What about you?" I reply. Finally Annur decided to get up.

"I'm fine alhamdulillah, so how is Paris, I hope you two are getting along fine, I want to see my grandchildren soon." She speaks and I freeze.

What grandchildren? I and Annur haven't...we..no... I keep on talking in my head, as Annur chuckles again before taking the phone from me.

"Asalam, mom." He says smiling. Oh so now I'm what's funny.

"Wasalam, my boy, I hope you're getting enough rest over there."

"Yes, I am." He replies smiling back at me but I give him an angry face. "As I told Hatina, I'm waiting to see my gran.." Annur cut her off.

"Don't worry mom, your grandchildren will be here soon." Annur says and I widen my eye in shock.

What is wrong with him? What grandchildren?

"Alhamdulillah, I can't wait for you two to get back, the house has really been boring, only I and your father at home. Also Faiz and Faiza are coming back soon." Faiz and Faiza are Annur siblings mom told me about that couldn't make it to our wedding.

"That's great, I guess we'll see them when we get back." "Okay, bye for now, and take good care of my daughter."

"Always," Annur says looking at me but I still continue to give him the angry face. He cut the call and comes closer to me.

"Babe what's wrong," He asks putting a hand on my face that sends chills all over me.

Why do I always feel this way Ya Allah?

"I'm not talking to you," I say to him angrily. To be honest I'm not really angry at him I just want him to think so. Why do I want that? I also don't know.

Hormones.

"What did I do wrong?" He asks so close to me that I'm sure I wouldn't be able to speak anymore. He places the other hand on my waist coming closer that I could feel his breath on my face.

"What...wh..what are you doing?" I say my favorite statement. You see what I mean.

"I'm trying to apologize. I know you're mad at me," He says looking so deep into my eyes that I have to bring down my face. I gulp so hard that he hears me. What is this man making me become? "Don't you want me to apologize," He asks bringing up my face to meet his.

"You..u..b.." Not gain please. "That is not how to apologize " I say composing myself while we still stare into each other’s eyes.

"Okay do you want me to do it like this," He grabs my waist tight moving his lips to my neck fanning me with his breath. I couldn't breathe, I couldn't do anything but just let him. My heart dances, races and did all kinds of summersaults.

His lips meets my neck and I gasp due to his cold touch but that didn't stop him as he kisses it again this time going lower and lower till he was close to my shoulder. I should stop this because I'm not ready, but I can't seem to, rather I gave him more access by bending my neck.

"An..um" I try speaking but fail as his lips dance around my neck. His grip keeps on becoming tighter while he slips them into my top and I shiver, he seem to notice as he raises his head up.

He stares into my eyes while I remain looking flustered and speechless.

"You are the most beautiful woman I've ever seen," Annur speaks making my heart melt the more.

Why is he doing this? What is he doing to me? I just stare at him in awe and couldn't speak, I couldn't say anything. I have many things to say but I couldn't voice them out.

"I...yo.." I wanted to talk but I couldn't. He just smiled while he came closer to my lips and says. "what are you doing to me Hatina?" What did he just say?

Look who's talking, he's the one making me speechless that I can't even pronounce an alphabet.

He didn't waste much time before taking control of my lips again as he kisses me senseless and still I am speechless. Can you imagine?

He definitely knew what to do as he bite my lower lip making me moan and then he smiles, taking in again I didn't let him take control as I kiss him back with all the strength I have.

His hands roams through my body as he lifts up my top and throwing it to the floor leaving me exposed in only my bra. I need to stop this, I need to, at least not yet, But I couldn't. No I enjoy it, I love it.

My heaving chest is his new concern as he stares at them and makes me feel exposed. He kisses me again touching all parts of me then lying me on the bed.

"Ann...an...Annur," I speak trying to make it stop. This is going to go too far.

"I know, I know we can't. Don't worry I wasn't planning on taking you today. Whenever you're ready." He speaks lying gently on top of me. "Trust me okay, I know my limits," He says as the only thing I can do is nod.

He lips took mine again while I return it back before he leaves them and goes back to my neck kissing every single part, but he focuses mainly at the center of my neck. I enjoyed every part till a sharp fast pain runs through my neck, but at the same time it is gone immediately as he kissed it again.

"What was that?" I shoot up making him stop to look at me with mischievous smile.

"I just gave you a Hickey," He smiles "Annur!" I warn.

"You don't like it? Well since we couldn't have sex yet there were other things we could do," He smirks.

"No not that. I liked it, I'm just not used to it," I speak shyly.

"Don't be shy, okay? You're mine and I'm yours. Forever." he says the last part and I smile.

Ya Allah I really need him to stop saying all these sweet things, it’s getting me too much and I'm falling really hard. "I'm sorry for what I did that made you upset at me," He talks again.

Wait what? Was I upset with him? Oh yes, I am mad at him but look where that got us.

"Not forgiven," I pretend. I really need to start workings on my speechlessness.

"Okay what can I do to be forgiven and what did I do?" He asks innocently.

"You were laughing at me when I was talking to mom and just kept looking at me smiling. I thought I had something on my face," I speak angrily.

"I was smiling because you were looking too cute, So that's why you're angry at me?" He asks cocking his brows.

Isn't it enough to be angry at that? No it shouldn't. Agh these hormones are getting me so bad.

I looked cute? Ya Allah my head gonna burst open. "Yes," I reply.

"Though I know normally you wouldn't be upset about that, I get it okay, but still I'm sorry if that did upset you," He speaks sweetly.

"You're forgiven," I reply and he smiled brightly leaning in and capturing my lips.

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I walk to the bathroom, have my normal routine and come out. I still wasn't comfortable with Annur there, so I told him to excuse me for a while, and he didn't complain and just went.

I know after today with him seeing me in a bra, I still am not comfortable with him seeing me in a towel.

I walk to my closet, pick a black crop top and a white tight jean that brings out my hips, put some make up on and take out my kimono next to the bed. I didn't wear that one yet, I wanted to be free. It was a Saturday and the workers have already gone.

"Annur, come on in," I call him.

"You look stunning." He grabs me placing a kiss on my lip. He never gets tired of my lips.

"Thank you. I have to go and make breakfast." I push him slightly.

He let me go and I walk straight to the kitchen. I make plantain and eggs, since it is still early and we wouldn't eat much.

I return upstairs to call Annur and the sight I see is lavishly as Annur rakes movies dancing.

"Nice moves," I chuckle.

"Yea, bet you can't do better." He teases. "Are you doubting me?" I say coming closer. "Yes, show me what you got." He winks.

"Okay, then." I accept the challenge as he tunes the music and plays come closer by Wizkid and drake.

I love that song.

"Watch me." As the song begins I move closer to him, so he can see everything clearly. I saturate my body by whining my waist and shaking my bum before wrapping my two arms on his neck and whining slowly.

Annur becomes speechless and I made him speechless.

He later on says something, as he is miming the song while he turns me around and holds my waist touching every part of me as we dance.

"Now how was that?" I smirk with my two hands round his neck. "That was crazy, where did you learn to that?"

"Let's just say I'm a natural."

"Haha, okay then, but that was sexy, I loved It." His eyes meaning every word as the atmosphere soon becomes silent.

His hands caresses my cheek lightly as he closes his eye only to open them again. " I love you Hatina, I don't know how or when but I've fallen in love with you."