CHAPTER 70

Raven walked beside Alex as they were silent except for the way that their hands brushed against each other every once in a while. It made her heart flutter on her chest each time she was sighed with the feeling and she found herself unable to keep the smile off her face.

She wanted to be with him, she knew that already but she saw that it wouldn't be fate at all to either of them if they were raised into something head first without thinking it through properly. She let out a sigh for Her lips at the thigh.

They msde yheir wat befhimf yhe oack quarters. And she didn't help but feel a building curiously towards the kids as she wondered what they would be up to. Try to make their way schooley inside as she felt her heart strum against her chest. She thought that she was going to be ready for this. For her to want to meet them not the truth was that she had been wrong.

She made her way inside the sma room. She had to fit that it was a bot run form and she took a moment to take in the three small figures that she saw around The room. "who are you?” She heard a curious voice call out differently. She fupled as she heard a small boy over her chest. She wanted to explain the situation to them but in truth she found herself tongue tied and she found herself struggling to find the words to say.

She pulled lightly as she looked them over and her body trembled slightly at the thought of it. “Well hello there Abby, Mika, and fin.” She heard Alex's way as he was able to make a smile on his grave. She didn't know how it was he had to do that because of it she found herself freaking out on the inside. She didn't entirely know the reason why she was caution but she knew that she was soon enough snap out of it soon enough. He was certain that it was no big deal and yet here she was with her heart banging erratically against her chest she knew that she would have to compose herself and would simt have to suck it up.

“Is she okay? Why hasn't she said anything. Is she dead." She heard one of the children call out cautiously and she couldn't help but laugh slightly as she shook her head. She shouldn't have been surprised by the words that the children had spoken. It was no surprise that they were stouch on her but it didn't make her feel any less funny about it. She let out a sigh from her lips as she shook her head to clear her head of the Thoughts. She sucked in a deep breath and she hoped to take the moment to be able to calm herself down.

“Actually I am not sure. I can talk. I was just surprised to see you. I don't know if you can tell me if you even know this but i am a but find the lot of youa re a bit intimidating.’i didn't want anything to happen they would end up causing you to be unhappy with me and that's why i wanted to think about the perfect words.” She said to them. She at the end as they stayed at her with a shattered look and it was clear that they were not entirely convinced by her words.

But there was no way for her to be able to continue to take control of her words and so she didn't say anything else. But she watched as they stared at her internally as she shrugged her shoulders at them in dismissal. Raven felt her heart break at the little girl's words. She didn't want her to ever have to feel as though she was less than. She knew that she was once in that same spot not too long ago and she didn't want anyone to ever have to experience that. She wanted her to be proud of herself.

“Well Macy how about you get where the layers are. I was thinking that we could all go out and have our own little picnic. How does that sound?” She said to them and she watched as thry froze for a moment before they cheered as they jumped up and down and they ready themself es to get going. She couldn't help but smile at the sense of excitement that soon came when she knew her at the very thought.

“Well macy didn't get here she came out of it too easy. We tried really hard but i guess that she was just having one of those bad days and it is fine i do understand but i don't want her to miss out”. She heard the other girl lacy say.

If she Was going to be those alpha she knew that she would have to work towards helping to reunite the tribes and the people . She had to put in more effort and do something to help stitch back the rethink she knew whispered between them.

She cleared her throat causing them to take their attention towards her curiously. "well how about inot after her instead. I can do and see what she is up to and I may be able to help and convince her to come here and try to join us.” She said to her and she watched as they looked her over vicariously. It was as though they weren't entirely sure if she was going to be able to go through with it.

But it was just a child. How hard could it truly be? There was a fee in the omega house and although she didn't have much of an intersection with them they knew that she was used to having them around: they aren't any type of foreign body for her. She let out a sigh from her lips as she turned away from the two of them.