Chapter 96

Chapter 96
Raven's POV

My life has been calm since Raphael vanished. I hope he's dead somewhere. All in all, I'm happy, so happy that it scares me.

I've been living with Caleb and he's been so remarkable. Slowly I've gone back to training it's not that I need it. I'm a pro now, but Caleb doesn't want me to join the pack warriors he's so overprotective of me, and I understand him, so I spend my days just walking around, going for a run, then movies back in the room.

Everyone seems so busy all the time. I'm not so close to Caleb's parents, so I can't go to the main house to greet them. I haven't been officially introduced yet and the thought of being introduced scares me, what if they don't like me?

I went for a run this morning, came and took my shower, and now I'm heading out for the communal breakfast. Everything seems so peaceful that I'm afraid. I mean, my life has been chaos ever since I can remember. I pick up my tray and fill in my favorites. I almost cry as I fill my tray, it feels so unreal. I wonder why I'm so emotional. Sudden scenes from Nadine-West fill my head, how I suffered not getting enough food, just surviving on crumbs.

I seat by the window facing outside, everyone is minding their business but I decide to stare outside.

I've really come a long way, just thinking of the love I'm receiving from Caleb feels like I'm an impostor, to be honest despite everything I feel lost.

I don't have any passion for myself, I have no goals, I've never had to think about them, but now that I'm all free I see how idle I am. I watch as after breakfast everyone heads somewhere, but I just laze around, not knowing where to go. If Caleb isn't available, I have no one to keep me company. I see Emily only once in a while too so I'm still lonely, I need something to do. The only problem is, I didn't go to school, I don't have any skills other than fighting.

I decide to take a walk as I'm in my thoughts. Suddenly an arm wraps around me. I let out a scream as I struggle off, but a soothing voice comes instead. “Sorry Raven, sorry.” Caleb apologizes as he turns me to face him. “Sorry I startled you.” He adds. It takes a while for me to catch my breath, and I finally smile.

“What's on your mind, baby?” He asks. "I've been calling you." He adds pecking my lips.

“Really, I'm sorry I didn't hear you, I'm just too distracted. How was the pack meeting?” I ask trying to change the subject since I'm not ready to tell him.

“It went on well, but I couldn't stop thinking about you, so I had to sneak out.” He smiles, the kind of smile that completely pulls me in. And my body responds, he feels it too, I can tell.

With one stride he scoops me off the ground and holds me tightly as he hurries up the stairs to the room. I can feel eyes on us, but neither of us is even bothered. I want him as he does me. I'm addicted to this man, my world now revolves around him. It's dangerous. The moment we step into the room, I crush my lips hungrily on his, savoring every moment. He slams the door shut with his leg. He pulls me up, and I straddle him standing. He grabs my butt cheeks, steadying me.

My fingers are deep in his hair, my lips devouring his. He tears my clothes in one swoop. He turns and my back hits the door gently, I hear his trousers unbuckling and in seconds I feel him deep inside me, his size filling me. I scream his name as he thrusts with all his might, his teeth graze my lips and I feel metallic taste in my mouth. I've never felt passion like this before, just feel like drowning.

He pauses and opens his eyes to meet mine.

"Raven." He says my name amidst the heavy breathing. I nod.

"I love you." He adds with that I come undone, shivering in his arms. He just smiles, as he slowly walks towards the bed. His dick hard twitching inside me, he's far from cuming.

"I can't get enough of you baby." His voice hoarse, his eyes longing, I want to be glued to him forever. If it was possible I'll glue myself to him so we never ever part.

"Oh Caleb." That's all I can say, he slows his pace, his eyes staring into my soul.

'I live for you Raven.' For the first time I hear his voice in my head.

'Caleb' I call back just to make sure.

"Did you just hear me Raven." He pauses, his tone excited.

"Yes." I smile and a tear escapes my eyes, it's always been my wish to have a mind link with him.

"Oh my goddess, I can't believe it, our bond is finally complete. I can't believe this." He circles his hand beneath me and embraces me.

'You are mine forever Raven, no one can ever claim you again, ever.' He says in my head and it sounds amazing. He moans my name and thrusts harder, his dick twitching even more, I feel his warm seeds wash my insides.

Then suddenly a wave of fear hits me, and I freeze.

"Are you alright Raven?" He asks, I can feel his breath escalating. "Did I hurt you?" His eyes widen as he removes his dick from me.

"I just felt afraid." I confess closing my eyes.

"Of what baby." He asks helping me up in a sitting position.

"What if I get pregnant Caleb. I don't think I'm ready to be a mother right now, I just can't alot has happened and I'm still shaken. I'm so afraid to bring a child under these circumstances." I say, he stares at me for a long time, takes a really deep breathe, I see a flash of pain behind his eyes but it vanishes almost immediately. I wonder why he had that reaction.

"I totally understand, I'll wait for you Raven no matter how long it takes. But to be honest having pups with you, is all I wish Raven. I want to build a family with you my love. But I'll wait for you, I don't want you to feel rushed in any way, okay my love." He kisses my cheeks and lingers.

"You are the woman that I'll spend this life and the afterlife with and I promise you I'll never hurt you." He promises, tears of joy choke me and I bury myself in his arms letting them all flow out.