Chapter 99

Soon I was panting for my life as the sexual energy shot up to the roof. That is why I liked my chemistry with Aiden. Whenever I was close to him, I could always feel an electric field between us. When he touched me, I would get zapped like you would with electricity. When we kissed, it was a whole magical experience.

With patience, he tries to torture me by taking his time kneading my breasts, massaging my mouth and filling my hole with his fingers. The moans that came out of my mouth could be heard echoing back at me in this little green heaven.

I couldn't take much more, I wanted him inside me ploughing all there is to plough. I hold on to him and whine on his fingers, letting him know that I am ready for him.

He lays on his back taking me with him that I end up on top straddling him. I don't waste anytime putting him in me. At first the huge organ wouldn't fit but with force it finally slips in accompanied by a scream from me from the pain. Soon enough the pain eased and gave way to beautiful sensations.

I started to bounce on top of him, watching him grunt as he hit my uterus walls just added to the pleasure.

As I was about to finish, he switches up the position and comes on top of and really drives the ball home. His hip movements were so aggressive that I was spiraling in and out of orgasms. I couldn't even tell how many I had before I woke up. One crazy dream.

Looking at the time by the night stand, it tells me that it has been thirty minutes since I last checked in the kitchen. And I still had more time before I had to actually to leave this place forever.

Looking back at the dream, it was painful that I dreamt all that just to wake up to nothing but unsigned divorce papers.

I remembered the encounter so well like it happened just minutes ago. The doorbell had rang, in all the seven days I have stayed in this dingy little house, for the first time it rang.

With my foolish delusions, I got excited. I flipped in the air and rushed to the door. It wasn't who I was expecting. The disappointment that overweighed my heart was immerse.

Waiting for someone who was not going to show was another level of stupidity in my eyes. You knew they weren't going to show but kept that ‘hope'. How much more disappointment do you want to endure till you realize that the person wasn't coming? I wasn't going to wait to find out, I told myself as I left Claire standing at the door.

"May I come in" she says. I take my time to really look at her, she was in white and black fur coat that was at least knee length. She had a black bandage dress inside the coat that fell mid-thigh and some ankle boots all fluffy. She had heavy makeup on and a wacky hairstyle.

I wanted to respond; "No you may not" but I didn't have time to start an argument with miss I slept with your husband over here. "Sure" I finally say moving out of the door way.

Before the bell had rang, I was in the living room with my pups playing since they liked it so much. As she gets in she looks around the place and makes a face. "I'm sorry, but to what pleasure do I own this visit today?" I ask sarcastically.

When she is done with her appraisal of the place she turns to me and says "We need to talk." I look around and look back at her as if to say you can say it right now.

"You need to sit down for this" she goes on. Wandering what it is that she needs to tell me that needs me seated, I offer her some tea and lead the way to the kitchen. I know my pups were too small to understand some conversations but I didn't want to risk it in case they had super minds.

In the house, I wasn't really provided with a lot of electrical appliances save the microwave. I had one of those old kettles that are put on the stove and wait for it to whistle to know that the water has boiled. I set the kettle on the stove and prepare cups for me and her.

Going back to the table I take a seat myself and wait. I mean, she was the one who came seeking for me, she was the one who was going to bring up the subject.

She fiddles with the manila file that I didn't know she had brought with her. I didn't notice it at first but it was with her apparently.

She looks hesitant to tell me what she has come to say so I get up and grab some biscuits from a drawer and plate them. Putting the plate on the table, the whistle to indicate my water boiling goes off. "Just in time" I say under my breath.

I make quick work of making the tea and finally sit down with a cup in my hand. I was grateful for the tea. It was getting colder and colder. I was surprised it hadn't started to snow yet.

I watch as Claire takes a sip of her tea and swallows down. She seems to be conflicting with herself about something but she wasn't here to tell me what was bothering her was she? I didn't think so.

She slides the fire and says "This file contains divorce documents that you need to sign"

What. Did I just hear her correctly? Divorce documents. So it has come to this huh, he sends papers that are going to end our marriage and doesn't even come himself to do it? Wow. ###Chapter 100

I had dosed off thinking of yesterday, I even had a dream that had mingled parts of Claire coming yesterday and violent full moons. I don't know what that was supposed to mean but I linked it to the coming full moon that was to happen at the end of this month. The dream didn't concern me that much I had better get up and started.

I turn over to look at my pups, I find them awake and seated in their crib. Raven notices that I am awake and immediately craws towards me. When she can't go any further, she reaches up and grabs for the edge of the crib and boosts herself up to stand.

I make a funny surprised face for her, gasping "You can stand now?" I ask grabbing for her and lifting her over the crib. She giggles so hard that when she is finished she is out of breath and left with toothy-gummy smile.

I hear grunting noises coming from the crib and see Rafe standing as well signaling that I carry him too. I carry him over to the bed and let them sit with me for a while.

As the pups sit and play around on the bed, I notice that Rafe had assumed an older brother role towards his sister. He was protective of her and wouldn't let her anything that would hurt her. funny, they were only babies. How could he possibly feel some kind of responsibility towards his twin sister.

Whatever it was I was just happy that they were able to know to take care of each other. If that wasn't smart, then the standards of smart for baby level had just gone up.

I let them play for a bit before bathing and clothing them. I take a bath myself and dress plainly like I wasn't going anywhere but the park. If I wanted to do this then I had to do it right. I didn't want to have an awkward encounter with Aiden when he clearly didn't want to see me. I didn't want to see him either.

Traveling alone was going to be a hustle since I had two pups in my hands and no one to share the duties with. So traveling heavy was out of the question. I still needed to look like I was coming back before some snoopy head goes on ahead and tells on me.

I had called a taxi to come pick me up, it was a bit difficult to find one but I did. While I was waiting for it to arrive, I get busy with arranging all the things I was carrying. Three sets of clothes for the little ones each, a dress for me and a t-shirt with some jeans. The rest was money since I was going to need a lot of that where we were going.

Speaking of that, I was yet to decide where I was fleeing to. I wanted to go to a place that no one would ever imagine and hope of finding me was zilch.

Next, I strap on the thing that is supposed to suspend a child to your chest or back or both at once if you had two. It was a very convenient devise and helped mothers all over who had the burden of two infants. While Aiden was online sometime back before giving birth to the two lovely pups, she thought it funny to buy one of the suspender things but this one was meant to put both babies in the front.

I had thought it funny too until today. Lucky for me it had been packed together with all the babies things. Boy was I glad for goofy online shopping.

Securing the pups into the little seats I strap them to me and making sure they are comfortable. About my comfort? It didn't matter, I just wanted them to be where I can easily see them.

Leaning slightly towards my back, I reach for the documents that I had only opened once and not signed. I unseal the envelop and take out the papers inside. I should have had a person look at the legal documents but I didn't need the extra work of paying them when I desperately needed the funds to start a new life.

I didn't have that much but it was going to get us an apartment and some food for at least a month. I planned on getting a waiting job there or anything I could get. It wasn't a smart move on my part since my toddlers were not old enough to be left at home alone.

I look at the papers again and notice for the first time what I didn't notice at first. The documents weren't signed yet but they did carry mine and Aiden's name.

I didn't want the pups to ever see a tear in my eyes, I didn't want them to endure such sadness because their mom was sad. Whatever it was, my pups were going to grow in happiness even when I was sad. So I swallow down the ball of tears that was threatening to spill out.

I grab for a pen in the same fashion I did with the papers because I couldn't risk bending forward and losing my balance. Swallowing hard I put pen to paper and sign away.

Just like that it was done, I have agreed to separate from my love, the love that has taught me to love. I guess my life was not meant for good things, I was just glad that from this all I came out with a family that would never abandon me. I had these beauties till they turned eighteen or more.

Sealing up the envelope with the signed divorce papers, I whispers hushed words to my pups "Shh, don't worry, everything will be fine" it was more to myself than them. On their part, I was going to make sure that they were happy till they start asking questions. But that was for later.