Chapter 98

I wake up with a start. I am literally shaking from what seemed to be an orgasm, only that this one was from the dream I was having right before I woke up. It was crazy, I almost could have sworn that was real.

I had a sudden urge to pee, getting up from the bed I head to the toilet that was just outside the room with the adjoined bathroom.

Staying here with nobody in the house and no hope of anybody ringing, I got myself a bit comfortable. On normal days, I would go to bed with just undies on. I liked it when I had to nurse the pups before bed and my breasts would be free. Not in some flesh cutting fabric that is meant to strangle a woman's bosom.

And on days that I would feel lonely, I would have on undies and a t-shirt on. This was that day.

Padding over to the bathroom, I drop my undies to the floor and sit on the toilet seat. As I am emptying my bladder I think to my self, "what was that" I speak out loud without noticing it. I was still referring to the dream I had had. I felt slightly shaky, but I don't think that was all from the dream. Lately I haven't been feeling well but I would brush it off and pin it on the sadness I was feeling.

I had to find a way to get me checked out, it might be something after all. But that will be later, right now I had to focus on plans I made the prior day.

I walk to the kitchen to get myself a glass of water and notice that the sun isn't even out. Turning to look at the clock that was above the door leading to the bedroom, it shows that it's just past the hour of four. Way too early to wake up the pups. I was just going to wait for the sun then we could resume the plan. I was just sorry that the pups weren't going to see their daddy ever again. But when a man sends over divorce documents, what was a lady to do?

I get back to bed but don't fall asleep. I let myself feel what I have been denying myself. What I felt in that dream. Was it possible to get orgasms in dreams? Because what I felt was real.

In my dream, Aiden was there. Just him and I. We had gone out for a picnic deep in the woods. It was magical, there were no conflicts of whether he wanted to leave me or not or how he committed adultery. It was just him and I with our everlasting love.

I was in a sunny yellow sundress, I was barefooted and so was Aiden. He was in shorts, I have never seen him in shorts, a shirt that wasn't buttoned up and a hat on his head. It must have been hot and sunny because I had sunglasses on.

Like children, we were running through the trees and jumping roots. The sunlight in patches as I shone through the trees. Could you imagine anything beautiful than this? It was perfect.

We eventually got tired of chasing and playing that we went back to the blanket that was laid on the ground near a big old tree. On the blanket there was all sorts of snacks and treats just for the both of us. Chocolates and fruit, sweets and sours, cured meats and cheese. All in one place.

Aiden was teasing me and I was giggling, I had a glass full of wine being coy with my husband. All of a sudden he is pulling me to his lap, he kisses me, devouring my mouth like it was his last meal he was not allowed to eat. Oh how that sent my blood boiling.

"I love you Bella" he says, I let his lips go and look him in the eye trying to see. Trying to really see. I don't know what I was looking for but I suspected I trying to see if it was the truth. I don't remember what I found but I did let that kiss continue.

He worshiped my body like he has no other, the way he touched me and caressed. Like the clouds softly touching the sky, he awakens me. He awakens the woman in me who came to be because of him.

He holds my body against his, letting me feel his heartbeat and him feeling mine until they sync.

He gets rid of both our clothes, leaving us naked in the naked forest. He clears the blanket to make room for me to lay down. He does lay me down on my back and looks at me. "Bella, my beautiful wife. Have I ever told you that ever since meeting you my life hasn't been the life it used to be."

I giggle, "Oh yeah? How is that working out for you." I say. He looks me up and down and declares "You don't believe me" it was a statement not a question so I didn't feel obliged to answer. I just look up at him which was difficult because of the sun in the trees.

He smiles that cute smile he doesn't smile often, "Then I have to prove to you what I mean right?" he says while creeping his hands all over me in an attempt to tickle me. It worked, I was a wreathing mess throwing limbs everywhere.

With the wreathing, my breasts were bouncing everywhere and he couldn't seem to take his eyes off them. He grabs for one and squeezes. This makes my back arch due to the change of sensations. First I was feeling all giddy being tickled and now they were lasers shooting to my most feminine part on my body. The sensations were coming straight from my breasts as he squeezed.