29. I don't apologize

Freya's Pov

Looking at him before me, I couldn't tell if he regretted it or not. Well, maybe not, devils do not regret, that's why they always do evil.

"I don't have the whole day, I have better things to do at the office?" He said, proving how proud he was to leave outside overnight.

"You have no shame, you are a nasty person. I thought you were even going to say sorry or something. Would you do this to me if I were your sister?"

"I have nothing to be ashamed of, you broke a rule and I punished you. Secondly, I don't think if I had a sister she would be you, never. Well, I think I have to say sorry and I did, can't you see? Do you think I would have brought you tea in the first place?"

"Yes, that's if your grandma asked you to. Anyway, you won't have to be angry unnecessarily anymore, I am leaving your mansion first thing in the morning. And not even your grandma is going to stop me. It's so annoying I have to leave my job behind because of the hatred I feel towards you. You can't imagine how much I hate you now, Oliver. And I don't want to see your face anymore."

"I am very glad you are leaving now, I am the happiest person in the world right now. Thank you so very much, leave this house without flicking your head to look back."

"If I had money and if I had a family, Oliver, I would have reported you to the police then sue you for what you did to me."

"I am sorry, Freya. The authorities listen to my command. You would be very surprised that you will end up jailing yourself. I don't know what you think but I am not any random guy you see on the street or wherever you are. Be careful, just be careful."

He was right, in the part of the world that we lived it was the rich who made the rules and we had no say. We were just bound to obey whether or not it was in our favor.

Suing him was going to be impossible, the only way I could be satisfied was to make him apologize to me. That was the heart he could do, right?

"Are you not going to apologize?" My eyes were fixed on him, my voice soft as if I had suddenly stopped hating him. He smiled and started to walk close to me, my heart skipped a beat.

"I am an Alpha and we don't apologize, Freya. I can't and won't apologize to you." What was he saying? Who are Alpha's anyway?

"What's too difficult in saying sorry, what is that you can't and won't do?"

"That's not the problem, Freya. You broke a law and I punished you, there's nothing to be sorry about anyway." He declared plainly and sat beside me on the bed.

Looking him in the eyes, I felt nothing but the need to be touched and felt by him. There were a lot of things I didn't really understand. How could I hate and love him with the same measure even after being brought the devil he was?

"Sit up, Freya." And there he was again, acting all good and cool with me as if he wasn't happy a while ago that I was leaving his house. Or was he supposed by an evil spirit or something? Perhaps yeah, that will be the only reasonable excuse for his sudden transformations.

"Are you beginning to be nice to me again? Why do you do that anyway?" My voice is barely coming out. He looked away and shook his head at what he was thinking about alone.

"There are so many times that you won't understand no matter how it was explained to you. I think leaving this house will be best for us, Freya." He said kindly and took my hand in his as if I was his wife.

"Well, you can let go of my hand. I have had a second thought about this and I am so sorry to let you know I won't have this house. I can't leave your grandma in your hands, you are too careless. Moreover, I love this job very much and I can't leave it because I hate it. All I will do is to try my best to ignore and not cross paths with you. Do the same."

"Look into my eyes and say what you said again, only then, I will believe you. What do you feel towards me?"

"I hate you, I hate you to a nonsense degree. However, you are not going to stop me from pursuing my dreams."

Instead of leaving my hand like I expected, he raised it to his lips and kissed it. I elevated my brows, completely shocked at his gesture.

"I don't think I will ever understand you, Alpha Oliver. You can leave my room now, I want to sleep and have better dreams of a kind man who knows the meaning of love."

He raised her brows and smiled. "Good luck with that, Freya, I wish you all the bed." He said and stood up after taking the tea he brought. Instantly, the door opened and grandma entered with a bundle of freshly cut red roses. I smiled and she trailed forward.

"Is that for me?" I asked as sat down beside me. I pulled her into a long-term hug before splitting at some point.

"No one in the world deserves my flowers except you. Freya, I cannot express how sorry I am for Oliver's behavior. I feel awfully terrible, and very angry at him right now." She said and I looked at Oliver who had just dropped the tea on the table.

"I don't know what I'd do without you. You have already decided on quiting the job, right?"

"That's right grandma. But I have had a second thought, I love you so much that I can't think of leaving you in the care of your grandson. And I also love this job. I will stay."

"I can't believe you are saying this, Freya. I thought you were going to leave first thing in the morning. I want to make this up to you, please stay with us for a week more, please, consider it."

"Initially, that was the plan but I won't choose that. I want to have a word with just you, could you please ask Oliver to excuse us for a while." He said and raised his hand in and bowed before walking out of the door.

"Oliver is gone now, you can please talk to me." I nodded and then took the flower, playing it on the table.

"If you want me to stay here then I will beg you to allow me to bring my best friend with me. She's the only family I have and it's been so long since I saw her, I would like her to come live with us."

"Is that all you ask? I just knew you were right for my son the very day I saw you. Don't worry, you can ask your friend to come live with us as long as she wants to."

"Seriously? Thank you so much, Mrs Callum. I am going to repay your kindness someday." I said and then hugged her for the second time.

"Did he apologize to you, my love?"

"He didn't, he said I broke a rule and he punished me so there was no apology to be offered. He also said something about being an Alpha and that doesn't allow him to say sorry." Grandma sighed and frowned, she was still so angry at his son.

"If I may ask, and don't take this the wrong way. What did you do to him to punish you in that manner?"

"I entered his room and happened to see him all naked." I said truthfully and grandma gasped, probably thinking I deserved it.

"Are you sure you are telling me everything? How could he do that to you? You are his mate after all and you had the right to see him naked."

"I don't think I am understanding you, grandma. What does it mean to be his mate"

Grandma grabbed my hand and squeezed it gently. "You have the answers yourself, ask yourself why you can't hate him even after everything that happened last night and today? You can lie to the whole world about your feelings but not your heart, soul and body."

"Personally I was lost, not knowing what I felt but for the first time after meeting him, I can't deny that I hate him so much, I don't want to be seeing him anymore."

"You can't deceive me, the things I see, you can't see them, Freya. You can say you hate him but you don't and he can also remind himself each day he hates you but he doesn't. I just wish things were easier and simpler." She ended and nodded though I wasn't understanding part of what she said.