Chapter 37-sexual content!!!

I felt him freeze up not expecting me to do that, so i pulled away.

“I’m sorry” I said slightly embarrassed. He held my arm, pulling me back and then kissed me back.

Somehow, we made it to the house and we had not stopped making out.

“Ben” I said looking into his eyes “I think...” he nodded, pulling away from me.

“I’m sorry, I know you want to wait.” He left the car, going into the house

“Ben, listen!!!” I said as I.entered into the house. He looked at me, waiting for me to say something .

“I’m... I think I’m ready” he looked at me, the look of realisation appearing on his face.

“are you... are you serious?” he looked like he could barely believed its ears.

I nodded feeling a bit embarrassed .

“Alison....” he his eyes turned darker as he looked at me. He pulled me down. I could feel a bulge as I sat down on his lap. “Allison...” he sniffed my body, his nose running along my neck. “Kiss me” he said in a low guttural voice.

Something about the way he said it made me obey, no arguments not as if I was trying to argue in this.

He gripped my butt, bringing me impossibly closer to him. He growled out in undiluted pleasure as my lips moved across his lips.

“You know I wouldn’t do anything you’re not comfortable with right?” he said pant. I nodded looking at his name, unable to look anywhere else. “I want you to touch me , touch me in the way you are Most comfortable, no holding back” his voice was softer than ever.

I tried to hide my gave away from him.

“don’t hide away from me” he prompted me, putting me my hand on his back.

I let my hands explore his back touching every deep and curve.

He closed his eyes in satisfaction.

“A... lly” he moaned.

“can I?” he tugged the tip of my shirt.

“Yes.” thousand thoughts passed my mind at that moment but I pushed every single one of them to the back of my mind. For a moment, just a moment. I wasn’t going to let my insecurities get the best of me.

He ripped the gown from my body at the same time taking me into the bedroom.

“are you nervous?” I shook my head no even though I was shaking ball of nerves. “easy” he said to me.

His hands danced along my skin. Grazing over a nipple making me loose my mind.

“Ben” I moaned his name our, barely keeping it in.

“You are so pretty.” His hands moved along my skin, going southwards he brushed above my panties waiting, as if trying to gauge my reaction.

Finally finding what he was looking for on my face, he shifted my pants “so wet already.” I shuddered.

Every ounce of confidence shattered as the cold air hit me below. “Ben, I don’t think I can do this any..” he covered my mouth with a kiss, forcefully massaging the walls of my mouth with his tongue.

“bmmmph” my words were muffled as I moaned out instead.

He put in one finger, causing me to break away from the kiss to moan out from the slight pain and pleasure. “I don’t.. “ he added a second one before I could say anything.

“Breathe” I was panting at this point, trying to get my head down from what ever cloud it had found itself “breathe for me corazón” he said, just as I was getting my breath and myself together, he moved his fingers causing me to throw my head back. He fixed his mouth on one of the perky nipples that had revealed itself at the course of my arousal.

I wanted more, no, I NEEDED more

As if hearing my thoughts, he stopped moving his fingers putting them at a stand still. “m..more” I rolled my waist wanting more friction between his fingers and my entrance.

“more what corazón, say it, say it for me.”

“m..ore” I said again not knowing how to say it.

At this point, I was somewhere in between, above the bed and under him.

“Come on love, say it, say it.”

He moved from one breast to the other, giving it equal amount of attention.

He completely removed the dress that had somehow managed to have hung around my waist in all of this.

I was completely bare. He turned of the light asking something along the lines of wanting me to be more comfortable

This was the second time i was going to be bare in front of him . I gulped in the midst of the pleasure I was scared. Scared he was going to wake up the next morning and think of my scars as disgusting. Not after we were going to go all the way. Not after I was going to be baring my heart to him in this way, this moment.

I loved him.

He seemed to have noticed that along the way I was not as focused on our activity as before because he stopped looked at me straight in the eyes and said. “you know I would always love you right? I can’t see my life without you” he reassured me, moving the hair that had stuck to my face as a result of the sweat.

I needed him. Right this moment I needed him. He kissed a trail down to My entrance, his mouth against it, he growled sending above and beyond with the vibrations against me.

I gripped the sheets trying to hold myself together.

“BEN!!!!” I found myself releasing in that moment. He looked up at me, his face covered with my juices as I had not been able to control myself or warn him to get his face out.

“I’m.. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean” I was stopped dead in my apology as I saw him lick it.

I didn’t know what to say. I blinked.

“it’s fine love, this just means more to take.” He went back, in-between the bed and the sheets and continued his work, leaving me in a screaming mess and pushing me over the edge of orgasm a million times.

“Are you ready?” he said I nodded, not even knowing what he said. Slowly, very slowly, he pushed my legs up allowing him more space in between. He slid in completely leaving me in shock at how full it made me feel.

I opened and closed my mouth a million times. “shhh, focus on me.” In the moonlight, I saw his figure barely but that was enough, as I was still scared to act out how I really felt.