Chapter 9 Nine
Amy’s POV
I can’t believe he’s making me do things that I would never do before. Who would have thought that I would become someone’s plaything even before finding my mate. Not only does my life suck because I have no wolf, everything just seems to be against me.
Did I betray a country in my past life, which is why I’m going through all of this? Because I can’t think of what I have done as a baby to deserve this. Was it wrong for me to be born or what? I thought long and couldn’t come to a conclusion. So I slapped myself back to reality.
Since I managed to sneak out of the house, I should probably be ready to die if my family finds out. I didn’t think Damien would have his driver waiting for me on the road. Like, how did he even know I’m going to come out? Just thinking about it makes me feel creeped out. I went towards the car and entered inside. I was expecting the driver to be alone in the car. I didn’t expect Damien to be waiting for me.
“What the hell? Why are you even in the car? Aren’t you supposed to be at home?” I questioned him.
He looked at me and gave me a creepy smirk. “Do you think I would leave you alone, beautiful? I told you I would be waiting for you.”
Just looking at him makes me feel so annoyed. Like, can’t I find a poisonous dagger and drive it straight into his heart? It would save me the trouble of going through all of this.
“You are so annoying, and I really don’t like talking to you,” I replied him and faced the front, but instead, he pulled me straight up and made me sit on his lap. Then he ordered his driver to drive. I tried to get out of his grip, but of course, he is stronger than me.
I frowned, looking at his face. “What exactly do you want, you weirdo? I came out like you wanted. You don’t expect me to give you my body, do you?”
I covered my body immediately, looking at him, but he seemed so weird. Like, that’s exactly the reason why he called me out.
Even though he did try to do that in my room earlier, just thinking about doing it again makes my cheeks burn. I tried to hide it from him, but he used his hand to wring back my face.
“Your burning cheeks say otherwise. It seems to me like you are looking forward to it,” he whispered in my ears.
Just as I wanted to say something, he quickly kissed me, stopping me from continuing anything. The kiss was so intense, and I could feel the passion burning through his body. But what is going on? There’s no way he’s thinking of doing that with me in the car, right where his driver is, right? This today was my first time, and now I’m going to have my second time in the car. Not that I’ve not been curious about doing it in a car, but what am I even thinking about?
I managed to pull away, stopping him from going further as his hands were already going up in my clothes.
“What do you think you’re doing? Your driver is right here, and you’re thinking of doing it with me in your car?”
Instead of feeling remorseful, he still gave me that annoying smirk again.
“Of course not. But we can do it in the car if you are too impatient,” he suggested.
And I quickly got off his lap. I can’t believe I’m burning red right now. What is wrong with me, and why do I feel this way? I don’t even like him at all. Why should I blush at his words? Is this the consequence of giving my first time to a person who’s not my mate?
After what seemed like a long drive, we finally arrived at his place. And I felt like coming out of the car and running away. But I’m already in his territory. I won’t be able to run too far. So I gently came out of the car and followed him inside. Once we got inside the living room, he didn’t waste time in rushing towards me.
His lips cultivated me in an instant, making me completely lose all my defenses. I don’t know if it was my body controlling me or not, but I just responded to him. Could it be that I want him more than he does after just one night?
I couldn’t control it. I let him do whatever he wanted with me. I completely forgot that we were in the living room. His strong hands grabbed my clothes and pulled them off without an effort. I don’t know if he’s an expert at this, or maybe because he’s done it with so many women. I was left with my underwear in an instant. Without thinking much, he lifted me and suddenly burst into a room which, after looking around, was his study.
But he was just too impatient. He shut the door behind him and placed me on the table. His lips went through my neck, and he bit into it like he was making a mark. I wanted to stop him after thinking of who might see it later, but I couldn’t. It felt painful and pleasurable at the same time. His lips went through my body and then back to my lips, kissing me so hard and hot.
Next, he pulled off my bra, letting my boobs be completely bare in front of him.
“You’re driving me insane, Amelia. You are too damn beautiful.”
I don’t know if he meant this, or it’s just his body controlling him to say things that he didn’t mean. But somehow, I loved it. Maybe because I felt exactly the same way about him. His body was just so perfect. He took his clothes off, showing his perfectly toned body. His muscles and everything else seemed to align with each other. I don’t know how my hands went running to his body, and he put his lips closer to my nipples. I pushed my head back as the pain felt pleasurable at this point. My hands stroked his hair as I expected more.
Several moans escaped my lips as I couldn’t hold it back. It was just too enjoyable. Maybe I don’t remember much about what we did the first time, but now I’m starting to recall everything that happened. He moved his lips back to my neck and then back to kissing me. At this point, my underwear was completely gone, and I was naked right in front of him. I wouldn’t even let anyone see my naked body before, but now I’m doing it with him.
He pulled away from my lips, looking me straight in the eyes.
“Are you ready for me?”
Ready for him?
Before I could answer him, I felt it straight within my body. My eyes widened in shock, I took this last night?
He didn't even give me a chance, and I grabbed onto him tight, my fingers going deep into his skin, but he didn't care. He was so at rest, and it was so painful taking him in, but after a moment, it wasn't painful anymore, rather it felt pleasurable, and I enjoyed it, I wanted more. My moans filled with study as he increased his pace with the louder I got.
I have never done this before and I feel so good. I can't explain exactly how I feel, but all the emotions are welling up inside me. I grabbed onto him as he continued to strike in and out so hard, my legs wrapped up around him. Trying to feel it more and I could hear him chuckle.
“You seem to enjoy this more than me beautiful.” He whispered in my ears, giving me an electric jolt.
He suddenly flipped me over right at the table, making me hold onto the table, and he went in from behind again. He wouldn't stop at any time, he was just way too fast and too good, and I didn't want him to stop either. I don't even have any experience in this, but the way he makes me feel is something I didn't want to stop.
He kissed me again to reduce my scream. And then he pulled away.
“You’re mine Amelia. Only mine.” He claimed, marking my body again.
“Damien you…” My words got stuck up in my throat as he increased his pace. I couldn't hold it back anymore.
And I think we both came at the same time as I felt his hot liquid pouring inside me. I couldn't stop him from doing that either. And I fell into his arms. He carried me straight into the bedroom. And I didn't know there was a secret bedroom in the study.
Am I completely losing my mind by letting him do this with me?