Chapter 66 066
Damien's POV
I thought I would be able to handle her hostility towards me, but I can't handle it at all. I don't want her to be mad at me and I only want her to look at me. But what can I do if she's so angry that she doesn't even want to talk to me?
It really doesn't matter to me anyway. The fact that I have her here with me is enough. I can take this time to grow her feelings back for me and bring her to my side. Even if it takes me a long time, I'm going to make her love me and see the reason why I'm the best person for her.
She refused to talk to me the entire day, and by the next day she was on her way out when I stopped her.
"Where do you think you're going?" I asked her.
"I'm going to see my parents so they know I'm back and with you," she replied.
She wanted to walk away again, but I stopped her.
"I don't think you can go there just now. Besides, you've left them. You didn't even give them an explanation. Do you think they'll accept you back?"
"Yeah, my family, and it's none of your business if they accept me or not. What does it matter to you anyway? Stop being so nosy," she fired angrily at me.
I nodded my head in agreement. "You're right. I'm being nosy because you're mine and you're carrying my baby. I can't let anything happen to you or the child."
She scoffed. "This is just about the child. Stop acting like you care about me anyway."
"You know that's not true. You think I would have accepted this child if it came from someone else?"
She frowned. "What does that even mean? Are you saying you would have rejected someone else and I should count myself lucky that you accepted my child?"
Why is she taking things out of context again? That clearly wasn't what I meant. Well, I know she wouldn't listen to me.
"You know that's not what I meant—"
"You shut up! You have no idea how much you just made me feel useless. I'm carrying this child out of my own will, first of all, and I don't need you to accept it. Besides, I never asked for you to come to me. What makes you think this is an achievement for me?"
I realized that she wasn't joking about how angry she felt, and she felt extremely hurt by my words. But I was being careful and I clearly didn't mean it like that. I just wanted her to know that she mattered to me more than anyone else, and she was the only one I wanted carrying my child.
I tried to move closer to her, but she moved back.
"Amelia, please, take time to listen to me. Things are not the way you think they are," I said.
"Don't touch me, you bastard! I feel so horrible right now! You're clearly using my ability as a Lycan to breed a child. If not, what could a substitute like me do?"
"You're not a substitute! Why do you keep calling yourself that?" I was getting impatient this time.
What exactly is making her this way? Is it the pregnancy hormones? I've always heard about pregnant women being different and having mood swings. Since she's carrying such a powerful child, could it be the reason she keeps misunderstanding things like this?
If the child is going to mess with her brain, why would I need a child like that? I care about her more than anyone else, and even if it's my own child, I wouldn't let anyone hurt her. I think I need to check this more so I can make a better decision for us.
"You know clearly that's not true, and I'm just a substitute to you, so you shouldn't try to console me. I'm fine. Now excuse me." She pushed me away but went towards the direction of the room.
At least she's not going to leave for now, and I can take time to think of what I can do to make her happy. No matter what, I'm still at fault for hurting her so much. I didn't make the right decisions the last time, and I regret sending her away that day.
If I didn't send her away, we wouldn't be this distant from each other. I just didn't want to see something as dirty as talking to my ex-girlfriend, and I also didn't want her to misunderstand things. That was why I sent her away. But look where that got me.
She hates me so much, and I can't stand it at all. It hurts me and it makes me mad that she can think of liking other guys and not me. Anyway, I won't be letting any men be around her, so it's fine for now. She will grow to love me.
I went to check on her to see if she has calmed down or she's still threatening to kill me. I just didn't want to upset her more since she was mad at me. But she chased everyone I sent to check on her away. At this point, she might stop eating.
I opened the door and I was lucky to find her sleeping on the couch. I don't know why she didn't sleep on the bed which is more comfortable than this. I gently moved her to the bed, watching her beautiful face as she slept.
I couldn't stop myself from moving my lips closer to her and kissing her. I pressed gently enough not to wake her up but she suddenly wrapped her hands around my neck that it startled me. She kissed me deeper and I couldn't help myself.
I completely forgot she was asleep. I lost control of myself. I kissed her harder, wrapping my hands around her. The way she responded made me stop after a while. I realized she was still sleeping and I just kissed her without her permission.
I immediately pulled away and ran out of the room. If she finds out, she's going to throw a fit again. Though I could still act like before around her, but Lucas told me it's not advisable. Maybe I should listen for once and try to win her the gentle way.
I just don't know how long I'm going to be able to keep my act up. As long as I can keep her, I'll do anything to stop her from hating me. I really thought being myself and being hard on her was going to make her submit to me. I was wrong.
I didn't go far before hearing her scream. I rushed back all the way to her room to check on her, only for a flying vase to get thrown in my direction. I dodged it fast enough and got to her side in the blink of an eye.
"What's wrong with you? Are you okay..."
I wasn't able to finish my statement before I got slapped my her. My eyes widened in shock.
"You bastard! Did you violate me when I was sleeping?" She shouted at me.
Wait a minute, even though I did give her a peck, but didn't she kiss me herself? What's wrong with her?