Chapter 56 056
Damien's POV
I watched the car leave, knowing I couldn't do anything to keep her by my side now because I already messed things up. I didn't think it would be like this, I never wanted things to be like this. I don't even know how to explain things to her.
Her friend was indeed rude and annoying to me. I didn't do anything to her because Amelia would hate me. That's the reason everyone around her have been able to survive disrespecting me. I only care about her.
But her happiness matters too. I can't believe I let Carla make her sad again. I looked at the mansion. It's been over two weeks since the last time I talked to her. I didn't bother her because I thought she needed some time to cool down.
She was so mad that she didn't want to see me. I decided to wait till she was ready to see me. I didn't want her to get mad at me again. I could wait for a month or a year, depending on how she was willing. I hurt her so many times, I should be able to endure this.
I didn't think she would be coming today. If I knew, I would have gone to look for her myself. Carla came outside with a smile on her face. I'm going to kill some people today because of this.
"Damien, did you send her away for me? You didn't need to do that you know." She asked, getting happy.
I grabbed her neck, ready to snap it at any moment. "I think I warned you to stay away from me the last time. How dare you spray a hallucinogen on me to make me kiss you? Do you realize what you've done?"
Lucas rushed towards us, "Alpha, please have mercy.".
I don't understand why Lucas keeps begging me for her. I'm his Alpha and he should be on my side. Why does he keep taking her side and pissing me off?
"Are you my beta or her beta? Did you deliberately bring her here?" I growled at him.
He went down on his knees immediately. "No, Alpha! I promise you it's not what you're thinking. I just don't want you to dirty your hands by killing her. I'll do it for you."
I looked at her, and she still struggled to get herself out of my grip. I didn't want to let her go because she deserved to die. I told her repeatedly that I wanted nothing to do with her. I don't know how she managed to sneak into my place and give me that hallucinogen at the moment that Amelia was coming here.
I don't know if she has been watching Amelia and knows that I've been trying to see her for a long time. She did this on purpose, and I don't think I can easily forgive her for this.
"Since you're asking me to give her to you, will you really kill her if I do?" I asked him, but he hesitated.
Of course, I know he's trying to stop me from killing her. This is the first time he's defying my orders—or maybe this is not the first time. I should have known that the person beside me was nothing but a liar and a betrayal to me.
"You can't even reply to me. Since you decided to disobey me, now you should go and receive your punishment. As for her, put her in the dungeon until I'm ready to deal with her," I told him.
"Yes, Alpha."
I let her go, and she struggled to breathe. She was coughing, yet I refused to look at her. I used to care about her so much, but what did I get from it? Now that she sees that I have someone I care about, she works to ruin my relationship.
I'm not going to let anyone tell me what to do. I'm not called The Devil for nothing, and I will make sure she understands that I am not the same person she used to manipulate years ago.
"Damien, I'm really sorry. I know you're mad at me for everything I've done to you, but I came here sincerely because I love you. Why won't you give me a chance to prove it to you?" she begged me.
"You want a chance to prove it to me? Are you sure about this?"
She nodded immediately. "Yes! I'm going to prove how much I love you and why I deserve to be your one and only."
I sneered. "I clearly told you I wanted nothing to do with you, but you are still harboring thoughts of being with me. That means you still want to bother Amelia. I can't forgive you for that."
"What? That's not what I mean."
"You want me to give you a chance to prove it to me, yet you came here with evil intentions by trying to drug me. Is this how you show your repentance?" I asked. "I don't care if you want to prove anything or not, but you're going to pay for making Amelia sad. Also, you don't deserve to be with me at all. You are nothing."
Amelia is my mate and a Lycan. Even if she never had her wolf, I still wanted her to be with me. I want no one else except for her. Carla doesn't deserve to be with me, and I will make her understand that. If I don't deal with her now, she's going to keep coming back, thinking that she still has control over me.
"Take her away, Lucas. I don't want to see her anymore, and you don't come to me until I summon you. Make sure you get your punishment, or I'm going to kill you myself," I threatened him.
He went down on his knees again. "Yes, Alpha. I deserve to die for what I did, but I promise you that I will never disobey your orders again."
"There's no telling what you'll do. You can go for now," I replied to him.
"No, Damien! I'm going to leave, I promise. I won't come here again. Don't take me to the dungeon!" she begged, but Lucas did not listen to her.
He dragged her away. Although I don't know why he decided to save her life, I'm guessing he's doing this to repay her for saving him a long time ago. But that was something he already paid for so many times, and I don't think he needed to stop me by risking his own life.
No, I have to look for a way to get back Amelia. I don't think I can wait for her to come to me by herself anymore. If I do this, I'm going to lose her forever, and I cannot afford that right now. It felt like she came to tell me something, but she stopped when she saw us together. I wonder what she wanted to tell me. I'm such a jerk.
If I get her again, I'm not going to let her go no matter what anyone says. I can't afford to continue having a misunderstanding with her.