Chapter 32 Chapter Fifteen Part One - Orenda
The sleep begins to lift from my mind, followed by heat burning through my body. The heat is so intense that through the delirium of sleep, I feel as though someone has doused my body in gasoline and set me ablaze. I force my eyes open and suddenly become aware of the dry ache in my throat but that is quickly forgotten when I register the large muscular arm draped over me.
I freeze in place, my heart breaking into a sprint while the sound of it floods my ears. I take a slow breath through my nose and register the unmistakable scent of burnt-down ash after a long fire, its coldness tantalising my senses as it engulfs me. Ever so slowly I turn my head, glancing behind me only for my heart to become lodged in my throat. Laying behind me looking rested and peaceful in a way I never even thought he could is Azadou. His blacker than darkness hair splayed out on my pillow as his shoulders slowly rise and fall to the rhythm of his breathing.
I dreamed of waking up like this since the day our bond was awoken, but as I stare back at him, memories of how we ended up like this flood my mind like a compilation reel on fast forward. Instead of basking in the embrace of my animai, I become flushed with an emotion I never thought I could ever feel for my own animai. As I strain my neck to stare at him I come to a painful realisation; I hate him. I hate him more than I’ve ever hated anyone or anything in my whole existence. He’s vicious and cruel with absolutely no regard for my feelings or well-being and yet…he does things to my body no one else ever has and what scares me the most is that I crave it.
I remember the moment his hand connected with my backside. I wanted nothing more than to turn around and knock his fucking teeth out! But soon, pain turned into pleasure and before I knew it I was yearning for his punishments…the way he made my mind and body shatter. When he touches me; all of my boundaries, all of my self-respect, vanishes. I become a slave to his will and no longer recognise myself. I hate him for what he’s turned me into, but I hate myself more for letting him do this to me.
In desperate need of distance, I slowly and carefully slide out from under the crushing weight of his arm, his hand dropping to my hip. I manage to get myself to the edge of the bed when I suddenly feel his hand grasp my hip with enough force to make me wince.
“Where do you think you’re going?” his deep voice suddenly asks, filling the room with tension.
“We’re done,” I snap coldly, my anger sharpening my words like a razor blade.
“Can you still walk?”
“Yes?” I respond, my brows knitted in confusion.
“Then we’re not fucking done,” he growls.
I feel my body get yanked forcefully, a shriek of surprise escaping me as I suddenly find myself on my back staring up at an imposing-looking Azadou. His intense purple eyes stare down at me like a wild beast who has captured and cornered its unsuspecting prey. He fists his already hard cock in his hand, brandishing it like a 13-inch weapon as he strokes its full length. His cock’s inhuman size hovers over me, its length compared to my human body making my mind ring with alarm bells and yet, despite the panic coursing through my body, I feel the wetness build in my pussy and trickle out of me like some hedonistic woman under the thrall over an incubus.
Ashamed and angered by the way my body responds to him over my own mind, I sit up in an attempt to get away from him, but I’m quickly made aware of unbearable aching all over my body that immediately slows me down. I don’t even get the chance to react to my body’s protests when I’m forced back down, the usual soft cushion of my mattress now feeling like steel against my aching limbs as my arms are pinned above my head, with Azadou locking my wrists in place in a vice grip with his hand. I gulp down a groan as my eyes lock on his, a mix of fear and excitement catapulting through me with no clear winner in sight.
I let out a reflexive mewl, my hips rocking, relishing the sensation when I feel the hot head of his cock press against my clit, rubbing against it as my juices drip down to my ass. I shut my eyes and turn my head, unable to look at him as my toes curl of their own volition. I bite my lips together, refusing to make a sound when I feel the head of his cock teasing my entrance, making my thighs quiver. Suddenly I feel his hot, wet tongue glide up the side of my face, followed by his hot breath fanning against my ear.
“I want you sore,” he breathes into my ear, his voice ragged and gravelly.
“Azadou, it doesn’t have to be like this,” I protest, my voice breathy and ragged, the words feeling like shards of glass in my throat as he continues to use the head of his cock to tease my pussy. I feel him slip his hard cock between my folds, rubbing it against my clit then rubbing it against my entrance, making my insides throb and pulsate hungrily.
I cry out in a mix of pain and ecstasy, throwing my head back as I feel him drive his cock into me, hitting my cervix with so much force that for a split second everything goes black before my brain restarts. My mind reboots as I feel his thick cock drive into my pussy with brutal force and speed that has my entire bed creaking and shaking in protest. I scrunch up my face, trying to brace myself but no human body can brace against this.
I let out a garbled, incoherent sound as my entire body gets rocked and jolted by the force of his thrusts, each hit of my cervix making my eyes roll back, the pleasure numbing the pain when an intense orgasm unlike anything I’ve ever felt suddenly hits out of nowhere, sending a stream of fluid erupting from my pussy like a geyser. My eyes fly open, and a scream rips its way from my burning throat as my body convulses uncontrollably.
My mind reels, spiralling out of control as my body continues to jolt like a livewire as Azadou’s animalistic growls reverberate in my ear, my orgasm only seeming to spur him on with greater intensity.
“I want every step you take to be a reminder that you are mine,” he declares breathlessly into my ear. “That I control your body and will continue to do with it as I please.”
I feel his mouth vanish from my ear only to feel it latch around my breast, sucking my nipple into his mouth with so much suction I fear he’ll tear the skin off. His tongue teases and laps at my nipple, driving my mind to delirium as he fists my ass in his other hand. I scream and thrash my head as my body burns like a raging fire, screams and cries of pleasure streaming from my lips of their own accord as his cock ploughs into my pussy so fast and hard I feel like my entire body is going to break in half.
“That’s it, Orenda! Let me break you!” he groans in possessive ecstasy, his hand gripping my wrists so tightly I feel my hands start to lose feeling.
Yielding to his command, my body is engulfed by pleasure forced upon me by his unwavering Godly dominance. As my orgasm tears through me like a radioactive bomb, obliterating my nervous system, I feel my entire body go limp while spasming from the prolonged orgasm his cock is wringing from me. The sensation is too overwhelming for my mind to comprehend, and I feel the moment it completely shuts down, turning everything to black as I feel the wet trickle of a single tear rolling down my face.