Chapter 190 - A MIRACLE SILVER WOLF

189. Aurora's POV

I knew that making love to the one you love would be good but no one told me that it would be this heavenly.

Just the mere touch of Kira's skin to mine made me want to swallow him alive.

I felt as if, if I could, I would be carrying him whenever and wherever so that if I missed him, I would just take him out and smother him with my love.

He kissed me all over my face as he said how much he loved me and how beautiful I was.

"There was a time I would dream of such a moment with you but I would repent later because it was my deepest desire.

I never thought that the Goddess would hear me and make you mine.

It was something I would never have dreamed of," he said and I held his head and made him face me.

"It was the same for me.

I will always look at you and wish you would love me but I never thought that you could fall for a man like me.

It was one of those dreams I never even wanted to think about.

It was Tamia who encouraged me to ask you for that coffee because she was sure that you were in love with me," I told him and I saw his face melt before me.

He was so much in love that I imagined my face looked similar to his.

"Really. Then I owe her a cup of coffee too," he joked as he kissed my ear.

"That you do," I told him as I took his lips again.

He kissed me and then broke the kiss and straddled me again.

He kissed my face again and then went down to my neck.

My breasts started calling for him and I held his head and directed him into one.

He took my nipple into his mouth as he played with the other between his fingers and then squeezed the whole mound gently and I felt reason leave me.

Killian had been married once and I guess he got his experience from there and I was happy that he was using this experience on me.

Slowly but surely, he satisfied my two mounds and then started circling my tummy with his tongue.

He kissed me all over and I felt the whole of my body become hot.

My sacred place was twinkling and I was losing my mind.

I wanted to experience all of him.

I wanted to feel his love.

I wanted him to open his soul to me.

"Make... make... make..." I moaned but I couldn't finish.

I was blushing and I felt my face turn scarlet.

"Don't be afraid, tell me what you want," he said this time as he kissed my inner thighs and my whole body trembled.

I didn't know what I wanted.

All I knew was that I wanted him to do more than he was doing.

"Make me feel... I don't know.

I just know that I want you," I said and he parted my legs.

I was so embarrassed until I remembered that the little g-string I was wearing was still on.

So it was hiding it even though minimally.

He touched me there and I jumped.

That feeling was both strange and nice.

"Relax. It's me.

Don't fear.

I promise I won't hurt you," he said and I believed him.

I believed that he wouldn't hurt me and I anticipated what he would do to me.

He touched me there again and this time, I jerked upwards wanting him to do more.. and he did.

He rubbed on it and my clit danced in want.

He then looked at me and smiled.

After that, he lowered his head and I felt his tongue swipe there and I gasped.

How...

Why...

I didn't know why but I wanted him to do that again.

I then felt him pull the string to the side and poke me with his hot tongue.

I jerked again and I felt sensation all over my body and all my airs stood up.

He held both of my legs on his shoulders and then bent his neck and started sucking and kissing that place.

That was a feeling I never thought that anyone would make me feel.

I wanted to scream but something told me that I would embarrass myself and so, I covered my face with a pillow and moaned into it.

He stopped and when I felt that he wasn't continuing after a while, I put the pillow aside and what met me were his eyes.

"Don't you like it?" He asked me.

"No... no... I... I love it.

It's just that I feel like screaming but... I... I don't want to," I said as I held his gaze.

"It's so good," I added in a small voice.

"Then scream if you want.

This is your night and I am yours. Do whatever you want.

But please don't hide your face," he said and I nod.

He immediately resumed what he was doing and it took all in me not to scream but I moaned... and loudly.

I wanted more and so, I held his head and guided him and he didn't fail.

He then, after a while, cake up.

I don't know what drove me but I took his head between my palms and I connected our lips.

I could smell and taste me on him and that smell made me love him more.

"Ready?" He asked me and I didn't care what he was asking me for but I said yes.

I wanted all of what he wanted to give me.

I wanted him.

Yes.

I wanted him.

It was him I wanted.

He then got off the bed and started unzipping his pants.

I turned my head and he talked.

"Look at me," he commanded and I did.

I watched as he took off his trousers and boxer and his little man bounced out of them crying for attention.

He was so big that I gasped.

"Why? What's wrong?" He asked as he came back up.

"Are... are... are all men like that?" I genuinely wanted to know.

"What? Have you ever seen a man?

Have you...?

Oh, Goddess!" He seemed to panic and I didn't know what I said that would make him react like that.

"What is wrong? Did I say something wrong?" I asked him.

He didn't say anything and he got off me and sat on the bed with his legs on the floor.

"Kira, is all well? You are making me worry," I said, now afraid.

Why would he...

Did I do or say anything wrong?

"Or are you angry at me because I am not experienced?" I tried to understand him.

"Aurora, are you? Have you...

Have you...

Are you a virgin?" He asked finally.

"That... Yes. My mate died before we could do anything.

We had decided to wait for our wedding night but..." I didn't finish.

"I am so sorry.

I didn't..." he began.

"So I was right? You don't want to sleep with me because I am not experienced," an accusation.

"What? No. That's not it.

I feel like I want to scream.

I am so happy that I don't know how to express it.

Why me?

Don't you...

You should be with a virgin and not a widow like me," there it was.

That low self esteem that I hated.

"Kira," I said and turned to him to look at me.

"When I first approached you, I knew that you were a widow and that I was a virgin.

It never bothered me because it is you I love.

It is you I want to be with.

It is you that I chose.

I want you to be my first Kira.

If it isn't you then I don't want anyone else," he looked at me after I said that maybe not believing it.

"You don't regret it?" He asked.

"I might regret it if you leave me in the cold like this for a minute longer," I answered and he pounced on me.

He was ready to take me on and so was I.

I wanted this man to be my one and only.

If I lost my virginity, I wanted it to be Kira.

I was happy to be his and I wanted him to realize it.

I kissed him back with the same energy he kissed me.

He then slowly parted my legs and fitted himself in between them.

I closed my eyes wanting to feel him but he stopped.

"Look at me," he said gently and I did.

I opened my eyes and held his.

I then felt as he guided his lil man there and then, as we held eyes, he slid in me slowly.

"If you feel any discomfort you tell me," he told me but I wouldn't.

I was determined to see this to the end.

I felt that sharp pain but with the precision of a beta, I swallowed it and he didn't see me flinch.

"Are you okay?" He asked me after he was all in.

I closed my eyes and savored that moment of feeling full to the hilt.

"Yes. Yes. Never been better," I said and smiled at him.

I was okay and I have never been better.