Chapter 189 - A MIRACLE SILVER WOLF

188. Aurora's POV

Since I was born, just like any other girl in the pack, we have always been taught that sex is always after marriage and never before.

We were always taught that a girl who is married to a virgin is respected by her husband.

It wasn't a must but since I was a princess, it was like a mission I had been given.

I had to be a good example to my peers and that was what I was.

I have never lain with a man nor have I ever entertained one.

In my life, I had only kissed two men: my dead mate and Kira.

My mother, who would have been the woman to teach me about sex, died early and I thus didn't have any kind of sex education except what we learnt in school.

Thus, when Kira and I came to The room that Tamia, as in everything else tonight, had prepared so meticulously, I didn't know what to do.

The bed had been well spread using white sheets, she had bought a new bed, she had said that newly weds deserved everything new, she had red rose petals spread and in the middle, there was a heart drawn with a well folded white towel and more petals in the middle of the heart shape.

The floor was full of petals and there were very nice smelling candles all over the room making it have this serene atmosphere.

I didn't know where to start.

Should I start with a shower?

Taking off my dress?

What?

I was standing by the door where Kira placed me and I was taking everything lost in thought.

The last thing I wanted was for Kira to think that I was an idiot.

Kira had already gotten into the room, took his jacket off and hung it on the coat hanger and then unwound the huge belt on his waist.

I froze in place because....

The last thing I ever envisioned in my mind was naked Kira.

I was in a panic.

I didn't want to see him make it as of yet.

I think he saw my distress because after hanging the belt on top of the jacket, he walked towards me.

"Are you okay?

You are shaking!

Come and sit here," he led me to the bed where I calmed my heart and counted sheep in my mind until my breathing was normal.

"I am sorry," I said in a whisper to the man who was soothing me.

"Hey, there is nothing to apologize for.

I know that this is new to the both of us.

They say that we must consummate our marriage but we don't have to if you are not ready.

I won't have you doing something you don't want just because it's what is done.

So, don't panic.

We can stay here for a while and then go back.

No one will know," he said and he made me emotional.

How could he be that good to me?

What did I ever do to deserve Kira.

I wanted to sleep with him.

I wanted to make love to Kira.

It is just that...

And I also couldn't have him thinking that I didn't want him.

"No. It's... It's..." I sighed as I looked for the right words in my mind.

"It's not that I don't want to.

It's just that I don't know what to do.

This is all new to me and.... I want to," I summed up my courage and said.

He smiled at me and held me to him.

"Would you like me to teach you?" He asked me with such a brilliant smile that even if I didn't want to, I couldn't have broken his heart because I always want to see that smile on his face.

"Yes. Teach me," that took all the courses I had.

"Want to start with a relaxing bath?" He asked me and I didn't want to.

I had just taken a bath just before the wedding and a whole body treatment and now that I think about it, it must have all been because of this.

So, I shook my head and he chuckled.

"I don't want to take a bath either because the alpha made me take a long bath in this fragrant bath tub and they did things to my body..." he kept quiet and looked at me.

Maybe he thought he had spoken too much.

"Me too.

Tamia made me take a long bath and they also did all sorts of things to my body.

It was so nice," I said and again, that smile.

"Oh, I thought you would misunderstand," he said and I couldn't.

I could accuse Kira of many things but not being unfaithful on our wedding day.

I was getting impatient and since this was the man who was supposed to be my life partner, the faster I got used to him the better.

He was the person who was to know the beautiful and ugly sides of me.

He was the man who would know all the scars in my body.

I knew I had a good body and had nothing to be afraid of.

I thus looked at him and closed my eyes and he took the cue because the next moment, his lips claimed mine.

Kira had full lips that were full and very kissable.

I thus kissed him and the next moment, he held my head in place and angled it in such a way that he could access me better and he thrust his tongue in me.

That action made my body tingle in places I didn't know were possible.

My body was asking for his touch and even without knowing what I was doing, I wound my hands around him and started caressing his back and thighs.

He moaned into me and the vibration made me see stars with my eyes closed.

My body wanted something though I didn't know what it was.

He then started unzipping my dress and it was difficult because it wasn't a zip but strings and he broke the kiss and turned the meme around.

He unwound all the strings and he then started by pushing down the strap that held the dress down my shoulder and did the same with the other one.

The dress dropped to my waist and he then looked at the corset that was also pink and was holding my breasts.

He lowered his head and kissed the parts of my breasts that were visible and the cleavage and he moaned and that simple touch of his lips to my breasts made me want more.

He then turned me again and undid the corset.

He looked me straight in the eyes as he removed it leaving me bare chested and I didn't feel shy.

Somehow, I was able to hold his gaze and challenge him.

I wanted him to realize that I had made the decision to be all that to him.

He then lowered his head and looked at me.

He swallowed as he caressed me with his eyes.

He then stood up and pulled me to stand and the dress fell and spread on the floor covering my legs.

All I had on now was the g-string Tamia had me wear.

This was my first and I remember arguing with her about the need of having such a thing that barely covered anything and she told me that I would appreciate it later.

I didn’t understand it then.

Now I did as Kira ate me with his eyes.

He swallowed again and moved a step back.

"Goodness! I've always known that you are beautiful but you look angelic.

You have such a nice body," he said and I didn't know what to say.

I stood there feeling all conscious and then he moved toward me again and I saw that big bulge on his pants and I smiled.

That was because of me.

I felt proud that I could affect him in that way.

He held me again and kissed me.

This time, the kiss was deeper and rushed.

He kissed me as he touched me all over and his hands held my two mounds.

I moaned involuntarily and he smiled at me.

He knew what he was doing to me and I loved it.

He then left my lips and bent and took a nipple in his mouth.

I wasn't prepared for that heat or the sensation that it caused.

I held onto him because I felt as if I would fall if I didn't.

He then looked at me again and carried me princess style and laid me on the bed.

He made sure I was comfortable and then straddled me.

He then tore his shirt off of his body and his bare chest was revealed for me to see.

I saw this chest hundreds of times during training and I was seeing it in a different light.

Was this how girls looked at him?

I was all of a sudden jealous.

I wanted to be the only one who saw him like this.

I didn't know where I got courage from but I stretched my hand and traced his abs with my finger and I felt him take in a deep breath.

I looked at him and smiled and he laid on me and we were skin to skin chest up.

It was the nicest feeling ever to feel him that way.