Chapter 44 44

Chapter 44 44
Aspen 

DAY TWENTY THREE 

My heart was hammering against my chest and as I looked at Killian, I could see the hunger in his eyes. He wanted more. And him asking us to go home was not because he wanted us to just leave. Things were going to progress there. He was going to take things to the next level. 

But I did not want to leave yet. I would have loved to take things to the next level, but I did not want to leave yet. “I wanted to take a video of the tower when the lights go off,” I told him. I already had a picture and video of the tower with lights and I wanted to capture the lights turning off. 

I would never get to experience France again: so it was best I captured the moment. Killian took a look at his watch. “The lights go off by 1:00 AM. It’s 30 minutes to nine. You still have about 4 hours.” He held my wrist, but I shook my head.

“I really want to capture the moment. What if I don’t come here quickly enough before the tower goes off?” 

“I have a terrace, púca. You can take your video once it’s one.” That was right. I initially forgot. I could see the tower from the terrace of his penthouse. That would do. I’d stay away and get the video once it was time. I immediately set an alarm on my phone. An alarm that would ring when it was five minutes to 1. 

Killian and I walked back home and when we got home, he did not remove his hand from my wrist. He kept holding me until we got on the elevator. Not giving me a chance to say hi to Noelle. He just took me straight to the elevator and once we got to the penthouse. He took me straight to the terrace. 

“See?” I smiled. I could see the tower perfectly from where I stood. Even some of the golden slights were illumination on Killian’s terrace. The air was cool and I decided that I was going to spend the night on his terrace.

It was a cool space with flower vases, inferior designs, and a long adjoining sofa bed. Then there was a railing. The sofa could stand as a bed for me.

“This is perfect.” I smiled, taking a look around the beautiful place. Everything was so beautiful. Killian, who was standing behind me, grabbed me and then turned me to face him. 

“Can we kick off from where we stopped?” There was still hunger in his eyes and I nodded. It felt like I could not get enough of the kiss. He kissed me yet again and this time, he kissed me harder. Like he could and would never get enough. 

His kiss messed with my senses and I could not even keep up but held on to him. Killian’s hands roamed all over my body and then I gasped when I felt him grab my breast. My heart was beating loudly and I felt breathless as he removed his lips from mine and then went to kiss the side of my neck. It was so electrifying and my legs had turned weak. They would have given way and I’d long fallen if not for the fact that I was holding on to Killian. 

As he kissed my neck, he began to move me backwards, until my back hit a cold wall. I gasped yet again and then my gasp was followed by a moan when he bit on a spot on my neck and at the same time, pinched my nipple through my thick sweater. I was not wearing a bra. 

He kept nibbling and biting on my neck and squeezing my breasts. All I could do was moan softly because it honestly felt good. My whole body stiffened when I felt his hand on my trousers as he began to undo the button. 

“What are you—“ My voice trailed off. I thought that Kill was only going to kiss and touch me all over. That was it. I did not expect him to go for the trousers. 

“Allow me.” He said in a deep rough voice. His tone was almost pleading and impatient. I nodded, giving him the go-ahead. He was not going to fuck me. Maybe he’d use his fingers like the last time and I liked that. 

Killian held his gaze with me as he unbuttoned my trousers and then dragged them down. “Pull it off.” I kicked them away, while still keeping eye contact with Killian. I felt the cold wind biting my skin as I was only in just underwear. 

But I did not think too much about it. There was no need to get nervous or scared. I was an adult. We were both adults. I’d seen his dick before and he had touched my pussy before. Not seen it. I think.

“Have you ever had an orgasm before? I doubt that the doctor could make you cum.” Killian scoffed and I glared hard at him. 

“Luke did not touch me. We never did anything together.” I told him. I did not even know where he got that narrative from. Why would I even attempt to have sex with a doctor in a hospital? 

But Killian fingered you in that same hospital!!" A voice screamed in my head. But the thing was that Luke was a doctor. Killian was not. It would feel so weird and cringe. 

“That’s good. I was already planning the perfect way to kill him. That means you’ve never had an orgasm?” I shook my head. I didn’t even know what it felt like. 

“You don’t touch yourself?” I shook my head again and something flashed in Killian's eyes. Something dark. 

“So you don’t know what it feels like to cum?” I shook my head again. “What are you? Virgin Mary?” Killian tilted his head at me in surprise. “Aren’t you 20? Have you ever had a boyfriend?” I shook my head and Killian looked surprised. 

“What? I thought you wanted a virgin wife?” 

“Some virgins play around. They do things.” Killian stated. “Some know what it feels like to cum. They touch themselves to get off. All you know is running your sharp mouth.” 

“You have never had a boyfriend. Does that mean I was your first—“ 

“Yes.” I interrupted Killian, not giving him a chance to finish. 

“Fuck me.” He groaned under his breath and then I gasped when he suddenly cupped my pussy through my panties.