Chapter 392: You won't hurt the baby

Pickle POV

"What happened?" I ask Sheldon as he comes in carrying River. He takes her to the bathroom and starts the tub for her.

Sheldon moves me back and finally answers me "Randy hacked in to the radio. She's confused. He told her you guys were the ones that were hurting her and he was trying to save us from you guys."

"Fuck!" He nods as he squeezes my shoulder.

"Can I?" I ask pointing to her. He nods.

"River." I say as I walk over to her. She jumps a little. She has no shirt on and this is this the first time I've seen her undressed since she's been back. She has some new scarring and what looks to be a brand on her belly that is sticking out now. She's never looked more beautiful. She sees me looking at her belly and blushes.

"Pickle..Do you hurt me?" She asks me eyes full of tears.

"Kitten I would die before I ever hurt you." She nods as she walks closer to me. She lifts my hand and moves it to her belly.

"You have never touched it yet right?" She asks. I shake my head. She moves my hand to her belly and I realize my hands are shaking.

"You won't hurt the baby. I trust you Pickle." She says. As my hand sit on her belly she pushes it a little harder and smiles. I feel a little bump against my hand and my eyes go big.

"That was the baby!" She says as she slowly reaches up and touches my cheek.

I fall to my knees. The baby. My baby. Our baby. Tears fall fast and hot down my face. She grabs my hand and places it against her belly again. I just stay like this till the little bumps stop.

"The baby's asleep now or not moving as much. Will you stay and bath with me?" I nod. I help her pull her pants off and help her in the tub. She lifts my shirt and pulls it off. I look back and Sheldon's gone and the door is shut now. I finish undressing, she scoots closer to the front as I climb behind her. I pull her back against me. I'm nervous and still shaking lightly, this is the closest she's let me be to her and I don't want to mess it up.

"Pickle.. do you still love me?"

"Of course I do Kitten. I will always love you." I say as I kiss her head.

"Then why do you treat me differently now?"

"I don't want to hurt you or scare you." I say softly closer to her ear.

"I don't want you to treat me differently it confuses me and hurts me."

"Baby I'm sorry. I never want to hurt you."

She stands and turns to me. She kneels down straddling my thighs as she leans and kisses me.

I caress her cheek as I kiss her back matching her soft slow pace.

"Pickle please touch me like you would please. I just need something normal. I need you to make me feel something normal." I grab her and kiss her hard. I pull her up a little as I kiss her neck.

"Pickle ooh god. I've missed your touch so much." I wipe her tears and kiss each cheek.

"I won't hurt you or the baby?" I ask. I'm scared to hurt her or the baby.

"No my love. I'm healed and sex is fine while pregnant, I asked." She grabs my face and kisses me hard and passionately. She starts kissing my neck moving down my chest.

"Oh River baby. God I've missed you." She looks at me and starts crying.

"I'm sorry please don't cry my love." She shakes her head.

"Happy tears.. Luca I love you." She says. I grab her and kiss her holding her to my mouth as I lift her hips and lower her down.

"Ohhh god." She moans in my mouth as she stretches around me.

I push in her slowly as I start kissing her neck. I hold her hips as she moves up and down on me.

I lean her back a little as she digs her nails in my shoulder.

"River." I moan in her neck. She cums and it doesn't take me long after her. I haven't had sex since the night she was taken.

I wash her hair as we shower. I kiss her neck lightly.

"Are you okay." I ask as she gets quiet. She turn and throws her arm around my neck. I lift her up to my face.

"I'm more okay then I've been in a long time. I love you so much Luca. I'm sorry I let him ruin how I look at you. God I'm sorry for so much." She says. I lift her more so she wraps her legs around me.

"I love you baby. I want you now just as much as I wanted you before. God your so sexy." I kiss her neck as I slowly move down her to her shoulder and her chest. I lick her nipple and she tips her head back. I kiss down her belly. I tear up as I kiss her belly with my baby in it. Our baby.

I move back up to her mouth.

"Pickle can we miss this event please?" I nod my head.

"Take me to our bed and make love to me." I crash my mouth to hers hard. I step out still holding her around my waist. I go through to our bedroom. Sheldon's laying there watching a movie. He sits up as we make our way to the bed.

I lay her down slowly as I kiss down her body. I stop at her belly. I put my hand on it and kiss it.

Sheldon looks uncomfortable so I stop.

"Mumford look at me brother." He looks from her face to mine. "Are you okay? Do you need me to stop?" I ask him softly not sure if his spiraling.

"Yes, I'm sorry." He says. His eyes don't leave her face. I turn his face to mine "Breathe. It's me Sheldon I would never hurt either of you. You will always be safe with me." I put my hand out to him. He takes my hand and it's shaking.

"Bug look at me." He looks at her and his whole face goes softer. She touches his cheek and pulls his mouth to hers. She reaches around for me. I take her hand and she puts in on her belly.

I can feel the baby moving again and I cry watching it move.

"Pickle touch me please." She moans in Sheldon's mouth. I look at him and he nods.

I kiss her belly then I slowly run my finger up and down through her wetness. I grab her leg and lift it to my shoulder as I run my tongue up and down in place of my finger which is now rubbing her clit.

She moans as I push a finger in her. Sheldon kisses her neck and then starts kissing her again.