Chapter 22: 22

'I love you, dear. Please," he said, and he is crying and is holding my hand and is acceptable to. I felt that his hands were cold and shivering. The eyes filled with tears as well. Swallowed Riqi badly because I felt the pain of my heart because of him.

"Why, Ya_iz?  I thought you loved me? Fell back in tears, and he shakes his head.

" I love you  so much , " whispered  and  touching  my cheek  manner  affectionate . I met with our eyes and can see honesty in his eyes. He smiled and put my hand on his violence gently before the lean, and you're on the verge of picking up his lips when he pushed me, one of them, suddenly away from him.

"Do not dare to kiss him. I have left him already and surrendered.

Not  you the  right  to  do  so  after  now ! " He said a woman terribly. I looked at her face, but it was empty, and I felt a sudden emptiness. The desire to restore Ya_iz is strong. I tried to approach him, but he turned his back to me, particularly sad.

'With safety, dear. I hope that Tkona is happy without me." I tried running from after him, but the woman closed my way.  I kept screaming his name, but he has not seen the back....

A gentle blow to my shoulder woke me up. An old woman was smiling at me and telling me we had already landed. I looked around, and people were already getting off the plane.

I thanked her, but I remained seated. I took a deep breath to calm myself. I thought my dream really happened. Tears gathered in my eyes as I remembered Yves again. My heart began to cling to pain. Just thinking about another woman owning him is already unbearable. I shook my head and told myself not to think about it. I got up and got off the plane.

Upon reaching the access area, I sat down on one of the chairs and checked myself in the mirror. I shouldn't let Gökhan notice that something happened to me, that I cried. By knowing him, he would do anything to reach Yagiz, and that was the last thing I wanted.

When I was sure I was okay, I took out my phone and dialed my brother's number. At first I thought Yagiz had thrown my phone away, but it turned out that he had kept it in my purse pocket. Looks like he used my phone a few times too.

"Hello," I cried upon hearing my brother's voice. My throat tightened. I sighed before answering as excitedly as possible.

'Hello, brother! How are you? It's been a long time."

"How are you, Bmakhrta Hazan! Tell me where you are now, and only you will find you, and I do not want to know what will happen after that! I have been told that you need some space and need to get away for a period of time, but you did not return anything, and all I got was some short messages that said, "Tell me not to look for you!" He said angrily. I swallowed my saliva, trying to relax.

"Jokhan. I called to tell you that I will return forever." I wanted to applaud myself because I was talking well and naturally, which does not reflect internal

'Good.' 'When?'

"In fact, I arrived just at the airport. I'll have a car taxi and go to your home. "I need to stay with you for some time if it is possible," he said.

I didn't know what to do next, so I decided to stay with him for a while instead of going to Istanbul. Mom and Aegean will definitely surround me and start asking a lot of questions.

'Stay there, I'll pick you up. I'll be there in about 40 minutes. I've changed my house.'

"40 minutes? Frying only your address and will take a car taxi." I really want to lie in bed as soon as possible.

"I told you, I am one of you and will pick you up. I know that you have a lot of purposes with you. Antzerni there."

I was on the verge of another opposition when it closed. I was sitting in the waiting area waiting for my brother. Then suddenly I felt something strange. As if someone were staring at me. I looked around, but I didn't see anyone I knew. I shrugged and decided to just ignore it and stay put until my brother finally arrived. I ran into his arms and hugged him tightly. I really missed him.

'Oh my God! I miss you , my brother great . "How are you?" I asked happily. I didn't think I would miss him so much. Before, it was normal for us, as he is staying here in the US while we are in Istanbul.

'I'm good. In any case, you have a lot of explaining to do," his voice was serious. Rolled my eyes on it. I looked down only to be surprised when I saw a little girl who is very nice. It looks familiar.

"Oh, hello, my cat," I said, and sat down in front of her.

“Hello.” The little girl greeted me.

'She's very nice.' Of the O Jokhan? Don't tell me she's the child of one of your women." I annoyed him even though I already had an idea of the little girl. She looked so cute in my eyes that I couldn't help but move her hair in a gentle way."

“Papa, who is this?” asked the little girl.

“Papa?” Did she call you, Dad, or am I crazy?'

"I look silly. In any case, this sun. My daughter, I, and Safda. Sweetie, peacefully on your aunt." He said proudly, and I could not help but feel happy, but at the same time, I was surprised. I couldn't believe what was happening.

'What?!' Have you found them already, and do you have a child?! I asked.

Now I understand why it looked so familiar. A lot has happened during my absence; good things have happened to my brother. Now, my decision not to tell him what happened to me last year is the right thing to do. I don't want to spoil his happiness now. He has suffered and waited long enough, and I don't want to give him any new worries.

'You are very lucky.' I mean, I have left you, Safda, but you are able to find them. And there's a bonus too; this cute little angel is here, I said and gently stroked her cheeks. She's really cute. I just hope my baby is cute.

While we were inside the car, I tried my best to look as natural as I could. Fortunately, Gökhan did not notice anything strange in my face. When we arrived in front of a large house, he held his daughter in his arms while his other hand was pulling my bag. I couldn't help but feel sad just thinking that my child would be born without a father. I wanted to cry again at the thought of Yagiz and our unborn child. Even now, I still feel confused as to what to do. All I know is that I'm mad at him.

“Hazan, what are you waiting for?” I heard Gökhan's voice. She sighed and followed them into the house. When we got to the living room, I saw Sevda. I looked at my brother angrily. But her expression changed when she noticed me behind him. I couldn't believe it was really here. I greeted her with a hug, and she hugged me. We talked for a few minutes before I told them I needed to rest.

I was alone in my room, staring into space and losing myself in my thoughts. What now? I'm finally far from Yagiz, but instead of feeling happy about it, I feel like I'm dying. I bit my lower lip. Did I make the right choice? I felt my head hurt. I started breathing and breathing and tried to calm myself. I tried my best not to get depressed again for the sake of my baby. I lay on the bed and closed my eyes, but I immediately opened them when I heard my phone ring. My heart started beating faster as I saw an unregistered number. I answered reluctantly.

' M - hello "

"Petite..." I gasped out loud when I heard his voice. I felt a lump in my throat. I wanted to talk, but I couldn't.

"Darling, please. Talk to me. I miss you so much," my lips trembled now. Even though I tried to deny this a few times, I couldn't lie to myself. I really miss him to the point that it hurts.

"Are you crying, baby? ... from Please, stop crying. May be affected by our baby. I love you so much and will become our child. I beg you to talk with me ... '

I couldn't take it anymore, so I turned off my phone and cried again. I don't know what to do anymore. I wanted to tell him that I missed him too, but the anger in me won again. I did not accept the fact that he used and deceived me even though I had done nothing else but love him and give him all I had.

Before that, I thought I was a strong and brave woman. You used to be the kind of woman who would do whatever she wanted and struggle for whatever she wanted, but it's different now.

I felt very weak and helpless, and it was all because of Yagiz. The man who hurt me way more than I could ever imagine