Chapter 54.-2

In a way they reminded me of each other. If she were human she would be a perfect match for Jay. I scratched behind her ear before saying, “Thank you.” She whined as I started walking away from her. I knew that after this stage I couldn’t go back. No matter what it was, I just knew. I walked back to the entrance of the cave and stopped dead in my tracks. I stared at a healthy looking Jay and gasped. His face wasn’t pale anymore, his eyes were slightly brighter but still held fear, he was standing up by himself and his heart beat was stronger. Oh this was not good. This was not good at all. Why would they get rid of his illness if it didn’t mean something? “Jay is feeling much better now, aren’t you Jayden?” He glanced at me before nodding. He ran a hand through his hair and sighed. I could see he is obviously feeling better. His body was full of energy that had been reserved for the past seven days. “You look wonderful, Lonny. You’re glowing.” Eli said with a soft voice. I rolled my eyes. “Why did you get rid of the Malaria? There’s an obvious reason.” “There is. Jayden is no longer needed as blackmail. You’re willing. Ready. There’s no reason for him to be in pain if you’re now willing. But we will still keep him.” I started to nod slowly as I watched Jay. He was scared and I could tell Eli could see it. “Ready for your final stage?” I inhaled deeply and nodded. “Good.” His hand suddenly covered my eyes. My body went limp and everything turned black. My mind was thankfully still open but he must have known I would try it because he chuckled and said, “You’re not going to know a thing until you get there.” ** My eyes popped open and I stood up from the ground to look around. I whipped around a few time thinking about where I was. I stared down at my reflection in the familiar river and gasped. This was the forest by the house… Eli popped out in front of me and I took a step toward him. “Why are we here?” “I want you to do something before we start.” He said as he came forward. “What?” “Remove your emotions.” I nodded unquestioningly. “How?” He smirked evilly. “You know exactly how. You’ve done it before.” “Yes I remember.” Referring back to the day when I burnt down both Fayetteville and Raleigh. I’d pushed aside all emotions when I burnt those towns down. I took a deep breath and pushed aside everything I’ve ever felt. I felt sorrow, sympathy, happiness, lust, envy, anger, pride… And love. When I opened my eyes and it was like seeing everything in a new light. I felt completely empty. The red haze flickered but disappeared quickly. Eli stood in front of me, grabbed my arms and told me what stage five was. I wasn’t surprised. I knew it had something to do with them. Why else would we be here. As he finished explaining what I had to do, I didn’t ponder on the idea long. This was the main event. The big decider. And now that he’d already told me to push aside any feeling or emotion I didn’t refuse. I started walking through the forest and I could feel Eli watching. Every step I took was hot. The trees I walked past started smoking. The snow beneath my feet melted and the floor turned black. I shielded any of my thoughts and energy so they couldn’t detect me. I knew where everyone was. Liz and Joseph were in the study going over a map of the places they’d been through. Maryanne was in the living room sleeping. Tristan in the kitchen with his face in his hands… And Gabriel in the bedroom. I wasn’t sure what he was doing. His energy was off and his body was slumped as he stared at a wall full of photos. I could see his face… but I felt nothing. Having no emotions can do that to you. I’ve wanted to see his face… feel his warmth. I’ve wanted to be close to him for a week… but as I shut my eyes and watched him pace around the room… as I watched his beautiful face frown constantly… as I watched his gorgeous blue eyes downcast for the fifth time… I felt nothing. And for this stage that’s what I had to feel. Nothing. Because for this stage, I had to hurt each and every one of them. I had to feel no remorse. No sympathy. I had to do it. And I knew just how to do it. I opened my eyes and started walking to the backdoor leading to the kitchen. Tristan was in here. I had a plan. I took hold of his mind and blocked out his heard for the split second it took for me to walk in. I rounded the island and stood behind him. I put my hands on his shoulders and heard him mumble, “Not now, Mary.” I slid my hand to his neck and he tensed. “Mary--?” I pressed down hard and held onto him so he wouldn’t make a noise when he became limp. I let his head drop to the table and walked into the living room. Mary was still sleeping but I knew she had fast reflexes. Her eyes opened and she gasped. I flashed toward her, grabbed her neck and cracked it to the right. Her body went limp immediately but her heart continued to beat. No, angel’s can not be killed with a crack of the neck, especially one as strong as Mary. This will merely knock her unconscious for at least fifteen minutes. She will heal but it will be painful. I left Liz and Joseph.