Chapter 40

After hearing Lucas' story, I don't know if I have the ability to listen to the next events. Why can't I accept that my race is the cause of everything? Did I really come from a race with a very greedy and dark conscience?

haven't vampires really done anything good in the past? Are we always the cause of everything? Why is it that we are constantly blamed by everyone for the bad things that happen in this world? are we really the cause or are we the only ones they try to blame and teach everyone? What if we are the victim?

I pulled away from Adam, but even though I wasn't sitting on his lap, he still wrapped one arm around me to calm me down.

"If you say that the vampire is the one who started everything. How could the rest of the creatures agree to its wishes? Are they this stupid to just believe what it simply said? Why didn't they seek power? why did they let the vampire have sex with the goddess if they could be the one to become powerful? Why did they let the vampire go instead of holding the powerful one themselves?" I asked Lucas at length.

Only vampires seek power? agree to be subservient to the rest of those sitting on the throne? It is impossible for this thing to happen.

"Don't tell me that the rest of the seats are all women?" I asked again.

"Of the seven sitting on the throne, only two are women. the wolf and the babaylan.." Lucas replied sparingly.

"Two, that means there are three more men left. The mermaid or let's say siren isn't it and they have the ability to become human, she can have sex with the goddess. What is the reaction of the handsome man? How about the angel? I'm sure it will be more conflicted when a demon becomes powerful. Tell me Lucas, how did these three men give in to the vampire? After all, they all have the ability to be powerful.." I know there is something wrong with this story of Lucas.

"This is where the big trick comes in.." Adam said softly, I slightly turned to him. Deception?

"Vampires and wolves have a relationship and everyone on the throne knows it..." what?!

"What the hell? are you telling me that the werewolf allowed her mate to---" is she damn killing herself? If Adam vomited blood when someone else kissed me, what if there was more than a kiss between the goddess and the vampire ?

"What fuck is wrong with the history?!" I'm screaming. My head hurts from the tire made by the past.

"Lily that werewolf was too powerful, he can't sit on the throne if he's weak. He didn't die the night something happened to the vampire and the goddess.." Adam explained making my head even hotter. it is not a good reason for the wolf to be strong. That damn vampire should only be on his mate! Damn him.

"She's a big fool! Why did she allow the vampire to mate with someone else? They're both fools!" the brains of those sitting on the throne will shrink. how can every race have a good start if those who start it are those who are incapable of thinking?

"Because the werewolf is madly in love with the vampire Lily, she even endured all the pain just to give her mate's happiness. the vampire he loved wanted to be powerful so he granted his wish. He helped the vampire convince the rest of the throne to help them with his plan.." I fell into my palm. The past was too idiotic.

"Everyone knows that whenever a man unites with a goddess he will gain incomparable strength. But why is the vampire chosen to unite with the goddess? since he is the only remaining man on the throne who has a partner, this means that the vampire has no ability to abuse the body of the goddess and use it again and again because there is already a woman in his heart. he can't stand being alone with a woman who is not meant for him. This is the idea that the vampire and the wolf made those sitting on the throne believe.." Ledare explained. Lucas continued again.

"But something else happened, the vampire was blinded by power. the moment he felt the power he suddenly forgot the woman who sacrificed for him. The vampire left the room with only power enveloping him. the goddess did not stop crying because of the two scandals, what the vampire did to her and the death of the demon she loved, not because those sitting on the throne killed him but because she and the vampire were one, they were not married yet has already been bound by the devil himself to the goddess.he already bounded himself to his goddess.so he died when the vampire succeeded in what he planned, just like us wolves we die when someone moves the creature that was set for us.." I didn't have the strength to speak anymore, I just kept staring at him as I tried to process it in my brain my audible ones.

"That night, the greedy vampire himself killed the remaining one sitting on the throne. But the wounded wolf escaped and he ran away from the palace.." I clenched my fist when I heard. How can he be so cruel? How could he stomach doing this to the woman he was destined for? he just let himself be swallowed by his own greed.

"Were there no other creatures alive that night? Why do they seem to be the only seven in this world?" I asked irritated. Is there no one who can help them?

"Everyone is sleeping soundly because of the magic of the warrior Lily.." Adam said. It wasn't long before Ledare continued again.

"The wolf ran and ran with the pain in his heart. but no matter how fast he ran he knew the vampire would still catch up with them. What can the two women be able to do that night? Due to the extreme weakness, the female wolf turned into a human form and the bodies of the goddess fell to the ground. despite the weakness of the wolf he was able to kneel down and ask for forgiveness from the goddess, she forgave him and gave him one more request. The goddess knows that the wolf will take its breath in just a few moments.." I immediately wiped my tears. it's them again and they are falling because in the past we are suffering a lot.

"And the request of the living wolf, no one from his kind will be allowed to fall in love with a vampire again.." this is where I completely weakened.

"In the weakened body of the goddess he fulfilled her request. It whispered to the wind that no more vampires and wolves can be together and that their own races will keep them away. Why? because every time a wolf and a vampire share the same chest, there is a part of this world that will disappear forever. Aren't you surprised dear princess? Why are there only five empires when there were seven rulers? because two empires have completely disappeared because of the love of the previous wolf and vampire.." my eyes are getting blurry because of the non-stop falling of my tears.

Why are their fates so cruel? Why does a person have to suffer so much wolf and a goddess? they just fell in love, didn't they? Why were they so tortured?

"The vampire caught the goddess and imprisoned her for several hundred years and used her only for power. The goddess has no ability to hurt the vampire because she already owns part of her power. the vampire has succeeded, he has everything. And since then, vampires have ruled over everything until now.." I was weak from what I was hearing.

"But why are there still goddesses helping us? Don't they know what happened?" I asked as my tears did not stop falling.

"The goddesses who help you are traitors. The goddess of the blue fire is a traitor, the goddess that the vampires in Halla support is a traitor. don't you notice they are goddesses with limited power.." is it that we only talk to the blue fire once every hundred years? Is that why an offering to the goddess of Halla is often necessary because its power is not enough?

I want to get lost in what I know, I don't want to believe it but why does it match?

"Since that day, no goddess has tried to come down to earth. instead they use the energy of the three chosen women who will join him whenever he tries to communicate with earth beings. I was one when the girl was chosen dear princess and one of the goddesses showed me everything.." then I am one of the goddesses to use?

"Are you saying that the Glaoch is an energy that caused the goddess to enter my body?" I asked boldly.

"Lily.." Adam's arm tightened.

"Yes, it is.." answered Lucas.

"Of the three women there is one sacrifice dear princess. Only one of you three can be used by the goddess and the other two are just energy balancers. every time the goddess leaves the body of the chosen woman, all of its strength is exhausted, causing it to be permanently deprived of life. I was just one of the balancers of energy then.." life will compete? What the fvck?

"I can help, I can balance energy. I am not a hero, I can't sacrifice myself.." I said directly.

"How? If your two female colleagues are impossible to be married to a goddess. One has already become an offering to the vampires in Halla Eberron, she's the Hanana Tree.." I was stunned by what Lucas said. is this my big connection to the tree? Is this what the hermit man is referring to?

"Another one is my sister, she's pregnant.." I felt like cold water was poured on me by what they said. What does this mean? That I will sacrifice? What the fck?!

"But I can't! I don't want to die, why do I have to make the sacrifice?! Why does he have to get down to earth? She can stay there! Why is it needed? Who is she? Is she your goddess? The moon goddess?" what the--- I slowly turned to Adam.

"She did pair us right Adam? wasn't it and this goddess who paired us? Why does he have to pair us when he knows we can cause an empire to disappear?! He created this problem!" I almost scolded myself.

"Maybe this is his way to correct the wrong he did.." Lucas said softly which made my head even hotter.

"By killing me?! He's just going to kill me because he mistakenly matched me?!" I shouted.

"I won't let that happen Lily.." Adam calmed me down.

"There may be another reason why he wants to come down to earth. This is so that he can finally help the goddess who has been hidden by vampires for thousands of years.." I frowned at what Lucas said. how many thousand years? Hiding?

"What do you mean?" I suddenly felt nervous when Lucas and I met our eyes again. I don't feel good about what he said next.

"Until now, the goddess in the story is still alive, princess of the Gazellians. and trying to hide it, imprison it and torture it. Why don't you ask the kings you vampires look up to?"