Chapter 45

Kenny snuggled deeply into Ted’s embrace. Ted closed his eyes, nuzzled Kenny’s hair and let himself enjoy the feelings that moved through his mind and over his body. They allowed him to drift off into a world free of the reality of who he was and what he did for a living.

Kenny spoke softly, “I know you’ve probably had a lot of experience.”

Kenny’s statement brought Ted back to the truth of who he really was. If you only knew, he thought, the divergence in their lifestyles again making Ted apprehensive and warring against the feeling of love and affection that had just filled him with such joy.

“I haven’t been with anyone, only you when we were at Golgotha,” Kenny continued. “I…I hope I don’t disappoint you. I’m not sure I’ll be any good at this.”

“You couldn’t disappoint me,” Ted said, Kenny’s gentle naiveté sweeping away his uneasiness over the divide that separated them. “I’ve hoped to find someone like you for a long time. Now that I have, I’ll make sure nothing comes between us.” Ted kissed the top of Kenny’s head. “I’ll only go as far as you’re comfortable.”

Kenny raised up on one elbow, looked earnestly at Ted and said, “I knew I could trust you. You’re a good man, Ted Davis, and I…” Kenny took a deep breath and finished his thought. “I love you. I have for a long time.”

“I love you, too,” Ted said relishing the feeling of release that accompanied his saying those words aloud.

Ted sat up and asked Kenny to do the same. Ted pulled Kenny’s tee shirt off over his head. He then placed Kenny’s hands on the hem of his own shirt. Kenny understood and pulled Ted’s shirt off. They lay down again and ran their hands over each other’s bodies.. Ted felt waves of desire wash over him as his fingers combed through the thick pelt of soft red hair that covered Kenny’s torso. From the neck to the waistband of Kenny’s shorts, Ted explored the lightly muscled body of the man he hoped to make his first real lover.

Kenny did his best to imitate Ted’s caresses. Ted could feel Kenny’s hand trembling as he did so. The tentative touches that Ted sensed were giving Kenny feelings he’d never experienced before were endearing and heightened Ted’s feelings of affection for this man.

Ted moved his hand to Kenny’s nipple and gently rubbed and squeezed it.

Kenny moaned softly. “Oh, Ted.”

Ted felt the nub harden to his touch. He leaned down and began to suck it. A shudder went through Kenny’s body as he groaned, expressing the pleasure he was deriving from Ted’s mouth and tongue. After attending to both nipples, Ted proceeded to lick and kiss Kenny’s entire trunk. He could feel Kenny’s passion rising as the man moved involuntarily beneath him.

Ted got up from the bed.

Kenny looked at him in alarm.

“No worries, sweetheart,” Ted said lovingly. “I’m not going anywhere.”

Kenny relaxed.

Ted undid his belt buckle, unzipped his shorts, and let them fall to the floor. His underwear soon followed, causing his cock to spring up.

Kenny inhaled sharply.

Ted stepped closer to the bed. Kenny scooted to the edge and timidly touched Ted’s hard dick

Ted reached down and ruffed Kenny’s hair. “Go on, he won’t bite you.”

Kenny rolled over and sat on the edge of the bed. With both hands he explored Ted’s cock and balls. He then reached around and ran his hands over Ted’s muscular butt.

Ted watched with appreciation at Kenny’s first full experience of a man’s body. He remembered his first time with Trace. How he wished it could have been with someone who had cared for him as he cared for Kenny. No matter now. I’m with Kenny and his love makes it like the first time for me.

Ted pulled Kenny to his feet. He undid the button at the top of the cargo shorts, pulled the zipper down, and Kenny stepped out of them. Ted then pushed Kenny’s boxers to the floor and stood up. Ted put his arms around Kenny and brought them closer. He tried to imagine what Kenny was feeling as their naked bodies pressed together. Ted reached down, one hand stroked Kenny’s large, rigid dick, the other began to fondle the man’s full, round balls.

Kenny was trembling from head to toe.

“You okay?” Ted asked.

“Yes,” Kenny managed to get out in a strangled whisper.

“We only go as far as you want us to,” Ted reminded him.

“No, it’s fine, I’m fine.”

From experience, Ted knew Kenny was close to climax. He wanted to go one step further before letting that happen. Ted put his hands on Kenny’s shoulders and told the man to sit down.