Chapter 61: A Chance to Die

Alan's POV

I watch the expression on his face, it was bizzare, no one words every gets to Darius, but then why was he mute?

Earlier, I only wanted to leave with him, to get my mind off the thought of losing peris.

With Darius, I forget about everyone and only he occupied my head but then, it was best I cut off from him.

If he was this close, I wouldn't get through with my plans of getting killed.

Earlier, when he had rose from the bed, I overhead his conversation on phone.

There was a conflict between rivals and his gangs were involved in it. It was perfect, if I go with him, I'd get shot in the conflict.

I just didn't want to get attached to him, when I had called him peris, it was purposely, to have him push me away from his heart.

To make him realize I wouldn't forget my first love easily. I could sense how sad he felt having to listen to me call that name.

It's what I wanted, every emotions stirring up between us should end because I want to die.

If father fights so hard to seperate peris and I, then he'd do more to anyone my heart opens up to again.

Even if I have denounce myself as his son, he wouldn't take his eyes off me.

Fortunately, I used the chip as a means to get him to agree but then in the elevator, I should have refrain but then it would be the last time he taste my dick.

I liked it when he tortures my body, his tender assault. However, I tried not to get him in mind, I just had to tell myself I shouldn't miss anyone.

He was suddenly clingy, holding on to me like he was crazily in love. I knew he was doing that on purpose, to frustrate me and have me change my mind not to come along again.

When he lean his head on my shoulder, my heart flustered, I almost forgot how to breath and my cheeks turns red.

When he didn't let anyone cross path with me or touch me, I went wild in my heart, wanting to kiss him.

I like the fact he was sticking to me, like a glue and when he looks at me, i'd pretend not to smile and keep a straight face.

When he had told me I can't stop a longing heart, a surge of desire flushes inside of me.

He was my crazy Darius whose mood changes everytime. I don't know why I felt this way around him.

It's just something I couldn't explain, when he had come back for me, the worries in his eyes like he almost lost someone dear to his heart.

He was making me fall slowly in love with him and I wish to deny that.

We were at the parking lot, he hadn't moved yet and I guess he was late.

After a few seconds, he moved towards where I sat and opened the door and pulled me out.

"It's my car, you do the driving!" He ordered and placed the car key in my hand.

I scoffed at him, he could be so dramatic with that strict and unapproachable face of his.

He replaced my seat and I moved to the driving seat to start the car.

He gave me the directions and even though I wasn't familiar with the place, I used Google map as a guide but then it seems it wasn't in the map yet.

I remain calm as he was quiet, taking out his phone from his pocket.

"Darius, what kind of a place is that"

"Figure it out!" He brawl and then threw his gaze at his phone.

He was furious at me and it's fine, I wanted it any way. With this attitude, he'd snub me.

I folded my fist to punch his face but then controlled myself.

"Alright" I responded beneath my breath and began the ride. I'd place a call to a spy of mine, he'd know places around and I'd prove to Darius I wasn't as dumb as he think i am.

While drive, I nervously stare at him but he was busy with his phone, he had also blocked his ears with air pod just not to listen to my voice.

I found myself praying that he stare at me but he wasn't.

Soon, I realized he placed a call to someone. His cold face was scary, he was back in business and not the flirty Darius anymore.

"I'm almost there" his lips mutters as he rested his back on the seat.

Then he took a quick glimpse at me. I almost lost control of the wheel but then held it firmly or he might scold me.

I had messaged my spy for the address and I was yet to receive a reply. I was tensed not wanting to be the reason he goes late.

At last the address pop up on my phone and I let out a sided smile on my lips.

I ignite the speed, excited that we'd make it in time.

I got to the location and oh my, it was as creepy as this mysterious man. It was isolated, located at the outskirts of town.

I was perturb contemplating if to get out. Darius got out of the car, he didn't seem surprise that I knew the location, he just snubbed me.

I hastily climbed down too, walking behind him and scruntizing the damp place.

It was gothic but moving forward, I found a beautiful villa, concealed by trees and flowers.

Darius kept marching forward and fast. I tried my best to keep up to his pace because he was trying to reach the villa on time.

I suddenly saw him brought out dark gloves from the coat he wore. He was wearing them on his palm.

I really don't know this man. He wasn't looking at me. We got to the door of this mansion and was approached by two bodyguards.

They were dressed in black and I just realized I was the only one who looked colourful.

Darius also wears a dark outfit, especially his long coat. He's always tempting and looks like the devil when it's time for business.

They didn't even ask him any questions and let him in. He bounced inside and I chest out, just to appear intimidating as he was.

We pass through the lobby and arrived at a hall which had a round table, four vicious looking men were seat.

They were grumbling to themselves but stopped at the sight of Darius.

Two had cigarettes in their mouth and I felt wintry in their midst. They all had bodyguards behind them and I was just the awkward one.

There was a seat preserved for Darius and just to play along, I quickly pulled out the seat for him.

He gawp at me and I knew he was telling that wasn't necessary. He took his seat and then threw a fierce gaze at all of them.

The first that had a cigarette, inhales it deeply. They look more elderly than he was.

I loved his composure, intimidating and a sense of dominance in his act.

"It seems we have to wait for trouble all the time" the first began spitting on the ground.

The second kept scruntizing me like he knew me from somewhere.

I glared at him as he relaxed his back and crossed his legs.

I kept a straight face like the rest of the bodyguards here, refusing to be intimidated.

"It's always Darius, I can't wait to have your head on my table" the third quickly affirms with a growl as he inhaled his smoke and poured it in the air.

Darius scoffed as all he did was play with the lighter in his hand. He was calm and that was thrilling.

Then at last, I heard Darius voice and he got me jinxed.

"Why don't we start this meeting with something interesting, I mean we're hungry"

He can't be serious, he was provoking these men as he took the menu in front of him.

It seems, there were servants in this place, waiting at every corner to serve them.

He snapped his fingers and two servants appeared beside. He adjusted himself, pointed told them to serve everything on the menu.

It would be bloody but fuck, he'd start in a cool slate first. I was liking every act he displayed.

They were glaring at him as all what they said doesn't even matter to Darius. I was becoming scared for him.

"Gentle and vile men, let's get straight to the point"