Chapter 57: 57

Killian

DAY FORTY TWO

Aspen was not supposed to be there. I did not even expect that she would come. I had no idea that Brooke was going to bring her or that she would even bother to ask him to bring her. I needed some fuckimg time alone and that was why I fucking left the house.

I needed time to put some things in place and Aspen was a distraction for me. She got me angry a lot and it was best that I did not stay in the same house as her. But she'd already gotten the wrong impression that I was cheating on her. I was not. Damien was the one who called the women over and none of them could even turn me on. But the mere thought ov Aspen was enough to do so and that was why she was a fucking distraction. Things were really not supposed to go that far with her. It was just sex, but I wanted her over and over again. I wanted her too much.

“Should I get on my knees so you can fuck me? Or do you want me to suck your cock?” The fucking lady purred once she saw me walk back to the sitting room.

“Fuck off and get a life!” I fired at her before going upstairs. Once I arrived upstairs, I heard the loud moaning of women. Damien was having a threesome. He had a great problem keeping his dick in check and would fuck anything in a skirt.

“I'm leaving,” I told him, opening the door of his bedroom. Unblinking at the sight that I saw. The sight of naked bodies, two horny women, and Damien who still looked bored. He was fucking one from behind and the other was kneeling in front of the one he was ducking, her breast in her mouth while she fingered herself.

“Already?” I nodded.

“Im going home. I will call you later.” I closed the door as I did not want to keep on watching whatever was going on in that room. I grabbed the things that I had in his place and went straight to my car.

Aspen kissed Luke. Just the thought of that made my blood boil. I knew that she was not lying when she told me that she kissed the fucking doctor. I was going to fucking kill him and ruin him. Kissing Aspen was the fucking height of it all and I did not give a fuck about who initiated it. He kissed Aspen. That was all I knew.

‘Help me with something.’ I shot a quick text to someone. I'm going to get that fucking doctor transferred. He was not going to be in the same hospital and space as Aspen.

I got home and went straight into the house. Aspen had already gotten home. She was not in the sitting room and my only guess was that she was in her room. “Aspen,” I called, before opening the door and going in.

She was in her room. Lying on the bed and she immediately sat up on the bed once she saw me. “What are you doing here?” she sniffled and there was a very hard look in her eyes.

“I came to talk.” She climbed off the bed and then pointed at the door.

“Leave. I do not want to talk to you. You can fuck off. You can leave this house until our contract is over. Get out! I don't want to see you, Killian.” She was so fucking angry at me and the truth was that I did not want that.

I wanted to be near Aspen. Two weeks of not touching her had been torture for me. I missed her touch and without it I felt like I was losing my mind. I pursed my lips. I did not know how to deal with the or even pacify them. I decided to do what I had never done before in my life. Apologizing. I had never said sorry to anyone. I never cared enough to do that. I cleared my throat.

“I'm sorry.” Those words flew out of my mouth and then I bit down hard on my lower lip. I did say it and it sounded so strange to me. Aspen paused as well and her eyes narrowed at me. I continued, “I went too far with my words. You are not just a hole that I cum in. Saying that was so wrong of me and I apologize. I like having sex with you and I'm not doing it just to get off.” I didn't even cum inside her.

I had never had my release inside Aspen. I was always quick to pull out. “Are you apologizing?” There was a hint of amusement in Aspem’s words and I slowly nodded my head.

“Killian Davenport? You are apologizing?” I nodded yet again.

“I was wrong. So I apologize.” I muttered, my voice incredibly low. I had always had the upper hand and everything felt so weird. But the apology was going to be worth it.

Aspen sighed, “I went too far as well. About the children part. I'm sorry.” She apologized and I slowly nodded my head. She said I was too much of a monster to have children. And honestly, I did not care. I did not even want that.

“So are we back to…” My voice trailed and I cleared my throat. “….to what we had?” I asked, and Aspen knew exactly what I meant.

“Yeah I guess. With time we will both get tired of each other and grow out of it. There's no string attached.” She told me and I nodded. No strings were ever going to be attached because I would never fall for Aspen. I liked having sex with her, but she annoyed me.

“Yes.” I nodded. I would be tired in a month. I would grow out of it and get Aspen out of my fucking system.