Chapter 33

Chapter 33
But this time he didn't let me fuck him, because his rectum was fucked too hard by me last night, and it was still swollen. He satisfied me with his mouth and helped me suck out the semen, and I also used my hand to make him ejaculate.
Early in the morning, we were sweating and hugging each other, panting, looking at each other's passionate faces, and Jack asked me with a smile.
"Michael, who do you think is more handsome, me or Ethan? Who is the type you like more?"
I was stunned for a moment, and then answered him with a smile.
"Ethan is more handsome."
Jack's eyes widened, and he immediately started to hit me with his fists. I grabbed his hand.
"I'm lying to you, you are more handsome."
Jack smiled triumphantly, and I stroked the string of letters tattooed on his arm with my hand and asked him softly.
"Tell me about the owner of this name, what story has happened between you and her?"
Jack's eyes dimmed, and a touch of loneliness surged on his face.
"Her name is Lisa. She is my high school classmate and my first love. She is the girl I told you about before who actively pursued me and the only girl I had sex with. She is very hot, and I was very innocent at that time and had never had a girlfriend or boyfriend. She loved me very much and rejected many other boys for me. I always thought I loved her very much until we started having sex. I found that I could not get pleasure from sex with her. She also discovered this problem and asked me if I was gay. At that time, I really didn't know that I might like men, so I directly and firmly refused..." At this point, Jack's eyes were red, with tears in them. He took a deep breath and continued. "At that time, I began to be confused about my sexual orientation, and I began to deliberately distance myself from Lisa. I knew that I might not be able to give Lisa the life she wanted, and I wanted to take the initiative to break up with her, but I didn't have the courage. I was afraid that breaking up would hurt her. Until one day, I finally plucked up the courage to find her and break up with her on the night before going to college, but she died in a car accident on the way to find me. I was really sorry for her..." At this point, Jack was already sobbing, and his tears rolled down like beads that had broken off the string. I quickly hugged Jack into my arms and gently patted his back to comfort him. "Okay, okay, it's all over. I won't ask anymore, and you don't have to say it again in the future." Jack stopped crying forcibly, looked at me with sad eyes, and took my hand to touch the tattoo on her arm. "If you don't like it, I'll remove her name and change it to your name, okay?"
"No, you keep her name, just as a permanent memorial to her, I won't be angry."
Looking at Jack's cute face, I sighed heavily in my heart, and made up my mind again. I will love him well and live up to his deep affection for me.
I couldn't help but think of Ethan again. I fell in love with Ethan at first sight, but unfortunately, it was a mistake. We ended before we really started. When I thought of this, I felt heartbroken.
But I also thought about it. If God destined me and Ethan to have no fate, let me cherish Jack.
We were bored on the sofa for a while, and my stomach started to growl. Jack immediately got up and made a delicious breakfast for me and brewed fragrant coffee.
At this moment, I felt particularly warm and happy with Jack by my side.
After breakfast, Jack went to class. I still had nothing to do. I still missed Ethan in my heart. I didn't know what he was doing at this time.
When I took down the painting on the bedroom wall and looked at his bedroom, I found that the room was empty. I realized that Ethan and Miranda had also gone to work.
I lay on the bed and began to stare at the small holes in the wall in a daze, feeling very upset.
I thought that now that I had Jack, I must be responsible for him, so I couldn't have anything to do with Ethan anymore. I thought I should fill all the small holes.
Just as I was about to find tools to fill the holes, I suddenly hesitated. I felt that I was still expecting something in my heart, and I put the tools back.
I couldn't help but think of the passion and beautiful moments with Jack from last night to now. He has his own passion and dreams, and he is working hard for these passions and dreams.
In comparison, I seem a little decadent, probably because I have had a very good living condition since I was a child.
Although I was not born in a big city, in this small town, my family is really very wealthy, so I don't have to consider the financial pressure at all.
I remembered that my childhood dream might be to be a writer, to write moving stories to move my readers.
But as I grew up, my dream gradually left me. I became a little devil without dreams, having sex and having fun with those bad boys all day long.
Thinking of this, I felt a little melancholy in my heart, changed my clothes and planned to go out for a walk.
There is a boxing gym on the street near my home. I have always known about it, but I have never paid attention to it.
Today, I passed by the door of the boxing gym and heard a loud shout from inside, and suddenly stopped.
I remembered the last time Jack worked part-time in the bar and was beaten by a group of hooligans after refusing Vivian's harassment.
At that time, I pulled Jack to run away desperately, and was beaten all over. If I was strong and even knew how to box, maybe I wouldn't have to get hurt. The most important thing is that I can protect Jack.
Thinking of this, I turned around and walked into the boxing gym.