Chapter 24: Violet's P.o.v..... 25
‘as long we are close by each other you should be fine, but i am unsure though Violet as i have never experienced this or knowledgeable of any one who has, this is myth past down by elders’ I looked into his eyes there was such pain there from both sets of eyes, his crystal blue and the deep indigo ones who i presume were chaos
‘i want to shower’ i said firmly, he didn’t speak just nodded i expected him to leave the room but to my surprise he turned on the shower, came back to me and helped me stand which i was grateful for as my legs felt they were made of jelly.
‘lets get you undressed’ he spoke so softly, it didn’t stop the shock of the words though
‘what?’ i squealed
‘we are ripping off the band aid Violet’
‘Elijah’
‘no Violet, i respect you’re not ready and i will do my best to give you as much time as you need within reason’
‘what does that mean exactly’
‘it means there is only so much i will be able to watch you suffer in pain, when i know i can stop it’
‘you will force us to bond?’ my voice filled with shock
‘no baby, but i will not play fair, i know what my touch will do to you, i will do what ever is necessary to stop your pain. Do you understand me Violet?’ his voice a little harder, i didn’t answer him at first my head was reeling from his words, he gripped my chin making our eyes meet ‘Violet i need you to answer me, i need to know that you understand those words’ oh i understood them he was going to have me no matter what it took, i nodded at him trying to pull my face away but he held a little tighter ‘use your words Violet’ he said slowly, calmly and tenderly.
‘i understand’ i on the other hand was annoyed by them, he smiled at me ‘good girl’ i felt my insides turn to goo, what the fuck was happening to me, i was going all sappy school girl.
I was a strong independent woman, so why did those girly words make me feel like the only girl in the world right now.
In the distraction my clothes had been removed and i was now completely naked before him, how had i not realized what was happening
‘because your body knows him, even if you fight what’s happening’ silver was full of know when i didn’t want it. He removed his shirt and trousers but left his boxers on and walked us both into the shower, in that moment i was pleased that i had decided to buy a double shower and not the single one. The water was welcomed as it ran all over my aching body, Elijah reached past me to grab my sponge adding the shower gel and lathered it before starting to wash me, i was uncomfortable and tried my best to retrieve the sponge, yes you can guess i lost that one ‘violet’ was said soft yet firm i was so embarrassed no-one had ever seen the scars across my body until now.
‘i can hear you thinking from hear Violet, you are beautiful’ i wanted to quip back ‘yeah right’ but there was a growl from within. It seems silver wanted me to shut up.
He moved the sponge around my body slowly leaving a delicate trail of fire, his thumb brushed over my nipples as the sponge moved around the slope of my breasts, that little bud standing tall as if begging for more attention, i could feel myself tightening in places he hadn’t even touched yet.
‘your body knows me Violet, i can smell your arousal building’ his voice husky even that seemed to have a part in this, part of me wanted to fight against it, but the part that was winning wanted everything this man had to offer. The sponge ran across my stomach, hips and then between my thighs , i felt the sponge fall as his hands replaced the sponge the gasp from my lips was caught by his mouth as he kissed me. His tongue slipping between my parted lips as his fingers slipped through the folds of flesh in search of my hidden gem.
The pleasure from his touch was intoxicating, the elicit moan filling to bathroom with each stroke of my clit, his finger dipping inside of me a times before returning to tease my swollen nub which seemed to have a mind of its own, i felt my body lifting itself up wanting to feel more of his touch, his mouth leaving mine and encasing the hardened rose bud, his teeth raking over each nipple bring with it that bite of pleasure pain. The core in my stomach feeling like it was being wrapped tight like a coiled spring in any moment waiting to be let loose.
His finger deep inside me now as his thumb toyed with my clit, my body now riding his hand wanting no rather needing more of something, in that moment i couldn’t think of anything except his touch and how i wanted more of it.
Whispers of pleading dancing with the sound of the water falling over us, he took that moment to bite on my nipple as his thumb flicked my clit sending me into a orgasm, i exploded all over his hand.