Chapter 185: Want her to take control

Elena was sleeping so soundly, and I couldn't bring myself to wake her up. Instead I kicked off my shoes and stripped down until I was only in my undershirt and pants.

Since she cuddled up on my usual side of the bed, I slid under the cover behind her and wrapped up my arms around her waist. Elena stirred in her sleep as I pulled her against my chest. I shushed her and ran my hand over her side until she settled again. A soft sigh left her, and her body melted against me.

It was enough to just hold her like this. To feel her softness against my body and inhale her sweet perfume, richer and sweeter tonight, stirring something  under my skin. I never cared to cuddle before Elena came into my life, not really. But I longed to touch her any chance I got.

Feeling her now in my arms made the pain of my daily life fade away. The stress, the violence, the weight of my responsibilities, none of it mattered when she was with me, against me. I could feel her perfect skin and delight in the curves of her body fitting against me flawlessly.

My arms around her tightened, crushing her as much as I could get away with while not waking her up. My strength always required control, more than she would ever understand. But a hushed moan all of the sudden slipped from Elena's mouth. It was so quiet, I almost thought I imagined it not until when her hips shifted and her ass pressed harder against my groin.

On top of being awake she was trying to be discreet about rubbing her backside over me. For now I would play along. So, I pushed my hips forward and let her feel my growing erection.

Without speaking, we fell into a tranquil pattern of gently grinding on one another under the cover. My senses sharpened with every shift of her body, the heat of her skin, the rhythm of her breathing, her accelerating heartbeat hitting my ears like a drum. That was it for a while, until when her little whimpers grew louder and there was no more hiding the fact that she was awake and entirely aware of me in the bed behind her. Elena's breath hitched when I grabbed her hip and buried my face in her neck.

“Hey baby”, I whispered against her skin, inhaling her scent. My voice came out rougher than I intended, the wolf in me pacing just beneath the surface.

“Andrey,” she said my voice in a low, breathless tone.

“When did you get back home?” she asked in a whisper.

“Not that long ago.” I pulled her earlobe between my teeth and felt the shiver down her back in response. I could feel every tremor, every reaction like it belonged to me.

“Oh, okay.” She lifted her leg for me when my hand wandered over her thigh and into the top of her leggings.

“How's your day?” she asked again.

I liked that she was trying to converse with me despite how things were heating and escalating between us. My hand found her sweet spot over her panties, and I rubbed my finger over her clit. Her body shuddered, and I wanted to squeeze her harder.

“My day was tedious to be honest. But it's better now that I'm here with you.” I kissed the side of her neck and continued teasing her clit through her panties. She rocked her hips in time with mine and breathed faster.

My dick ached in my pants, and the gentle grinding of her ass was making it worse. I desperately wanted to shove my dick in her and fuck her brains out. But a louder voice in my head told me that right now Elena was in a sensitive place, and I needed to be gentle with her. Perhaps, I should use this time to exercise my control over myself instead. Control. Always control. Even an Alpha needed leash sometimes.

I pulled my hand free of Elena's leggings and grabbed her. I turned her then quickly moved on top of her. She grunted when I pushed her flat onto her back in the bed and laid over her.

Her blue eyes gaped up at me, but she didn’t stop rubbing herself against my body resting between her legs. “How would you like to help me relieve some stress?” I smirked at the way her eyes widened. She had her own anxieties that needed to be relieved, and I thought a session would be a good way to get our minds off our worries.

“Okay,” she nodded her head, licking her plump bottom lip as she stared at my mouth. Her evident desire wanting to kiss me was too lovely for me to miss the opportunity. Slanting my head down, I pressed my lips onto hers locking our mouth in a sudden kiss that was sure to leave her breathless.

Breaking the kiss, I took a moment to look at the kiss fueled haze in Elena’s eyes before pushing up from the bed. I pulled the comforter back, leaving Elena uncovered. But she was still fully covered, and I didn’t want that.

“Alright baby, go into the bathroom and get ready for me. Strip down to your panties and come back,” it was a simple command but she was already scrambling off the bed and moving to the bathroom door. My tone always hit her like that. She didn’t know why but I did.

While she was gone, I went to the bottom drawer in my closet and pulled out the black case she was now familiar with. However we would use items in here differently this time.

Elena was clearly submissive. She had a spark that drew me in, but when we were in the bedroom, she obviously enjoyed being dominated and told what to do.

On the other hand, I enjoyed dominating and controlling Elena. More than that I relished in her pleasure. The hitch in her breath and her trembling body in throes of passion was intoxicating. Every time she came because of me, I rejoiced but I needed more. I always needed more of her. A hunger that went beyond sex, deeper, instinctive.

But now I wondered if I could push her further and reserve our roles. Could Elena muster up the courage to top me?!

I set the case on the dresser and pulled out a pair of handcuffs and blindfold. Even though I preferred using these on her, it would be enjoyable to switch things up this afternoon.

I wanted her to lead this time, to take control of everything. My wolf bristled at the idea but my human side smirked in anticipation.