I found myself walking in an unending darkness. I could not see anything. It feels light and cold to the feeling. Where am I?
I continued walking despite the darkness while hugging myself, hoping that I would find its end until…
“Child.” A voice echoed. It was a gentle tone of a woman from the darkness that made me stopped.
The language used was foreign and familiar. I looked around me but I really could not see anything, it was only darkness.
Who did the voice belong to? Would I be able to see the beautiful woman from the last time before I went back time?
I doubt it. The voice I just heard was very different from the voice of the beautiful woman I saw.
“Who are you?” I asked bravely when I could not and did not found the owner of the voice I heard.
“I am the Guardian of Tima and Space that has been disturbed.” She replied using the Holy language.
“What? What are you saying?” I asked confusedly, pretending that I could not understand her words.
“Pretentious!” she shouted with anger mixed in her voice and suddenly, there was a violent air passed through me that made me closed my eyes and shielded my face using my forearm. When the air had vanished, I removed my arm and opened my eyes but instead of seeing the darkness again, it was the sight of the universe greeted me.
It was vast and seems unending. The moons, the stars, the planets, asteroids and all the celestials of the universe that I only saw plain in books were all infront of me and looked so real!
My mouth gaped open in awe while wandering my eyes on the surroundings, I did not notice that I was already floating in the air… was it still air where I am floating? Or a non-gravitational force?
The place looks Majestic!
When I turned my head back infront of me, I was startled when I saw a beautiful woman.
Her deep black hair was too long even it was already in a big bun. She was wearing a thin silver clothing. There was a big ornament in her hair that looked like stars in the night, shining and glittering beautifully. Her earings were long and thin that reaches her feet. Her necklace was a chain like, hanging around her neck swirling all around her body and her eyes were different because the pupil in her left eye was a golden sun while her right eye was a blue full moon.
She was breathtaking beautiful to look at.
“Are you… Are you one of the Graces?” I asked her without further ado while I was being captivated with her ethereal beauty. I waited for her answer but all she did was to stare at me.
“Are you trying to change the topic?” I was shocked when she talked in my language. I thought she did not know.
“I apologize but I do not.” I replied. I better not ask anymore or I might anger her. She looks ill-tempered. She may be a God and it was not good to be on her bad side.
He stared at me again but heaved a sigh so deep afterwards that I even heard it.
“Hmm. Did I scared you?” she asked but I just tilted my head to left. Was I afraid of her?
“Uhm… No…” I reploed hesitantly. The word ‘As expected’ was written all over face and she looked so dissapointed. Was she trying to intimidate me? That is…a little odd.
“I am Servenia. The Guardian of Time and Space and just what I have said, you disturbed it. You did’t even want to talk in Holy language, my language so I would be adjusting for you.” She said sarcastically with a mocking faced that made my smiling lips twitched.
“You are a God but how come you know how to speak human language?” I asked curiously. I just told myself not to ask her… my stubborn mouth!
“All the Gods know all the languages, from different time, space and also add the djmensions. We know all the knowledges you humans knows because were the ones who blessed you that. We even know what you do not.” She answered and turned her back from me.
She lifted her hand on the space and I was shocked when all the celestials started to move in fast paces, twirling, moving up and down, side by sides that they almost bumped to each other. Everything were like balls that have been thrown in the wall.
I became wary because something might come at me.
I saw a small blue planet with a shade of a rainbow in our left side that slowly became so big. I was frozen in my spot because of what I saw. It was moving towards our place in a fast motion. Whatever I do and wherever I go, I was sure that it would hit me.
My breathing stopped with my eyes widened, looking at the big planet infront of me.
It was moving so fast as if it was intentionally thrown to my direction.
The planet came to me so fast. It was so big that I could not find its end. It was only meters away from us when Servenia raised her hand again and the planet infront of me automatically stopped.
Everything the universe has stopped like magic.
“W-w-w… What w-was th-at?” I asked with my stuttered voice. A lump in my throat formed because of nervous. I thought I was going to have a heart attack.
She faced me and closed her eyes for a moment before opening it again. She looked straight into my eyes. She waved her hand and everything around us vanished and we were the only ones left on the place. Gone the breathtaking universe. Literally breathtaking.
“That. That was what happened to the universe when you went back in time.” She answered with a sigh. My heart suddenly thumped inside my chest and it hurts that I even crouched but it immediately subsided like I did not felt anything. I looked at the God of space and time infront of me.
“Huh? What do you mean by that?” instead of bothering what happened to my chest, I decided to voice out the words inside my mind. The information she was about to say is important because I would not be here, facing her if not.
She was a God who was saying I disturbed the time and space she was guarding. I am sure I was involved to what was happening and the effect of turning me back to time has an effect on the universe.
“One who wants to go back in the past and living with it was long probihited. You should not had gone back to time.” She said, obviously saying that it was my fault that the universe was currently distorted.
“But it was not me who turned back time!” I defended myself. I also did not intended to go back in time. I was only waiting for my death to arrive but when I opened my eyes again, I just found myself already in the past, in my younger self.
“I died! I did not do it. I never know there was such thing as what happened to me. I am innocent. I should have died that moment…” I added until it became a whisper. I felt weak. I looked down and cupped my face.
It was my fault that the universe was restless.
“That is the thing. You should not have died.”
I quickly lifted my head to look at her after hearing that statement. “Huh?” that was the only reaction I gave. I should not have went back time but I also should not have died? Then…?
She may have noticed that I understand none of her words.
“You should not have led your life to death in the first place, then you would not have gone back in the past. You are not even meant to die in that way and time.”
I was not meant to die in Year 678 and in execution? So my fault was leading myself to death in the past? For loving the Crowned Prince? But still, the thing was…
“But I am not the one who –“
“It is black magic. There were some people who did it.” She cut what I was about to say.