Chapter 81: A Different side of him

Sofia's P.O.V:

I felt happy that Jack said that he loves me .

But....

What if he just said it without even wanting to. Like it just came out of his mouth and he doesn't mean it.

My facial expression turned into a worried one thinking about the possibilities of Jack not meaning what he just said.

Jack looked at me and took my hand and started taking me to his car. He looked a little nervous and worried.

He opened the car door for me and I entered it. Then he got in the car.

It was an awkward silence in the car.

Jack was looking at the road the whole time not even Sparing me a glance making the silence more awkward.

Ben ruined our whole party.

Maybe Jack's guilty of saying something he doesn't mean.

I felt hurt thinking that Jack doesn't love me.

And for the first time in my life, a positive thought crossed my mind.

"But he definitely can love me in the future." My heart told me.

I felt happy thinking that Jack will love me back in the future.

Yes, I will earn his love.

I attempted to talk to Jack.

"Jack." I said softly patting his hand which was resting on his thigh.

"I don't wanna talk anything about what happened in the club Sofia. Please." Jack said in a harsh tone making me flinch.

The harshness in his voice gave a stinging pain to my heart.

He definitely didn't mean what he said in the club.

That's why he's acting like this. He's worried that I will drag that "I love her" thing.

A tear rolled down my cheek because of his harsh behavior.

He looked at me and his eyes soften. He quickly stopped the car on the roadside .

"Baby, I'm so sorry for my behavior. Don't cry please." Jack leaned closer and wiped my tears.

As always I melted in his touch but thousands of negative thoughts were crossing my mind every second.

"I won't bring that club thing again Jack. Please don't be angry, please. I'm sorry." I cried shaking my head.

My back was pressed against the door.

"Oh , Sofia." He sighed and he looked guilty.

He came closer and hugged me tightly.

"Don't Cry, baby. I can never be angry with you. Please don't cry." He said rubbing my back.

He was saying sweet nothings in my ear and I slowly felt myself calming down.

Then he broke the hug and picked me up to place me on his thighs.

He hugged me tightly. His face was resting on my chest and his hand was around my waist.

He squeezed me in his arms.

He nuzzled my chest and rested his face on my chest.

"I'm sorry baby." He said. His warm breath tickled my skin.

I placed my one hand on the back of his neck and buried the other one in his hair.

"It's okay." I said softly wiping my tears.

I've never thought having someone in your arms can be this peaceful.

Does Jack feel the same when I'm in his arms?

It was a comfortable silence.

Only our breathing could be heard in the car.

I pulled him closer and kissed his head.

"It feels so nice in your arms Sofia." He said hugging me more tightly.

I kissed his head again. And rubbed his back a little bit.

It felt so nice. All of my worries were gone. I could stay like that for my whole life.

Suddenly I heard his sniffles.

He was crying. But why!

I softly broke the hug and saw his eyes were teary.

He was crying. No! I don't want him to be sad.

I wiped his tears and cupped his face in my hands.

"Why are you crying?" I asked while wiping the remaining tears.

"Don't leave me Sofia. Please." He said almost begging.

He looked so broken. For the first time, I'm seeing him this broken.

The strong, rude, arrogant Jack was far from this Jack. He looked so vulnerable.

It was a completely new different side of Jack.

"I'll never leave you, Jack. Never. I promise." I said pulling him to my chest again.

And he broke down crying. He was crying in my arms.

His cries were making my heart clench.

"Please don't leave me." He was crying and saying this multiple times.

"Jack. I won't leave you." I said trying to control his cries. But he wasn't stopping.

Jack never seemed so weak and venerable.

I felt Everything inside me tearing apart to see him crying.

He was repeating the same thing hugging me more tightly.

My suspicion was true, there's something that is still haunting Jack. Someone broke him.

The thought of someone hurting Jack was making me angry and making me feel to kill that person.

I tried to break the hug but Jack wasn't moving.

Even after trying multiple times, I couldn't stop Jack.

"Jack." I shouted and broke the hug.

I cupped his face in my hands.

I made him look at me.

"I won't leave you Jack. Never. Don't cry, please. It hurts me to see you cry. I don't ever want you to be sad." I said and pecked his lips strongly.

His eyes shined with hope.

I wiped his tears and pecked his cheek.

"I won't leave you. " I said looking him in the eyes.

His nose looked red and his eyes were slightly swollen.

I smiled at him. And he looked at me confused.

"You look cute with the red nose and swollen eyes ." I laughed kissing his cheeks.

He chuckled hearing my words.

Thank god he's not sad anymore but still, he didn't look that much happy. He still looked stress. I need to help him to remove his stress.

Then I remembered what Jennie told me.

Flashback.

"Jennie, how does sex help you ?" I asked and violet laughed at my question.

I furrowed my eyebrows at her.

"Well, it depends. Sometimes it helps to relieve stress, sometimes it to make your partner happy, and most of the time when you're horny it calms your pus*y " Jennie laughed at the last part.

"So sex helps to relieve stress ?" I asked slightly shocked.

"Yup." Jennie said.

"And it also makes you feel happy." Violet added.

" But there's one more thing." Jennie said.

"What?" I asked.

"Boys love blowjobs ." Jennie added giggling.

Flashback Ends.

I knew what I needed to do.

Thank god I've watched some porn.

I took a deep breath. And leaned closer to his ear.

I definitely was nervous. But I didn't want to show that on my face.

Right now I needed to help him to remove his stress and make him happy like he was when he was coming to the club with me.

So I decided to do what I felt right at that moment.

"I have a surprise for you." I whispered in his ear.