Chapter 65: Confession
Sofia's P.O.V:
The next morning was the same as other days. I ate my breakfast. I acted completely normal in Infront of my dad. I didn't want my dad to worry about me.
My dad dropped me at my school. I took a deep breath and started walking toward the school.
I saw Jennie and violet waiting. I greeted them smiling. I'm thankful that they Didn't bring that topic up.
They complimented my outfit. Maybe they were trying to cheer up my mood.
I was wearing a ripped sweater and ripped black jeans. I wore a simple metal bar pendant chain and black converses.
So there's nothing special in this outfit to be complimented. So I was very sure that they were trying to cheer me up.
We gossiped as we always did. I was able to stay normal the whole time.
We attended the first class and everything went normal. But in the second class, I saw Jack walking in with a new whore. She was wearing a red short backless top and a way too short skirt.
Whores are perfect for a manwhore.
I pretended not to notice them. I kept my focus on violet and Jennie. And I succeeded completely.
The last day event made me strong somehow.
The class was over and we proceed to leave but suddenly I fell on the floor after bumping into someone and saw Mr Manwhore's new slut standing with a dirty smirk on her dirty face.
Violet was about to lash her out when she said " sorry, I just lost my balance and bumped into you " while smirking.
" It's okay, it definitely happens when someone wears high heels for the first time. I understand " I said while dusting off the dirt which was on my jeans.
I smiled and proceed to leave but that whore held my wrist tightly. Her nails were digging in my skin.
"What did you say, slut?" As soon as she pronounced the word slut I lost it.
Without saying anything, I punched her hard on her cheek.
I was so satisfied with the punch.
I could already see her cheek getting blue.
"You , bitch how dare you " she said holding her cheek. The way she was holding her cheek reminded me of the day I slapped jack .
If I could also slap him again!
She raised her hand to slap me but I quickly grabbed her hand and twisted it. She winched in pain.
I smirked. Somehow seeing her in pain made me happy.
"Leave my girlfriend, Sofia " Jack shouted all of a sudden. I looked at him and a smirk formed on my lips seeing his angry reaction.
It must be hurting him to see me hurting this slut whom he just called his girlfriend.
How could he even think that I would leave this slut without teaching her a lesson?
He looked taken aback by my reaction.
What did he expect from me? That I'll shake with fear and leave this piece of shit.
"Not happening Jack Williams. Not at all happening." I said faking a voice of pity and his eyes held shock.
Then I looked at his slut again.
"Listen Jack's new whore. I don't have any problem with you. So, Don't ever try to mess with me. You stay out of my way and I'll stay out of yours. " I let go of her wrist she ran back to jack and hugged him. She started crying in his arms.
He hugged her back. I felt hurt but I decided to ignore those stupid feelings.
It's completely stupid to let my feelings grow for someone like him.
"Baby, did you see how she hurt me? She's such a bitch" she said while continuing her fake cries.
Such a freaking bitch.
"Let me handle her, baby " when he said baby it reminded me of yesterday how he called me that.
Shit! I can't be weak again. I can't let him win. He's no one to me .
He started walking toward me taking threatening steps.
Jennie and violet stood beside me. Jennie put her hand on my shoulder in a protecting manner.
"Don't worry, Jennie I'm ok" I assured her.
Jack started coming toward me and I walked to him also.
I wasn't going to let him win. He shouldn't be affecting me.
We were a few steps away from each other.
"How dare you hit my girlfriend ?" Jack said through gritted teeth.
"It'll be better if you tell your so-called girlfriend to stay out of my way if she doesn't want to get beaten," I said with a smile and Crossed my arms on my chest.
"You.. you know what ? Just go to hell. I don't even want to see your face" he said with disgust and damn ! It hurt so bad.
He went to his girlfriend and kissed her.
I turned my gaze to the other side because I couldn't watch them kissing. I just couldn't.
"Let's go, baby, she doesn't deserve our attention. Let's not waste our time on someone so stupid like her " He said giving a look of hatred and left with his girlfriend.
I couldn't stop the tears. I broke down completely.
How can his words hurt me this much?
Violet hugged me. And I cried on her shoulder.
"Why he hate me this much, violet? I asked sniffling.
"Shhh... He doesn't deserve your precious tears Sofia" violet said rubbing my back.
After sometimes I composed myself.
"You're right, he doesn't deserve it " I wiped my tears.
" Let's go," I said. And left the room with them.
We entered another class. My eyes Landed on Max and James. They both were sitting beside each other. Charles and jack were nowhere to be seen.
I'm thankful for that.
They saw us. Max smiled at us and James's eyes Landed on violet. Violet tensed under his gaze.
James got up from his seat and walked toward violet.
Violet was clutching the sides of her dress.
He stood Infront of violet. Violet was looking at her feet. She started shaking.
I was about to hold violet but James suddenly hugged her.
I looked at Max confused , Max smiled. Then I understood what was happening.
A smile formed on my lips.
"I'm sorry " James said. His voice seemed so low. I could see he was about to cry.
Then I saw violet broke down crying.
I wanted to hug her but right now I know she'll be fine with James.
Other students were gawking at the scene. But one glare from Max was enough to make them shift their gaze on the other side.
James then took violet out of the room. We didn't stop him.
We know they both love each other. But I was curious if violet gonna forgives him so easily.
It's up to violet. She'll understand what she should do.
We took the seat beside Max.
Since Jack knows that Max and Jennie are friends so we didn't mind sitting together.
We started talking about different things.
Violet's P.O.V:
When I saw James looking at me I was scared. I thought he would again behave with me in the same way he always did.
But as soon as he hugged me I melt in his touch. His embrace was so comforting .
And when I heard him saying sorry , I couldn't control my cries. All previous things which he had done to me were coming into my mind.
I wanted to push him away but something inside me didn't let me do that.
I heard his sniffles and that was it. I was ready to do anything to stop him from crying.
But does he feel the same about me? If he did then Why did he always made me cry!
Thousands of questions were running in my head. I didn't even realize when he leads me to an empty classroom.
I snapped out of my thoughts when he started speaking.
"Violet , I know that I don't deserve your forgiveness. I've treated you like shit. I made you cry more than I can even count. But still, I'm here to ask you to stay with me. Violet don't leave me, please. I know I'm the most disgusting person and I'd done the most disgusting things with you . I'd even forcefully kissed you that day. I regret every single thing I did violet. Believe me I'm regretting them so badly" he said with his eyes glistening with tears.
I couldn't find any words to speak. He looked at me sadly and continued
"I'm hating myself for treating you like that. I know you might've thousands of questions inside your head. I'm ready to answer all of them violet. From the day I saw you , I couldn't get you out of my mind. Your beautiful face was always in my mind. I was angry at myself, angry at you for making me feel like that. I called you ugly , worthless and so many bad things. But believe me, I never meant them. I said them in anger. "
My heartbeat was getting fast. "Is this a dream? Is he saying the truth?" I thought to myself.
"I've hung out with so many girls in order to forget you but nothing helped. Every time I tried to forget you , I couldn't. So I started to hurt you, thinking that I can forget you if I hurt you . I wanted to hate you and I end up hurting you. And now I'm hating myself so much for treating you like that. I'm feeling like shit . I'm sorry violet ,please don't hate me . I can't bear this anymore. Please forgive me." He said and broke down crying.
"Yesterday , I thought the whole day how to approach you , I was so scared of your reaction . I was getting thousands of negative thoughts. But I somehow got the courage to approach you . Please don't reject me. I know I don't deserve your forgiveness but still please give me chance. Pease ."
My heart was aching when I saw him crying. I couldn't stop myself anymore. I love this man unconditionally and I can't see him crying like this. I ran to him and hugged him tightly.
He seemed shocked but then he hugged me so tightly. It felt heavenly.
Is this how love really feels? I could stay like that for my whole life. Hugging him was the best feeling in the world.
I wiped off his tears and held his face in my hands.
"I forgive you , but please don't hurt me again " I said while looking into his eyes.
He smiled and my heart beating got way too fast seeing him smiling.
"I won't hurt you again violet . Never " he hugged me more tightly this time.
"I love you " as soon as these words escaped from his mouth my whole world stopped.
Is this really a dream. Even a few days ago I was cursing myself for loving someone who hates me. And now I got to know that he loves me too.
Words can't describe my feelings now.
"This must be a dream" I blurted out .
"No darling , this isn't a dream" he said chuckling while brushing his hands on my cheeks.
I blushed. I wanted to say that I also love him but I was failing to say that.
"I-I ..." I tried to say but I couldn't.
"I know it's not easy for you violet, you don't need to say that to make me happy. I know I was a jerk to you and it's not easy for any girl to accept her biggest tormentor. So, I'll wait until the day you'll really start to love me" He said with a sigh.
"I love you " I said while looking at him.
"Violet , you really don't have..." Before he could finish his sentence I cut him off.
"I have always loved you. And I have always regretted having that feeling for you. I always thought that you hate me. So , I never got the courage to confess my feelings to you. Every time I used to see you with other girls I used to feel bad as shit. My heart used to ache more than anyone can ever imagine. I tried to forget you but I couldn't. I was feeling that I was the biggest fool for falling in love with her bully. But every time I used to see you smiling my heart used to flutter. I've always loved you and I've always regretted that." I confessed.
"But now , I don't regret it " I said smiling.
"I love you too James." As soon I said that James pulled me into him and kissed me.
I didn't protest. I kissed him back.
This is the most beautiful feeling in the world. When the person you love , loves you back. Your whole world seems to be stopped. You feel thousands of emotions in yourself. You feel that you're the luckiest person in the world.
He broke the kiss and pecked every part of my face. I laughed at his behaviour.
"I'm never gonna let you get away from me " James added in determination.
" I won't let you go either " I added pecking his lips.
"Okay, now we'll have to go. Otherwise, they'll think that we're doing stuff here" he added chuckling. I blushed at that
With that, we started to go to the class.
As soon as we entered the class I meet with 3 pairs of questioning eyes.
Now there'll be thousands of questions.