Chapter 64: Just A Bully

Sofia's P.O.V:

"The awakening" was famous for its exclusive whores. I might be new in this city but when I was coming here Peter told me almost a thousand times about this club.

He used me a few hours ago and now he was in some dirty club fucking some whores.

I can't blame him for him. He cleared it on the first day that he'll make me pay for it. And he did what he said. I was the one who was foolish to try to find the good in him.

Why did I even let him do that? I am disgusted. He disgusted me. I should've never let him made me feel like this.

The whole time I was getting tingles while I was remembering his touch. And now I'm feeling dirty. I just want to wash my whole body.

A tear rolled down my cheek.

I wasn't only crying because I was feeling everything inside me was being crushed but I was feeling used. I felt like a used tissue paper. He used me and threw me away.

My brain told me a thousand times that it was all a trap. But I was a fucking fool to believe that he was pretending to bad. He wasn't that bad.

I'm hating myself right now.

"Sofia" Max's voice was filled with concern.

"Sofia, I'm .." max was about to say sorry but I cut him off.

"It's not your fault Max," I said with a sigh. I didn't stop my tears. But the fact was it was hurting like hell but neither I sobbed neither I was shaking.

This was the first time in my whole life I cried silently. Neither a sob , neither a sniffle ,The tears automatically making their way out of my eyes.

"I was a fool to let him use me " I sighed. Tears were rolling down my cheeks continuously.

"Did he ?" Max asked with a slutter.

"No, maybe he would've done that. If you didn't ruin his plan by telling me where he is now " I said with a bitter chuckle.

"Then what he did ?" Max asked still concern was clear in his voice.

I slid my tee neck a little bit and showed him the light red marks.

"I'm such a fool to let my bully steal my first kiss. I was such a fool that I tried to find the good in him " I added smiling sadly.

"Sofia, Jack's not like that. He's" before he could complete I cut him off.

" He's nothing more than a bully ." I added with a strong voice.

Violet and Jennie arrived with the food when they saw my condition both of them rushed to me placing the food on the table.

"Sofia are you okay?" Jennie asked wiping my tears.

I didn't reply.

Jennie then looked at max in a questioning look.

"Jack " Max sighed.

Violet looked concerned and angry at the same time.

"Can you guys please drop me home ? I'm not feeling good " I asked in a low voice.

" Okay" Jennie said.

We hopped into Max's car. Jennie and violet both sat beside me. I was silent and looking outside the window.

"Sofia?" Max said.

"Hmm?" I replied .

"Don't misunderstand jack , Sofia " Max said.

I still can't believe Max was trying to cover his friend's mistake.

"Maybe there's a reason why Max's saying that." A part of me said.

But I ignored this bullshit this time. I won't do the same mistake twice.

Before I could say anything Jennie snapped " stop covering your dearest friend's mistake Max. "

Max sighed and I'm thankful he didn't continue the conversation.

We came to the Infront of our house and saw there's no car in Infront of the house. So, dad's not home.

I got out of the car. And didn't bother to say goodbye to them. I quickly went inside the house and locked the door. Thank god dad gave me the spare keys.

I went upstairs , locked my room . A loud sob escaped my mouth. I'm sure anyone around the house could hear it.

I was literally screaming. Because the pain inside me was killing me. Nothing was stopping that pain. I went Infront of the mirror and saw the hickey. I slapped myself again and again.

The encounter with Jack was coming Infront of my eyes every time I was looking at myself. How much of a fool I was to let him do what wants.

After slapping myself numerous times I stopped. My skin started to burn. I need to wash away his touch.

I hurried to the bathroom I opened the shower. I removed my clothes and started to scrub my skin roughly.

"I'll remove all your touches, Jack." I continued scrubbing my skin until it looked red. The place where he gave me a hickey was making me feel dirtier. I scrubbed it so hard that it got bruised.

I didn't want any of his marks on me.

After scrubbing so much I felt a little cleaner. I got out of the shower. And looking at myself in the mirror.

I looked like a completely different person. My skin was bruised almost in every place, my eyes were red. My lips were red. I would've scrubbed it more , but I didn't want my dad to notice it. So I stopped.

I dried myself. And wore a full sleeve t-shirt and a trouser to hide the marks . I then texted my dad that I was home.

Just after half an hour I heard the sound of car parking. It Must be dad.

I heard footsteps and the door burst open . Revealing my dad whose face was full of concern.

"Sofia , what happened to you darling? He asked while cupping my cheeks in his hands.

"I was feeling a little dizzy and tired dad , that's why I came home " I lied .

"What happened to your cheeks Sofia ?" My dad asked. He was more concerned now.

" It's nothing , I just scrubbed too hard " I replied while faking a laugh

His expression was saying that he was not believing me but he didn't say anything more.

He picked me up and threw me over his shoulder.

"Dad , what are you doing?" I asked laughing.

I really can't believe sometimes that my dad is such a weirdo.

He took me to the dining table and made me sit on the chair.

"Dad.." I couldn't complete my sentence because my dad just hushed me.

He then brought a full plate of fruits and started cutting them.

Oh , no. This is not going to end well. I should've said something else.

"Dad , I'm fine. I don't need to eat this much " I added with a smile

I just earned myself a glare. I knew my pleas won't work. So I prepared myself for eating this much of fruits.

One by one he finished cutting all the fruits. And it was too much. It was enough for two people. How am I supposed to eat it all alone?

He made me finish the whole bowl of chopped fruits. And my stomach was full.

"This is torture dad" I said frowning.

"And what you do is nothing? You know I've none but you. And you don't even take care of yourself. I've told you a thousand times to take care of yourself but you are never listening to me." He added and his voice held sadness.

I felt bad that I hurt my dad.

My eyes watered. My dad loves me so much. How else can I even want? I'll never hurt him. Never.

I hugged my dad.

"I love you dad" I kissed his cheeks. I was crying so was dad.

After our crying session, we watched TV. Even though I couldn't focus on the TV I still didn't let my dad realize it. I was feeling bad.

I've never felt this weak. How can he make me feel this bad? He's just a bully. I can't let him be someone more than a bully to me.

I said goodnight to my dad and went to sleep. I didn't want to cry but tears were automatically rolling down my cheeks.

"He's no one to me, I can't let him affect me like this," I said this again and again

" Just a bully " was all I said before drifting off to sleep.