Chapter 4 Calm Before The Storm
The twins are chaos incarnate.
Sophie Sterling, age six, has already negotiated three extra chocolate chips per pancake, a promise of screen time "only if I finish my orange juice which is disgusting and I hate it," and a legally binding verbal contract that I will not make her wear the purple hair clip because "purple is for babies and I am a grown woman."
Sam Sterling, also age six, has spoken exactly four words since waking up: "Rawr," "pancake," "more," and "dinosaur." He is currently using his fork as a pterodactyl, swooping it through the air and making screeching sounds that are probably violating several noise ordinances.
I love them immediately.
"You're good at this," Caleb says from the kitchen doorway.
I jump. I didn't hear him approach. He's leaning against the frame, arms crossed, watching me with an expression I can't read. The boy from 3:17 AM—the one with red eyes and a shattered voice—is gone. In his place is the quarterback. The armor is back on, polished to a high shine.
But I know what's underneath now. I can't unknow it.
"They're easy," I say, flipping another pancake. "Sophie just wants to feel like she has control. Sam just wants to be a dinosaur. Basic human needs."
"Basic human needs." He repeats the words like he's tasting them. "Is that what you call it?"
"That's what it is."
Sophie tugs on my sleeve. "Maya, Sam is looking at my pancakes."
"Sam, stop looking at Sophie's pancakes."
"Rawr," Sam says, which I interpret as I wasn't looking at her stupid pancakes.
Caleb pushes off the doorframe and walks to the coffee maker. His movements are fluid, practiced—the kind of body awareness that comes from years of athletic training. But I notice the way his hands shake slightly as he pours the grounds. I notice the dark circles under his eyes, poorly concealed.
He didn't sleep after I left the kitchen. Neither did I.
"The bus comes at 7:45," he says without turning around. "Sophie and Sam go to Oakhaven Elementary. I'll walk them to the stop."
"I can do it. It's my job."
"It's on my way."
"I'm literally being paid to—"
"Maya." He turns. His eyes meet mine, and there's something in them—a warning, maybe, or a plea. "Let me walk them."
I understand. The group chat. Travis. Whatever is waiting for me at school today. He's trying to give me a buffer. A few extra minutes before I have to walk through those doors and face whatever they've planned.
"Fine," I say. "But I'm picking them up after school."
"Deal."
Sophie, sensing weakness, immediately pipes up. "If Caleb walks us, I want extra syrup."
"You've already had extra syrup."
"That was breakfast syrup. This is bus stop syrup. Different categories."
I look at Caleb. He shrugs. "She's been like this since birth. I have no advice."
I give Sophie the syrup.
\---
The Sterling house is quiet after they leave.
I clean the kitchen slowly, stretching the task out. Wipe the counters. Load the dishwasher. Wipe the counters again. My phone sits face-down on the island, a ticking bomb. I haven't checked it since Caleb showed me the group chat. I don't want to know what else they've said.
Gravy won't show her face at Oakhaven again.
The words loop in my head, a sick mantra. I've been called names before. I've been laughed at, ignored, dismissed. But this feels different. This feels orchestrated. Targeted. Like they've been waiting for an opportunity to turn me into a spectacle, and living in Caleb's pool house is the perfect excuse.
My mom texts me at 8:02.
Mami: How was first night? You okay?
I stare at the message. I want to tell her everything—the peanut butter, the crying, the group chat, the fear coiling in my stomach like a snake. But my mom works twelve-hour shifts cleaning houses for people who don't see her as human. She doesn't need my drama. She needs me to be fine.
Me: All good. Twins are cute. Going to school now.
Mami: Proud of you, mija. Be brave.
Be brave. Easy to say. Harder to do when you're a size eighteen girl walking into a school full of people who've decided you're a punchline.
I grab my backpack, check my reflection in the microwave door, and immediately regret it. My curls are frizzy from the pool house humidity. My hoodie is wrinkled. There's a tiny smear of pancake batter on my cheek.
I wipe it off. Take a breath. Head for the door.
\---
Oakhaven High is a brick monolith that looks like it was designed by someone who hates teenagers. The hallways are too narrow, the lights are too bright, and the lockers are painted a shade of beige that sucks the soul out of everything it touches.
I keep my head down as I walk through the main entrance. Muscle memory. Eyes on the floor, shoulders curved inward, make yourself small. It's the survival strategy I've perfected over three years.
But today, it doesn't work.
The whispering starts before I reach my locker.
"Is that her?"
"That's the one. She lives in Sterling's pool house."
"Like, a servant?"
"Worse. Babysitter. For his little siblings."
"My mom said her mom cleans toilets for the Sterlings. Like, actually scrubs them."
I keep walking. My face burns. My hands are shaking, so I shove them in my hoodie pocket. I will not cry. I will not give them the satisfaction.
My locker is in the junior hallway, near the water fountain that hasn't worked since sophomore year. I spin the combination—17-24-8—and pull it open.
Something falls out.
A takeout container. The cheap styrofoam kind, stained with grease. Taped to the top is a Post-it note with one word written in sharpie:
GRAVY.
Inside the container is exactly what you'd expect. Cold, congealed gravy. Brown and lumpy and smelling faintly of old meat.
I stare at it.
The hallway goes quiet. People are watching. Waiting to see what I'll do. Will I cry? Will I run? Will I slam my locker and disappear into the bathroom like I've done a hundred times before?
My hand trembles as I reach for the container.
"Reyes."
The voice cuts through the silence. I turn.
Caleb Sterling is standing at the end of the hallway. He's flanked by Travis and Marcus—his usual entourage—but he's not looking at them. He's looking at me. His face is unreadable, but his eyes are burning with something I can't name.
Travis is smirking. "Sterling, you seeing this? Gravy got a special delivery."
Caleb doesn't respond. He walks toward me, his footsteps echoing in the quiet hallway. Travis's smirk falters. Marcus takes a step back.
He stops in front of my locker. Looks at the takeout container. Looks at me.
"Give it to me," he says quietly.
"What?"
"The container. Give it to me."
I hand it to him, my fingers brushing his. His hand is warm. Steady.
Caleb turns to face the hallway. Holds up the container so everyone can see. Then, very deliberately, he walks to the trash can by the broken water fountain and drops it in.
The clatter echoes.
"If anyone touches Maya's locker again," he says, his voice carrying clear and cold, "you answer to me."
The hallway is silent. Travis's face has gone pale. Marcus is staring at the floor. The other students are frozen, phones half-raised, unsure if they should be recording or running.
Caleb turns back to me. His eyes soften, just slightly. "You okay?"
I nod. I can't speak. If I open my mouth, I'll either cry or scream, and I'm not sure which would be worse.
"Good." He reaches past me and closes my locker gently. "Let's get to class."
He walks away. The crowd parts for him like he's Moses and they're the Red Sea. Travis follows, shooting me a look of pure venom over his shoulder.
I stand there for a long moment, my heart pounding, my hands still shaking. The hallway slowly fills with noise again—whispers, speculation, the shuffle of feet.
I should feel relieved. Protected. Grateful.
Instead, I feel like a target that just got bigger.
\---
The rest of the day is a blur of sideways glances and hushed conversations that stop whenever I get too close. By sixth period, I'm exhausted. My shoulders ache from holding myself rigid. My jaw hurts from clenching it.
I skip the cafeteria for lunch and eat a granola bar in the art room. Mrs. Delgado, the art teacher, doesn't ask questions. She just nods at me from her desk and lets me sit in the corner with my sketchbook.
I draw the takeout container. I draw the word Gravy in sharpie. I draw Caleb's hand reaching for it.
At 3:15, I'm at the elementary school, waiting for Sophie and Sam. Sophie bursts through the doors first, her backpack nearly as big as she is.
"Maya! Caleb picked us up from the bus stop this morning and everyone saw and now Madison wants to be my friend but I told her she can't because she said my shoes were ugly in kindergarten and I have a LONG memory."
"That's very reasonable," I say.
Sam emerges behind her, dragging his backpack on the ground. "Rawr."
"Rough day?" I ask.
"Rawr," he confirms.
We walk home—home, I catch myself thinking, as if the Sterling house is home—and Sophie tells me every detail of her day, including a dramatic retelling of a glue stick incident that apparently threatened the social order of first grade.
When we reach the house, Caleb's car is in the driveway. He's home early. Practice must have been cancelled.
Or he skipped it.
I usher the twins inside, get them settled with snacks and homework, and find Caleb in the backyard. He's sitting on the edge of the pool, feet in the water, staring at nothing.
I sit down next to him. Not too close. The space between us feels charged, fragile.
"Thank you," I say. "For this morning."
"I should have done it sooner." He doesn't look at me. "I should have stopped Travis years ago. I was a coward."
"You were surviving."
"That's what I told myself." His laugh is bitter. "But surviving isn't the same as being a good person."
The pool filter hums. The water ripples, turquoise and perfect.
"They're planning something else," he says quietly. "Travis. Marcus. The rest of the team. What happened this morning—that was just the warm-up. I tried to find out what, but they're not telling me. They don't trust me anymore."
"Because of me?"
"Because I chose you."
The words hang in the air. I chose you. Not a declaration of love. Not even friendship, really. But something. A line in the sand.
"When?" I ask. "When will they do it?"
"I don't know. Tomorrow. Next week. They'll wait until I'm not around. Until you're alone."
The fear from this morning comes rushing back, cold and sharp. I wrap my arms around myself.
"What do I do?"
Caleb finally looks at me. His eyes are tired, but there's something fierce underneath. Something protective.
"You don't give them what they want," he says. "You don't disappear. You don't make yourself small. You show up, every day, and you make them deal with you."
"That's easy for you to say. You're six-foot-three and built like a Greek god."
His lips twitch. "Greek god?"
"Don't let it go to your head."
Too late. The corner of his mouth lifts, just slightly. It's not quite a smile, but it's close.
"You're braver than you think, Maya. You walked into that kitchen at three in the morning. You didn't run."
"I almost did."
"But you didn't." He holds my gaze. "That's the only part that matters."
The back door slides open. Sophie's voice cuts through the moment. "MAYA. Sam put a crayon up his nose."
I sigh, standing up. "Which nostril?"
"Left. I think. Maybe right. He won't let me check."
"Coming."
I turn back to Caleb. He's still sitting by the pool, watching me with that unreadable expression.
"We'll figure this out," I say. "Whatever they're planning. We'll figure it out."
He nods slowly. "Yeah. We will."
\---
That night, I can't sleep.
I lie on the fold-out couch,
staring at the pool house ceiling, listening to the filter hum. My phone buzzes at 11:47 PM.
Unknown Number: Check your locker before first period tomorrow.
I stare at the message. My heart pounds.
Me: Who is this?
No response.
I don't sleep at all.