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"I will be there, but I can't say Raven will be," he said.
"I understand, with her just having the pups." I said.
"You have Calvin give me the details and I will see you then." He said.
"Thank you, Alpha Titan. I said and turned to leave.
"We will see you tonight Ella," Alpha Titan said and closed the door. I thought it was weird but let it go. Maybe Raven had heard me ask. I went and took Calvin's hand. We were about to leave when Valen and Deisel called us over.
"Ella. How long have we known you?" Valen asked.
"As long as I can remember, why?" I asked him. He had a hurt look on his face.
"I thought you might have asked us to join you for your first shift?" Deisel said.
"Oh, I would but I know you are always busy watching over Luna and Alpha." I said embraced I had not asked them.
"There are plenty of us here, Deisel and I will be there, we helped you learn to play baseball, helped train you." Valen said.
"Oh, don't forget the seven months she made us practice ballet for hours," Deisel said. I laughed.
"Yes of course I want you there." I smiled.
"Then we will see you tonight." Valen said.
I waved to them and we started to where Calvin wanted to show me the shifting spot.
"Question my mate, how is it Valen and Deisel were um.. your playmates as a child?" Calvin asked.
"Mom was one of the cooks in the kitchen and dad would be out on patrol a lot, so mom took me to the main hall with her. Valen and Deisel were not as busy as they are now, so they hung around the kitchen. I think it was because mom always made stuff just for them they endured playing with me." I told him. He started to laugh.
"Your mom is an excellent cook; I hope I get invited to dinner more often." He said.
"You know, before we came here mom taught me how to cook," I said.
"Really, maybe you can cook me dinner one night then." He said.
"Depend," I said smiling.
"Depend?" He asked.
"On how soon we have our mating ceremony," I told him. He got a huge grin on his face,
"How about tomorrow?" He said.
"Calvin!" I said pretending to be shocked.
We both laughed.
Calvin and I walked out into a beautiful field there were tiny yellow, purple and white flowers everywhere. We walked to the centre of the field where he pulled me down onto the ground with him. Rolling on top of me he kissed me like he had never before it was forcefully and demanding. My body responded to him and kissed him back. Biting his lip I put my hands in his hair pulling him closer. I could feel him getting hard this excited me more. I thrust my hips up to him. Suddenly he pulled away. Stood up and walked away from me. What had I done wrong.
"Calvin?" I questioned. He turned to me smiling.
"Ella, I would take you right here and now, but it is not how it should be for your first time. I just need to calm me and my wolf. Then we will sit and talk." He said to me. I blushed. But I could not help myself when he kissed me I wanted and needed my mate to take me. I laid back into the grass and flowers and sighed. He finally came back and sat beside me.
"This is where we will gather for you to shift for the first time. Has your mother talked to you about what will happen." Calvin asked.
"Sort of," I said sitting up and crossing my legs.
"What is sort of?" He asked sitting down beside me.
"She said it is going to be very painful, but it will get easier each time I shift." I told him.
"That is all?" He asked. I nodded my head.
"Ella, is your mother or father coaching you through you shift?" He asked.
"I don't know they never said anything about that." I told him honestly. He let out a low growl. I inched away from him did I make him mad?" I thought to myself. He grabbed my arm to stop me from moving any further away.
"I'm sorry Ella. I'm upset with your parents not you. He said frustrated.
"I don't understand," I said.
"I know Titan would never allow anyone to shift without someone coaching them. How did your parents end up at the pack?" He asked me.
"I don't know I just assumed they were born there." I told him.
"I will ask Titan later. Now back to your shifting as you mate I will coach you along with shadow. Ace is very excited to meet her. Ella I will not sugar coat this it is going to hurt a lot, every bone in your body is going to break and reform into your wolf. But your mother was right each time you shift it gets easier to the point that you feel no pain at all. Some of us have special shifting abilities. I can jump shift. Meaning I can shift within seconds basically. Some call it flip shifting. But you will see that later. What I need you to do is try and breath through everything listen to my voice and shadow. It will take five to six minutes the first time. Your wolf will be in control but like she is now in your head you will be in hers. You can talk to her and see what she see's and feels." Calvin told me. Now I was even more scared.
"Will you know me and I know you when we are in wolf form?" I asked. He chuckled.
"Yes Ella, like you are my mate. Shadow is Ace's mate. Remember you are your wolf and your wolf is you. You are connected two halves of one." He told me, putting his arm around me. I gave him a wicked smile.
"Is that why we have king size beds because there are actually four of us sleeping in it?" I asked. Calvin started to laugh.
"Only you would come up with that my beautiful mate." He said laughing.
"I guess my wolf will be red or a reddish brown like everyone else?" I asked him.
"You never know, we will find out tonight." Calvin said. Now I was confused.
"I thought your wolf would be the color of your hair?" I asked.
"Well then your wolf would have red fur, but it is not always so, I'm sure whatever color she is she will be beautiful because you are." He said kissing my forehead. Then stood up.
"Come on we need to go back I have a few things to sign for Lilly today." Calvin said taking my hands and pulling me up to him. He sighed and took my hand.
"I think next week for sure; I will have my mother make the arrangements." Calvin said grinning. I laughed.