Let Me Love You
Whilst my appetite is being filled he enjoys the unstopping pleasure I deliver to him. Adrenaline surging, I am impatient with my fucking not allowing him to rest taking him over and over again. I suck him in deep, my walls stretching to accommodate his fullness. He cannot bear the torment I inflict upon his flesh. Sweet torment that pushes him to the edge.
He sits up abruptly, breasts kiss his chest as I bounce upon his cock. Large palms grab my bum gripping the flesh shaking it, squeezing it. As if he were moulding it like clay. He likes it, the weight of it, the softness. It pleases his violent thirst.
"My female." He grunts face pushed into my neck sounds of arousal muffled into my flesh. A sharp stinging strike he delivers to my bum as I whimper with overflowing pleasure. This was no lovemaking but a raw, ferocious fucking. A roughness in our mating to appease our inner essence.
After being starved for months we shall eat what we are given. Our hunger is insatiable as we hold onto each other for support, our bodies possessing their minds. My thrusts grow faster, quicker for me to reach my tipping point.
"Not so soon, tentatrice." He growls shifting our positions once more, grabbing my legs he wraps them around his waist. We roll like this back and forth upon the grass floor, each wishing to be on top. Each wishing to eat first. Tongue seeps out his lips to lick the side of my neck down to my sweat coated breasts. Aching fangs elongate to dive into my mark, a reclaiming of his female.
Hands lift my hips above ground whilst he kneels, he plunges himself deep and strong into me. Head thrown back a loud cry of delight leaves my open mouth. His pounds are relentless and fierce. A severe fucking he delivers. He takes what he wants without question.
The fire at the pit of my belly grows, I mewl beneath him begging for more shamelessly as his palm clutches my right breast holding it in place lewd emeralds feasting on the bounce of the left. My fluid drips down the insides of my thighs as he licks his lips peering down at their downward path.
He pants, I whimper. Each looking to reach ecstasy. "Let me taste you." I whisper once more my hips struggling to meet his relentless fervid thrusts. My body is tiring out but not his. An Alpha male's appetite is bigger than a female's especially if he were starved.
Hoisting my thighs he spreads them apart propelling them forward, knees kiss my breasts. My pussy wide open for his eyes and cock to indulge in. A path he creates to hit deeper, to sink himself into my heat.
My toes curl inward to his carnal beastly pounding, he shows me with his body. How much he missed me, how much he yearned for me. I succumb to the growing feeling, my thighs trembling to the power it possesses, he halts his feeding allowing me to reach my rapture. Shameful whimper tears out my lips my hips shake to the intensity as I cum hard sucking his girth deeper into me.
The feeling of the scorching heat of his eyes upon my lips, my breasts, my core drives me insane. He is taking in my features as I find bliss. He shall use this to relieve himself later on. Deimos gives me a few seconds to get down from my high and settle down.
Once I open my eyes to find bright emeralds, his brutal thrusts pick up the pace suddenly without warning. Now wet saturated with my fluid, it allows him to sink deeper go faster. My nails dig into his forearms holding onto him for support. He is cruel with his ways, a cruelness that tantalizes me.
"Open your mouth." He says in a dominant tone. A wicked command. One that I abide by with no hesitation.
He grunts carried along with low perverted groans whilst kneeling upon the grass floor rubbing his girth as I sit up preparing to swallow what he shall feed me. Eyes closed heavy moans and pants leave his open mouth, red thick wet lips open and close to release his sounds of euphoria.
His hand is quick to grab my jaw and yank me closer to his fullness, opening my mouth wider I take in each thick spurt he releases onto my tongue. Meeting his lustful gaze I swallow tasting his essence. He watches it, the way my throat moves as it is consumed. It merely drowns him further deeper into the fire.
Deimos leans closer fingers grip my cheekbone, drawing my face to his. Lips meet mine in a feverish kiss one meant to spark another fire. He is savage with the way he treats me, just as I treat him. There is no submission when it comes to our mating, each gets their turn to dominate and appease their appetite.
His searing eyes sink deep into mine whilst his teeth bite into my lower lip. A promise he makes that he shall take me again for he is still unsatisfied. He finally lets my lip go with a hard tug and lies upon the pasture. Arms spread wide his eyes peer up at the dense trees, he finally feels at peace.
He beckons me with his open arms as I roll over to his side laying on my stomach, legs lifted dangling around as I pluck the weeds from the earth. There is a comfortableness between us, a feeling of familiarity. I feel his salacious emeralds on my face, he is swallowing up my eyes, my nose, my lips. He finds me to be of unique beauty, one that cannot be compared. I blush at his thoughts I am able to uncover, he need not say anything for he is always bare for me.
"My name is Deimos." His voice is low and soft as he begins to speak. "The title I possess is the Alpha of Alphas'. My parents passed when I was around ten years of age. Cronus is my best friend whose sister Theia is mated to my older brother Phobos. We all grew up together, they are the only true family I possess." He smiles whilst he pushes a loose strand of my hair away from my face.
"What are you doing, Deimos?" I question his sudden introduction whilst a frown paints my face. This is not anything I am unaware of.
"What is your name? Where are your parents? What do you like? What do you dislike?" My question is ignored as he asks another whilst shifting closer to me, arm hanging loosely around my waist. His fingertips trace the flesh of my hips in small slow circles leaving rousing sparks behind.
"You do know the answers to most of these." I chuckle with a shake of my head. This male is playing around. Perhaps he is teasing me. I lazily stretch out next to him whilst I begin to trace his features with my fingers. His forehead, his nose, his eyes, the shape of his thick lips. He is truly bewitching.
"When you look at me what does your soul say? Do you find me to be what you dreamed of as a mate?" He asks as I peek up at him. When he is merely met my silence, fingers grip my hips tighter. "Answer me, my female." He urges me, confusion strikes deeper. Why is he asking me all these questions? I sit up slowly removing myself from the warmth of his flesh whilst he regards me with gentleness. With respect, with curiosity.
"I do not understand."
"This. This is what I should have done when I first met you. I should have made love to you, I should have gotten to know you little by little. I should have held your soul as mine. Did I not say we shall begin upon a new path? I am beginning our path as though I have just met you for the first time." He explains, my eyes broaden slightly to his truth. I did not expect it.
Heart picks up pace to his wild eyes as I look away trying to control my breathing. As if I just met him? How does he expect me to go with this, I have a weak heart when it comes to him. If he were to say anything sweet further I shall pass out.
"I have been alone all my life, and I may falter with my ways. But I shall do my best to make sure you are happy, safe and warm with a full belly. I shall be your provider, your protector and your male you can go to for anything. Always." He speaks eyes serious and intense as he regards me. He gives me no time to register the meaning of this conversation, merely continuing on.
"I-" A start that halts as soon as it comes as I anxiously chew on my lower lip. Shall I go with this? Shall I appease his wishes? Would this mean our past shall fade with the brightness of the new future? Or does this mean that we shall begin to rewrite the past together?
He waits patiently encouraging me with those soft emeralds. It is not a demand from him rather a step. A step in the right direction. The way his eyes regard me is fresh and unstained as if he were seeing me for the very first time. Not my physical possessions, but my heart. My soul.
Giving him an unsure nod of acknowledgement whilst taking a slow deep breath I choose to answer him. "I do not possess a name for I was not given any. I do not possess parents either. I am an Alpha, the only family I have is Elriam who is my Beta. I am used to being an Alpha but now I am your Luna, I shall falter in my ways but I hope I shall be guided well." He smiles. A smile that reaches his eyes. His chest puffs up spine straight, he is filled with pride for me.
"I have laid with females before you and I do not expect forgiveness for that but know that I seek it. I was not taught well to prepare myself for you. I did not expect to find you either rather I did not wish to find you. But I promise you, I shall never lay eyes on another female but you. I shall stand by you at all times. I shall hold you dear to my heart." A smile threatens to come upon my face as well to his words. It feels as though a weight is being lifted off my shoulders as if we are truly meeting for the first time. It is pristine, exciting. I wish to be pulled into it further. If this were how our bond began at first, would our relationship be different?
"I have never laid with a male before." His eyes are swift to move away shame looming over him crawling up his spine. He cannot meet my eyes, he feels burdened by his past deeds. "It does not necessarily mean I saved myself for you rather I was able to satisfy myself and did not need a male for it." I murmur whilst peeking down at my hands placed upon my lap. "How do you find me?"
He beams whilst he digests my question to him. "I find you to be a goddess, not just any goddess but one meant to be mine. Your beauty cannot be compared, but your soul that I get glimpses of. Your soul is extraordinary, I am truly blessed to have you as my female." His truth surprises me but also bring me comfort. This is the first I have felt him being so direct and unhesitant with his emotions. "And what about you? How do you find me?"
"You are good looking. Too attractive I suppose." I mutter with no hesitation going straight to the point as his eyes widen and a loud laugh booms from his chest. I watch him laugh as he holds his belly, teeth on display lips curved up at the side. A beautiful sight indeed. Soft giggles leave my lips joining in with his cackles.
"Well, that is new." He chortles.
"It is the truth. I knew you would be trouble with your sculpted looks. The moon favours you." I mutter remembering the day I met him in that meeting. The way he sat on that chair, the way he commanded the room. I was spellbound.
"Of course she favours me, she gave you to me." His eyes, always seem to be drawing me in. As if we were attached by a string and he keeps pulling and pulling until he can seize me giving me no space to flee from his grasps.
Deflecting the beckoning power of those greens whilst clearing my throat, I ask him another question. "What of my soul do you find enchanting to you?" Pulling the straps of my torn dress to cover my breasts from his ravishing eyes. This male can never get full of me.
"Your kindness. Your fierceness. Your strength. The kind of mother you are, the kind of Luna you are, the way you bring light into darkness. How you fight me to understand you, your opinions and your values, how you do not succumb to my power. Your soul is fiery and tough but shows its weakness only for my eyes. I find everything about you as a female enchanting." He answers taking no breaks to think. It comes naturally to him, his truth stands in openness for me to witness.
"This is not something you would know when you have just met me." I hide my smile peering down at my lap, my cheeks set aflame by his words. Let me breathe, Deimos.
"Yes, but I wanted you to know this. No, I needed you to know this. And of what of my soul?"
A low gasp escapes my mouth as I meet his electric greens. I swallow harshly as he crawls closer to me our knees touch whilst the heat of his shaky breath warms my flesh. I see him now. With clarity. Yes, it should scare me. But I feel protected, utmost tranquillity.
"Tell me, my female." He whispers nudging his nose onto my cheek feeding on my scent. Lips meet my mark, soft nips with his teeth. I breathe through my mouth, to distract myself from his intoxicating smell.
"Your soul is beautiful. I find you irresistible. I cannot fight you. I cannot escape your bounds. I burn for you. " My truth pours into his ears as I place my trembling palm over his rapidly beating heart. He breathes me in, a ragged shaky breath of weakness.
Silence envelopes us as we drown in each other's souls. Something between us sparks to life, his energy shifts and changes into a transparent one. He sees the memories I cherish with him and I see his. No words are spoken as we give in to the consuming piercing aura of our mate bond. Our marks hiss and burn to the intensity of our souls making love.
I gasp eyes widening as I look up at him, tears are swift to come forth welling within my eyes whilst I clamp my palm around my mouth. The flooding emotions, the overall jolting feeling of it is indescribable. What is this? Something is blooming within me at a galvanizing rapidness. I feel as though I were drowning in warm waters unable to breathe, unable to rest but I wasn't alone. I feel the presence of another.
He is drowning with me, right by my side.
I shiver my palms pushing at his chest so I could meet his eyes. I am consumed by the feeling, it devours me from within. As if rays of light are tearing out from deep within my chest.
He holds me in place his hands holding onto me tightly. "Stay."
"D-Deimos. My chest. Something is happening." I mumble into his neck. Large palms slide down my back soothing me, comforting me as if I were a pup.
"Our souls have finally become one." He declares placing his forehead upon mine. Glorious greens sink deep into my questioning eyes. He cradles me in his warmth one that sticks to my flesh. I was wrong, our souls did not meet the first time he made love to me for our souls did not seek the physical mating but the mating of hearts.
"Oh, Deimos." I whimper calling out his name as he wipes my uncontrollable tears that stream down my cheeks with his thumbs a calm look he possesses in his eyes as if his wishes have been finally fulfilled. He had yearned for this.
"It has irrevocably happened. This gives me the strength I need. I will not let our past, my mistakes to hinder the life we could have together with our male. I shall grow and change with you. I shall be the male worthy to have you. I shall be a virtuous mate, a righteous father, a leader you can be proud of."
"Why?"
"Because I love you, my female." Eyes widening, my heart unhesitantly opens itself up wide for him. Nothing to protect it anymore, only vulnerability remains for him to do whatsoever he pleases. His words catch me by surprise. Three words that strike down my walls with a fierce intensity. There shall be no more walls to build. The words I longed to hear for the past years, the words he once said would never leave his lips. The words my soul yearned with every breath I took.
"You love me?"
"More than anything else. My heart beats only for you, my soul breathes just to be with you. For because of you I came alive. For because of you I wished to live. For because of you I found the true meaning of love. You saved me." He whispers whilst cradling my face gently in his warm palms.
"Deimos."
"You need not say anything. You need not love me back. Just allow me one thing. Let me love you." The sound of unyielding waves kissing the seashore takes over my senses, my barriers fall and shatter into pieces. My soul is his.