Chapter 12: 12

The mansion seemed empty when I got back. Maybe, the guys weren't home yet. I wouldn't say they'd gone to bed. I doubt they'll wanna sleep off an opportunity to torture me, especially after what happened at the coffeeshop earlier.

I hurried to my room and shut the door. I was scared to my wits. Whoever that girl was back there, she seemed pretty pissed. And they all seemed close. What if she eggs them on to do something more fatal to me?

What if they literally kill me this time?

I hated the horrifying thoughts that slammed at my heart. It was already getting me teary. I took off my clothes, ready to go get a shower and sleep this awful day off.

My fingers worked to unhook my bra from the back. It was a second steuggle but I was finally getting it unhooked when I felt strong hands hold mine in place.

I gasped, already shaking like I'd been drenched in cold water.

I could feel his harsh breath on my neck. His low growls increased my whimpering, and I feared he might bite my head off.

But then, his fingers on my hook moved and his was unhooking my bra. I was prompted into action, trying to keep my bra from falling.

“Don't!“ He grunted, snatching the bra from my hold and letting it fall to the ground.

“Please…“ I was already pleading. I didn't know what he intented to do, but I felt like I was on a stake, to be burnt alive.

“Shut the fuck up and let me do my thing. I told you already, remember? That I'm gonna teach you,“ He was saying while his hands moved up from my waist and grabbed my small boobs in a firm hold.

I flinched and a moan escaped me. With my back to him, I couldn't see the look on his face and he couldn't see mine. I was just leaned into his body, and engulfed in his strong hold. He moved his fingers and they were circling my nipples.

I hated the repeated moans that left my lips. I knew this was wrong. I wasn't supposed to be this way with any other person, other than my mate. My body was just for my mate alone. This was against everything I believed in.

As much as I was squirming to free from his hold, I still went against myself and leaned in closer for more of whatever he was doing to me. My senses were locked out and I was left with nothing to hold onto. I was just there, available to be toyed with.

“Please…Master. Don't…touch…me…like…this…“I managed to say, in between moans. I wasn't sure where I got the words though.

“Why not? You like it,“ He pinched my nipples and I moaned again, throwing my head backwards on his shoulder. “If you didn't, you wouldn't be squirming so much from your arousal,“

“Please…“ I wasn't sure what I was pleading for anymore. I loved this. It was stupid, but I was beginning to embrace the weird, sweet way he was making me feel. And I didn't know of I wanted out, or If I wanted all in. He'd put me in such dilemma with just his hands.

“God, you have nice boobs.“ he bent over my shoulder, sticking my left boobs up and rubbing his tongue on it.

”Oh God…“ I moaned, letting my fingers run in his hair, and rubbing my butts into him. I wasn't sure why I was doing that, but it seemed like the only logical reaction. Did I say logical? Scratch that. There was nothing logical about this.

“Ever had a man suck your boobs?“ He husked out, taking a second break from his assault on my boobs, then he was back to it again.

“No…“ I was squirming so much from what he was doing to me. I would have hit the ground if he hadn't held me in place. “Please…“

“Please what? You want me to stop?“ He grabbed my chin, forcing me to look him in his eyes. Eyes so blue right now and dark from what I couldn't figure out.

“Please…“ I whimpered. It was a conflicting question. I couldn't answer it. My body loved what he was doing. It was insane, but true. All my nerves has been awakening and my panties were so wet, I was beginning to think I'd just peed on myself. But my mind was judging me for giving my body to him. It was supposed to be on reserve for my future mate. So yeah, it was conflicting.

“Answer me!“ He shook my face roughly, his harsh breaths coming hard and fast on my face.

“No,“ I replied. I felt my last shred of innocence disappear. I'm just as bad now. I'd given him permission to toy with my body. A body that was supposed to be just for my mate.

“Good,“ He smirked, and his hand came back to my nipple. He was twirling it and flicking his fingers at it. He was doing all sort of things, and I was there, moaning and squirming in reply.

I almost jerked out of his hold when I felt his hand trail down to my panties.

“No…“ I hadn't signed up for this much. I thought it was just gonna end with my boobs.

“Shut the fuck up,“ He gruffed out, rubbing my wet panties with his finger. He found a spot and when he touched it through my panties, I went crazy with moans. I knew that spot. It was supposed to be my most sacred area.

He rubbed at it again and again and my knees gave. I was falling to the ground but he pulled me back up, pinning my back to him.

“Stay put, slave,“ He barked, moving his finger continuously on the spot. I couldn't take it all at once. His action had ticked off a million emotions in me and I couldn't keep track of all. I was loosing my mind.

“Master…Oh Goddess…“ My head kept turning to all sides and I was saying a bunch of gibberish.

“I'm just rubbing your clit through your panties. Not like I got my fingers stuck inside you. Why thrashing around so much?“ I could hear the irritation in his voice.

“Please….“ At least, he should let me sit. Standing was becoming impossible with each move he made. But I couldn't complete my words. He wasn't giving me room to say the words.

“Fuck this!“ He pushed me off him, and I landed hard on the bed.

It was pain, added to the million, wild emotions he'd let loose by his actions. I tried to get my wits together, but it was almost impossible.

He was saying something but I couldn't comprehend it. Not until I heard him say something about my job.

“What?“

I was quick to get back on my feet. My bra was gone and I was standing in just my panties. I was crimson from embarrassment and I reached for my bra which had been tossed aside. He beat me to it and had his foot firmly on my bra. No way I could take it out.

I looked up at him and he was staring daggers at me. His eyes were now a dark shade of red and it was the scariest it could be.

I covered my boobs with my arm, keeping my head bowed. I was ashamed of myself, and what I'd just done. I should have tried fighting him off. Not give into his request, and be treated like garbage afterwards.

“Quit your job in the coffeeshop,“

What? My head came swinging up with so much force that I fear I might get smacked for meeting his eyes without his permission.

“Please, Master. I don't wanna…“

”But you must!” He retorted. “You spilled an espresso on my girlfriend. What would you have me do? Give you a trophy?”

“Your girl - girlfriend?” I was caught off-guard and it brought about my stuttering. He had a girlfriend? The girl from the coffeeshop? But…but…I couldn't dare have these thoughts, I didn't wanna have these thoughts, but I couldn't help it. Why was he here doing all these to me if he had a girlfriend? That realization made me feel even more trashy.

“You don't know what that means?“ He arched a brow in frustration.

A tear dropped from my eyes. “I do..“

“So you understand why you must not ever be seen in that coffeeshop. She's a regular there. You already ruined her visit tonight. I wouldn't want that repeating itself,“

“But…it was an accident. I didn't mean to spill it on her.“

“Who's asking?“ He huffed. “I just don't want you there anymore. That's it.“

“Please…master…“ I got on my knees, already in so much tears. “Let me keep my job. I promise I'll do anything you want. But please, don't ask me to quit my job,“

“Anything I want?“ He repeated.

“Yes, yes. Anything.“ I nodded frantically.

I hadn't seen his hands move until he said the words. “Suck my dick,“

What?! I went instantly pale, as I looked up and I was staring at his dick, large and long. It was the first dick I've ever seen. And it was freaking me out.

“I'm hard as fuck and it's killing me. Victoria is out with the guys and I can't get any fling down here in such short notice. You're my last resort. So go ahead, take me.“