Chapter 43: You want me to do what?

Surprisingly I found myself closing my eyes and my body pulling very close to him that I could feel his hard chest against my breast. My nipples harden against his strong hard chest. I wrap my arms around him and return his kiss, enjoying every moment of it.

I hated what I was doing. It was so wrong. Yes, I was his mate, but I didn't want to ruin a good relationship he had with his Luna, Talia.

Why I'm I foolishly returning his kiss? I cry inside of me wanting to stop but it was so hard to. I wanted to pull myself away from him, but my hands tighten around his strong neck, and I begin to suck on his lips hungrily. I was now addicted to his kiss.

I remember the first time he kisses me it was terrifying, but I didn't close my lips when he did or tried to push him away. I welcome it and return it to him. *It seems like it was a mate thing, his touch was like a key to my body. It didn't have any problem welcoming him in for he was specially made for me. ** My one true mate.

"Hmmm," the alpha moans as he slid his hand down my ass and begins to squeeze me.

I felt between me running like a burst pipe instantly as he did.

It's the first I was having this feeling but damn it felt good. It begins to make me feel like a damn fool for being angry at my mom for having sex with the doctor when I was in jail. I very much understand what she was going through with every touch the doctor made against her body.

I moan enjoying his touch and how it felt good against my body. As much as it didn't feel right knowing he had his Luna. I didn't want him to stop.

I held him tighter and moan even more as he slid his soft wet tongue into my mouth. My body pulls back weak by the movement of his tongue within my mouth. His strong hand slides away from my ass right away and held my back, catching me and continuing to hold me against him.

The alpha moves his mouth away from my lips to my neck.

I close my eyes the moment his soft lips touch between my neck and started to kiss me. It was the most wonderful feeling I've ever had, there were no words to describe that feeling.

I run my hand through his short dark hair, enjoying every moment of his lips against my neck. Suddenly, a bad feeling runs through my body.

"No, Mr. Bates," I push him away from me.

The alpha brings me back to him, wanting to kiss me again.

Again, I push him away.

"What is wrong?" he inquires me as he breathes heavily.

"This is wrong, and I want to leave from here now," I told him as I begin to walk to the door.

The alpha stops me and pulls me back towards him.

"You have your Luna, Mr. Bates and I don't want to come between you. I don't want to ruin a good relationship," I told him sadly.

The alpha let go of my hand, saddened by what I had said.

Within his eyes, I could see that he too didn't want that and what we were truly doing was so wrong.

I wish I stop him before it had led to this, but my foolish weak body allows him to. I knew he was my mate yes that's why my body accept every one of his kisses and touch but still, that was no excuse. I must respect him and his Luna relationship. Who knows how long they've been together.

"Let me go and I will leave from here so you can forget me," I told the alpha.

I now knew the reason why he had to force me to take this job was because of his feeling for me and he wanted to try and get rid of it, but it seems that it wasn't working. Me leaving from his land would be the best thing, I could think of now.

"No," the alpha said as he turns his back towards me.

I was so surprised by what he had said that my eyes widened.

"I won't let you go, I can't," he again told me.

"But that will be the only way for you to forget what you have for me," I told him.

He quickly spins back around to face me.

"If that could have worked, don't you think I would have sent you off my land a long time?" the alpha inquires me.

I stare at him, not knowing what to say. I then lower my head wondering what the best solution for him was, to forget what he was feeling towards me.

"There's only one way I think that will work?" the alpha said to me.

I raise my head staring at him right away.

"One way," I repeated, remaining to stare into his eyes.

"Yes," the alpha said as he slowly approaches me.

Soon he was standing close in front of me, returning my stare.

"What is it?" I inquire him nervously as I turn my eyes away from his shyly

"I want you to sleep with me?" I heard the alpha said