Chapter 41: A run with the alpha

"Hmmmm..," I moan softly, hating what had happened.

As I did, I stare at my clothes that were now in pieces, laying on the ground.

Quickly, I move my head away from the remains of my clothes and turn towards the alpha seeing that he was next to me.

I stare into his eyes and saw that he was somehow worried about me, by the sound I've just made. Quickly, he took his eyes off me and begin to look around, wondering what had happened.

An uncontrollably sound escape from my mouth, telling him that I was alright.

He returns his stare to me right away and moves his head, telling me to follow him, while he begins to move away from me.

Again, my wolf listens to him, obediently.

She shows no form of fear to him, unlike my human form. She felt more comfortable with him than I've ever felt with anyone.

The alpha begins to run through the forest. My wolf chases behind him not caring where he was taking us. All she wanted was to get close to him. I felt it. The more she got closer to his large wolf the more the desire grew.

Fear grows in me, hating what was happening. I was losing control more than ever now. My brown wolf not only had control over my body but now my mind. I could feel her now trying to take over my mind, blocking me away. For her, I was trying to stop the bond she wanted to share with her one true mate. But it was not safe. It was not safe doing so. Who knows what could happen.

Alpha Anton is clueless that I am his mate. Even in his wolf form he still didn't seem to know. I don't know why or how he doesn't. It could be something his evil father did to his mind, I begin to think.

The alpha stops on a large hill, looking down. He then slowly turns to look at my wolf behind me and slowly turns back his head. My wolf slow down as he did and took her time walking towards him.

The alpha sat as my wolf got next to him. My wolf did as well. She looks across the beautiful view her mate brought her to. It was an amazing view. I couldn't take my eyes off it. My body froze while I became lost in the beauty of nature. The beautiful trees, plants, and bright colors wildflowers.

As I enjoy the beauty of the scene the alpha was so interested and determine to carry me. I now discover why he wanted to bring me here, to share this beautiful spot. But, why? I begin to think. Why was he interested in doing so?

Did he too feel the bond and was hiding it, wanting me to be the one first to tell him that we were mates.

My wolf slowly turns towards him and there I saw him turning around, wanting me again to follow him.

I didn't hesitate to. I ran behind him as he runs off. We both run further within the woods. My wolf slows down the moment I saw we were heading to a small house. A small brown house. It is way smaller than any of the houses he owns.

Why is he taking me here? I thought as I stop.

Remembering how I'd embarrass myself when I thought he brought me within the woods to take advantage of me. I started to follow him. I've embarrassed myself more than enough around him.

The alpha slows down as he reaches the small house. I did and stood, waiting on what he was going to do now.

Immediately, I turn my head aside the moment I saw him begin to shift within his human form.

I then turn my back.

I heard him begin to open the door.

"Go straight upstairs and get a pair of clothes. I heard the alpha speak to me.

I slowly turn around and lower my head, seeing his feet only. I continue to do so until I was on my way upstairs of the small cabin, passing him.

It was too uncomfortable knowing that he was without any clothes.

As I got upstairs. I notice that there was only one room and a bathroom. I hurriedly went into the room and shifted. I close the door and hastily begin to search for a pair of his Luna clothes to put on, knowing that the alpha will also want to use this room. His clothes were also here within the closet.

This small house must be a place he and his Luna share probably for a special occasion, I thought as I reach for a pair of jeans pant and a white blouse.

I quickly turn around hearing the doorknob being turned.

It was the alpha wanting to come in.

I didn't bother to search for a bra or underwear at that moment. I jump into my pant quickly and put on my blouse.

"Open the door Nala," the alpha orders me.

I went over to open the door immediately and gladly that I had attire myself.

The door opens.

I quickly turn my head aside and move aside giving him a way to enter the room. I lower my head shockingly as I did at what I saw the moment I open the door to let him in. As I saw his feet enter the room, I immediately got out and waited downstairs, waiting on him to get me out of the woods.

I buried my face within both palms of my hands. As I remember what I saw opening the door for the alpha, his manly part. Something I wish my eyes didn't meet. It was large and strange to my eyes.

I made an angry soft sound hating that I had to see that.

The image of his manly part was now stuck within my head. It was now haunting me, and I wanted it to stop.

I started to wish I'd never followed him here.

I quickly move my hand from my face and stood still, hearing the alpha making his way downstairs.

The alpha stops at my side, as he got downstairs.

"Are we leaving now Mr. Bates?" I inquire him.

I felt quite weird just standing beside him and him not saying anything at all. Also, that I've seen a part of him I wish I didn't.

The alpha didn't answer me. He just continues to stand there.

I slowly turn my head to him and begin to watch him.

The alpha walks away and stands in front of me.

I swallow my spit hard, nervously.

As he stood in front of me. He stares into my eyes.

I lower my head afraid of staring into his eyes. He was making me nervous. His behavior.

"Did I do something, Mr. Bates?" I inquire him while my voice shakes.

His presence before me and him staring into my eyes turns me into a fool and allows me to ask him a question, I damn knew I was quite foolish to ask. When I didn't do anything. All I have been doing here was obeying him and following him wherever he needed me to be.

"Yes," the alpha's rough voice answers me.

I raise my head and widen my eyes, staring at him surprisingly.

He stares back into mine.

"What did I do?" I ask him while my voice continues to shiver.

"It's not about what you do it's how you make me feel and I hate it," the alpha said to me angrily.

I froze by his harshly unbelievable words.

I didn't understand in what way I made him feel. I did everything I was told to do and obeyed him very well.

I lower my head with tears within my eyes.

"I'm sorry that I make you miserable in any way," I gave him an apology while tears escape my eyes, falling onto the brown wood floor of the small house.

"I wish I could take it away," I again apologize to him. Afraid that he may lash out angrily at me.

I shriek and raise my head as I felt the alpha pull me towards him.

My body hit into his hard bare chest, and he wrap his strong muscular arms around me.

I turn my head away from his, while my heart race within my chest, knowing that there's no way I could escape from him now. Even if I do it will be stupid of trying to outrun him. He was too fast for me. He is an alpha.

"I'm sorry if I offend you in any way Mr. Bates, just please don't hurt me anymore," I pleaded to him as I cry.

The alpha didn't say anything. He just continues to hold me in his strong arms tightly.

He then pulls me so close to his shirtless body that I could feel his manhood in his grey sweatpants, pressing into my belly.

"Why do you make me want you so much?" I heard the alpha say.

I turn my head to him at once and look into his eyes with my tearful eyes, by what he had said.

"Why do you make me crave for your body that you're making me mad?" the alpha said as he stares into my eyes now angrily.

I didn't know what to say all I could do, was stand there and take in the shocking words that came from his mouth.