Chapter 95 Heat
>>Nico
I pried open my heavy eyelids and tried to get up from the ground that I had fallen on without knowing how exactly, but the strength in my body seemed to have evaporated, and I only fell back down.
What is happening?!
As muddle-headed as I was, I tried to evaluate the situation. My body reacted more and more fiercely which made my head more clouded but if there was one thing I was sure of, it was the pain in my body. The heat seemed to have invaded the core of my body, my
internal organs seemed like they were on fire and my chest felt so tight it was hard to breathe.
The wind howled and made its way in, making my skin shiver and creating a revolting behavior in my body. Tears slipped down my cheeks as my wolf screamed at me.
I couldn't help but toss and turn, rolling around on the hard ground as I pursed my lips tightly, so as not to get any sounds out of my mouth.
My God, what was happening to my body? This was disastrous! I never knew a heat could be this painful!!
My wolf growled at me
No,
My eyes went wide. This was my wolf's doing. She was angry at me, hating on me for running away from Asher, so she was making it painful for us.
I gulped.
But that idiotic side of me was forgetting about my family. I would be left with nothing if I gave myself to Asher. Once I let him have me, my body will change, it'll morph itself to take him and everyone will know what I am
And my family would throw me away.
Being a male omega means being a freak. I can't be one in public!!!
I must endure through it this time, I have to!!
"Nico!!!" The long-awaited voice cut through the storm's howling and made its way to me, "Nico! Where are you!!!!"
I shut my eyes in pain and dug my hands into the earth to endure the agony. Both my mouth and my throat felt dry and I felt like I was craving something wet but not water. There was an electrical current in my body that felt like a punishment.
"Nico, please," It's good that it was raining, he couldn't smell me even though I was near him, "Did I do something wrong?" There was a desperation in his voice, "Why are you always running away from me?" It made me feel guilty.
My wolf howled and my eyes glowed.
NO!
She was threatening to take over me and I couldn't allow that. If I shifted, she would run to Asher!
I began to sweat profusely, and my world was spinning.
"Nico?" Asher's voice began to fade away.
I shut my eyes and held my breath, trying to resist the heat that was upsetting my world, however, my mind was flooded with the images of Asher.
This was the worst time to remember something like that but I was reminded of his touch, of that time he kissed me back in college.
The feeling of his touch, I was thirsting for it.
Oh! God! No!
I shook my head but the jolt went around my body when I remembered the pleasure I felt when I was with him.
The thing between my legs began to contract eagerly, like a hungry mouth, and the moment I noticed that my cheeks flushed red, and couldn't help but turn my body over in shame,
burying my head into the mud in an attempt to clear my head but it was futile.
Oh! MY! GOD!
What is wrong with me!!
This has never happened to me before. I've never even gone through heat and I've never heard of something like this happening!!! Tears swarmed out of my eyes as I tried to resist the sexual desires. My intestines seemed like it was churning and twisting together, plus my abdomen kept twitching over short periods of time, arousing a gut-
wrenching pain and an unexplainable feeling of emptiness, feeling that the structure of my insides would get glued together if something didn't enter me fast enough.
"Oh! God..." I whimpered, "Why are you doing this to me..." I buried my face in the mud, "This is too painful..."
I instinctively untied the belt around my waist, undressed till I was half-naked, and stretched my hand into the place between my thighs.
I felt something there.
I bit my lower lip hard as I realized I was secreting a thick and slippery liquid.
My body trembled and I withdrew my hand in fear, then raised my pants back up.
Oh no, damn it!! I was at the point where I was ready to get plowed but my chest felt so tight I felt like I couldn't breathe.
Curling my body up in an attempt to resist this abnormal physiological urge, I started to cry.
There was a flood of lust within my body that surged up violently and felt like it was expanding on the surface of my skin.
My vision started to get boggy and I knew I was done for.
My body was frantically waiting for Asher's arrival, for him to take me, to mark me, to mate with me but my rationality wasn't ready.
Even amongst all the pain, there was a part of me that was still afraid. A part of me that refused to give in.
"I have to get him to reject me."