Chapter 18: Drama

The way from the kitchen to my room seems longer than it had always been as I dragged my body along feeling very weak but still energized.

The doors were looking abit different, like they had faces with open eyes and they watched me as I went pass them....but it was only  in my head and not real.

I really needed to go out for a walk but Derek wasn't seeing the positive part of it, he might be thinking of Rex and I again.

Everything happening around me recently had gotten me all worked up with different thoughts and imagination of what would happen soon or should happen soon.

It was pretty hard for me to focus my mind on a thing at the moment as my body shook abit remembering every bit if what happened without my approval.

" What is all of this, would anyone explain to me why it's happening?" I asked myself in a low tone of voice as I dragged my legs along, walking gently.

'its becoming obvious that something or someone somewhere is messing around with my intelligence ' I thought as I looked at the he doors by my side as I walked through the passage leading to my room.

I got to my room in no time and swiftly turned the handle to the opposite direction and took a deep breath before going in.

"I'm back..." I said to no one definitely but I was still expecting a response from someone anyone.

I sat down by the window which is my favorite spot in the room, the air was fresher than earlier this morning.

It swept my hair to one side of my face and then to different directions as I sat quietly allowing it to do its work of healing me abit, mentally.

The aroma of something nice distracted my quiet time as I traced it to my table and saw a covered meal that must have been prepared by Alice or the other smiling lady for me.

Without much thoughts, I went for it immediately and almost threw open the plate to find fried rice.... definitely the one I had cooked earlier this morning.

As I dig in and enjoyed the meal...the thought of Derek came into my mind and I immediately frowned for a reason not so clear to me and soon drank from the glass of water to settle with my unannounced anger.

'knock knock knock ' there were sounds of three knocks on a roll at the door, accompanied with silence for some time.

I stared at the door with full focus and waited for almost for seems like enternity for the door to open.

It was becoming unbearable for me to wait for who would come in as a scream to ask who it was threatened to come out of my mouth but was held back immediately.

The door finally opened on it accord gently, very slow more like in slow motion....it make a long and cracky sounds as it opens further.

It was clear that my scream would have been a waste of energy since the door opened few seconds later.

'would you come in already....what sort of a person does this by morning?' I thought asking myself even if I wasn't sure of the time that anyone should do such an annoying thing.

I sat quietly waiting for the person by the door to enter or for no one to show up so I can run out from the window... just to be safe.

Derek's face surfaced by the door, he had a faint smile on it as he walked in like a newly repented soul.

On seeing him, I hurriedly made a request more like a demand that came out unprepared.

"Give me a phone that internet in it" I said to the amusement of Derek as his left eyebrow rose and the right one went lower than it had been.

Derek let out a laugh that loud and also annoying, he stopped to look at me with a smile and his hands now in his pockets.

"I learnt you lost your memory, so how will you be able to operate the phone?" He asked with his hands still in his pockets as he smiled and waited for my response.

"It's just my memory I lost and not the ability to operate a phone or try something new in a while.. right?" I said jokingly looking at him now having a printed smile on my face which was now matching his.

He looked at me in pity which was obvious like was saying something out of this world and not from my right senses.

He walked up to me and stretch out out his hands to hold me out at moved away immediately, not really sure of what was happening or will happen.

He stood silently watching me before smiling again, he took his seat right opposite me and looked straight into my eyes.

"I will never hurt you..I would never make you cry... promise, I would give you reasons to be happy always" he said sounding softly sounding like a saint as he looked away for a second like he was taking a break off.

"I was surprised the moon goddess gave Rex and I the same mate" he said sounding abit concerned about himself and his brother.

I did nothing other than fixed my gaze at him as I stared at him in silence without blinking so I can see him clearly every passing seconds.

"I'm really sorry about my behavior this past days....Rex and I.. everything" he continued as it was obvious to him that I wasn't interested in what he had to say.

"I would do anything in my power and try my best to make you always happy at all cost" he said assuring me about his new plan or maybe wish.

"I just need a phone that has internet in it" I said firmly even if not louder than my initial voice.

" I want to be on my own, do things myself, go places myself...and walk freely like I really am" I said in a pleading tone as I sat still to wait for him to make his mind.

"And walk freely to go see Rex also right?" He asked sounding really sure of what he was saying without blinking this time.

There was a loud silence between us that could have allow his lashes flagging to be heard if I was that close to him.

He looked at me again from the half empty plate before myself which was the second thing in my mind right time

"I would get it through to you by anyone before moonlight, and if there is any other thing you want... please let me know" he said and  turn gently to leave.

"I'm ok, thanks " I said firmly to him, sounding like I wasn't really grateful for his sudden kindness.

Derek seemed like he had had enough of me during the very short period that he was in the room with me but he didn't fail to keep his charming smile on.

He nodded slightly without saying a word to me as he walked away silently.

I sat still, not doing anything immediately until I was sure that he is out of sight and heart also.

I watched him leave and also listened to his footsteps till they  were sounding far from my room.

It baffles me to see such a person like Derek being calm and almost at the stage to be called a complete human.

Because to my observations, he isn't yet a complete human until he does what most human are capable of doing which is to have a heart.

I was still calm on the chair that I was sitting on when he came in, I watched the door in silence and doubt not so sure if it was really Derek that just left the room.

"What is happening today....that was definitely not real" I said doubting what I just saw and heard which were still sounding in my ears like it was placed on repeat.

It felt like something had taken over Derek, which was very obvious and can't be overlooked only if it's fake.

"Something is obviously off somewhere, I just need to find out what and why" I said looking t the closed door of my room as I held my spoon tight.

I watched the door silently as if I was waiting for him to pop his head back through it and say that all that just happened was a joke.

"You should make her your Luna" I could recalled beta's voice in my head ....asking Derek to make me his Luna.

"What a stupid fellow" I said out surprisingly loud,loud enough to be year I'm a closeby room...thinking about Derek and his recent behaviors.

I felt gagged indeed by his character and mostly what he had done few seconds ago which would either be from his repented heart or it actually took him weeks of rehearsals.

I held the spoon tighter like I want it to either vanish into thin air it to mysteriously enter my hand.

He wants drama, I will give him drama till I get off his hell!