Chapter 56

P.O.V TOM

I was alone at home all day during Christmas, Luna was with mommy and I thought it was better to leave it that way, even though I'd gotten along with Alice, the mood was a little strange, so much so that she went to work, it took longer than expected and when she arrived she had a face like Magdalene, sorry, damn, I'm fed up already. Unfortunately, she and I are not getting along anymore for some time now.

I am pissed off with her and in less than 24 hours she broke her promise and left having sex with the person who hurt her the most. I really can't believe it, my whole body is boiling with so much anger. It is anger at her, at him and even at me for caring. Even now that other girl shows up out of nowhere and she will still work with me and I have to get Alexandra to not say anything about Luna, my life is a mess... I can only think of Annie in these moments she is the only person who can calm me down with those giant eyes, her joy of life, her love, affection and of course sex with her is also wonderful, but she will also abandon me, she will leave soon and I am the most guilty. How I wish I could love her. As she deserves it would be so much easier to love Annie and come a life with her calm and full of love. But life is not how we want it.

Unfortunately Alice is right I never stopped loving Kirstin, but I love her too in our troubled way and I love Annie too much and it hurts me that she is leaving because of me .

I am completely fucked up, I had everything under control and out of nowhere everything is upside down, losing Annie, I feel that any moment I will lose Alice too and their biggest fear, that I will lose my daughter.

This is me telling my story to a waiter while stuffing my face. I'm drunk and in no condition to drive, he asks me for a cab but I don't want to go home, I don't want to see Alice's face, at least not now, so I give him the address of Annie's house, I have the key, maybe I can convince her to give up the idea of leaving. I sleep inside the cab only wake up with the cab driver calling me because we had arrived I pay him and get out of the car going to her house I open the door and there he is hugging and laughing with MY ANNIE, MY!

Tom - what the fuck is going on here?

Annie - Tom what are you doing here? - scared - are you ok? Did something happen? Is Alice ok?

Tom - asks her new lover - after all, he did have sex with her again.

Annie - New lover Tom? are you drunk?

Luis - Tom needs something? Is everything alright? - stands up supposedly wanting to help me

Tom - I need it! I need you to get the hell out of my life away from my women, I quickly approach him and punch him in the face taking him by surprise, I punch him in the face, Annie was yelling at me to stop and I ignored her obviously he didn't stay still he was hitting me too we were rolling on the living room floor fighting when I felt water falling on us yes Annie threw a bucket of water on us to separate us

Annie - what's wrong with you Tom? You were never one to fight and now this?

Tom - it's this idiot that came to mess up my life, chasing Alice like a puppy, chasing you and even trying to steal my daughter. Why did you have to come back you imbecile? I'll only tell you one thing, stay away from the three, understand?

Luis - Look I don't understand anything

Tom - don't play dumb because you are not that I know you fucked MY WIFE at your house yesterday and today in the company, I don't know if you know more between me and MY WIFE there are no secrets and now I come here you're stuck on MY ANNIE

Annie - I am not your Tom, you are married to Alice not with me I go out with whoever I want, if I want to fuck Luis I will, you have nothing to do with anything with whom transo or not . But for peace of mind I did not and would not. Luis came to visit a friend just wanted to know how I was after the fight yesterday with. YOUR EX .

Tom - As if that wasn't enough, even my ex, he realizes what your problem is, man? Sounds like Mike wants everything I have or ever had?

Luis - man you're so drunk that is taking. First I am just a friend of Annie and Kirstin is also my friend, but that does not interest you she is YOUR EX and not the current now Alice you are right to be angry but I did not force her in anything she wanted as much as me. It's not my fault if you can't handle it

Annie - can you stop teasing Luis, can't you see the condition he is in? I think you better go home, then we talk need to have a little talk with Tom very serious

Luis - just go because you asked me more anything just call come running ok? - gives a kiss on the forehead and goes to the door

Annie - it will be alright, bye Luís until tomorrow - Luís leaves

Tom - imitating angry - Bye Luis see you tomorrow

Annie- Tom what was that? What happened here? What the fuck? You've never been violent, you come beating up my guests and you're here drunk.

Tom - I came to see you, I wanted to know how you were doing and here you are laughing and hugging him, you know where he was earlier at the office fucking your slut friend and I was like an idiot waiting for her at home so we could go to mom's house to have dinner with her and Luna.

Annie - you and Luis have fucked other people your whole life what is your problem? And you and I never really existed, I was just a game to you Tom, what's with this jealousy, it doesn't stick. But you can rest assured that I haven't done or intend to do anything with him, I'm leaving as soon as you get back from your trip. I don't want to get involved with anyone at the moment. I asked you for space after our relationship is not doing me any good and you show up at home in this deplorable state. What is going on with you and Alice? You are toxic and you are destroying yourselves and those around you. I feel sorry for my goddaughter, she doesn't deserve this.

So what was I supposed to say? No, she's right - I just kept quiet and bowed my head - you go take a nice cold shower while I make some coffee.

I went up to her room and showered and when I came out of the bathroom with just the towel wrapped around my waist Annie was there with a tray and two mugs of coffee for me and one for her. I took it and started to drink it, it was horrible and I knew it was on purpose. I was feeling a little better after the shower

Tom - well Annie I want to ask you for forgiveness

Annie - I don't want to hear anything today, you are going to lay your fat ass down and rest when you are well tomorrow we will talk. She went to the bathroom to take a shower and I lay down on her bed.