Chapter 30
P. O. V . LUNA
Hello my name is Luna Spencer, but you must know that, right? I am always on magazine covers with my mom and dad, and soon I will be on the cover alone, the little princess of the fashion universe is about to turn 15. Mom and Dad's sweet little daughter, only not.
Well, I am really daddy's little girl, but Mrs. Alice hardly remembers that she has a daughter, except when she has to take pictures and appear with her daughter and her husband to show the example family has. For a long time I begged for her love, but today I don't run after it anymore, my father, Grandma Martha, Aunt Annie and even Grandma Alê do everything for me. Yes Alê is not my real grandmother, but it's as if she was I've known her forever and she taught me to call her that and I love her just like Grandma Martha.
As I said I am about to turn 15, of course the best mother in the world remembered that she has a daughter and is planning the party of the century. Don't be fooled babys, they are actually her slaves she is, but the last word is always hers, at least she allowed me to choose the theme. There will be a roller rink even though she hates that I practice this sport, but I have already won a few competitions and she has to keep up the pose, doesn't she? By the way, she is never at my competitions, never goes to school parties, meetings or anything, it's always my dad or grandma who go to the meetings. Believe it or not she only shows up when it is convenient or my father makes her. Saying that if I don't go or don't pay attention he will dump her and take me with him. For some days she seems to care, she takes a day or two off just for us and we live those days as the perfect family, but this talk doesn't convince me anymore. I would even prefer that my parents split up, he deserves a woman he really loves, lately they fight so much, my mother hardly sleeps at home, when she does she always comes home late. It has become a marriage of appearances.
When I ask Dad why my mother is like this, he says that it is a bad depression, that she suffered a lot in this life and blah blah blah, the other day he told me that my grandparents kicked her out of the house when they found out that she was pregnant with me. It must have been a huge blow for my parents, but that doesn't justify her ignoring me, Dad is always with me and it must not have been easy for him. It's not my fault I didn't ask to be born.
He said that she loves me, she loves us, she just doesn't know how to show it, that we have to be patient and love her a lot, but I'm tired of it. I can't wait to go on exchange and stay two years abroad, she doesn't want to let me, but I'm sure Dad will convince her. Soon I will go to Finland to study and improve my skating, and to get away from this lady.
P. O. V TOM
3 o'clock in the morning and another night nothing from Maria Alice to come home, this relationship is getting harder every day, I feel like I made a monster. Alice my little Mary was a sweet and gentle girl. But since our lives have completely changed she has also changed a lot. Blessed was the time that Annie and I took her to the sex club, while it was only the two of us or the three of us beauty, but things were changing and she became a real nymphomaniac sticking her mouth in anyone's p* and bo/eta, but she says that she won't let anyone fuck her from behind but me, one day I even cared, I was really starting to love her. But this she-devil who is in her place I don't love. I am sure that she will come home drunk and giving me a hard time, and if she does, it's a good thing that Luna went to bed with my mother tonight, I am in no mood at all, I wouldn't want my princess to witness another fight between us. It is very painful to see how she ignores her own daughter, I love Luna so much even though she is not my blood blood and she is the mother who generated for 9 months not even close to the girl only remembers at the time of events and to leave covers of magazines to pay good mother, I just do not end this farce because she has threatened me to tell Lunna that I am not her father and if we separate will not let even get close to my daughter.