Chapter 91: I love you but your wrong

Flame POV

"Cervello, I miss you. Can we please do this sooner then later?"

I miss him. He's always here before my fights.

We've been fighting because of all of this shit.

I don't like fighting with him and hate that he won't let me help him through this.

"I'm sorry love, I'm just not ready. She looks happy though doesn't she"

He watching her on the cameras in the security office.

That's all he does is now is sit in his office and watch her. He follows her when she's out and about and he watches old footage of her when he can't track her.

"I want you here! It's only going to be worse when they find out. Pickle will be pissed that you kept this from him but he's going to punch you from keeping it from her and you know it! Plus look what your doing to Lucky. He's in pain look at him!"

"Babe Lucky will be fine after he beats up someone you know that. Pickle will understand why I did it. She only has one more day with Finn and I don't want to take that time from her. I will tell them both when I can wrap my head around it"

"Ryder, please baby. I can't do this anymore and either can Lucky. I enrolled her in his self-defense class I need it done before she starts. You know how mean Lucky gets when he's hiding something. He's going to try to push her away so it's easier for him to lie to her, do you want him being mean to her?"

"Flame. My love please just a little more time. This is really hard for me. Can you imagine how she's going to take it knowing that I was out here the whole time and didn't save her, didn't even look for her. Do you know that she refused to change her name and go into protection because she still had hope that we were looking for her?!"

I hear the pain in his voice.

"You were a 12 year old boy and you were injured Pinky said it was months before you were able to even sit up or talk. She would never hold that against you. You didn't know she was alive"

"That's no excuse! I should have checked to be sure! She might not blame me but I blame me!"

I understand what he's saying cause I would feel the same but this is killing him inside. I can't watch him put himself through this.

"I love you and I always will but Cervello your wrong on this one and it's only going to get worse the longer we know and nobody tells them. Tells her. She has the right to now and she's going to be more mad about this right now then about anything that happened in the past. I have to go, I'll talk to you after my fight"

I have tears in my eyes and I can't talk to him anymore.

"I love you, bye"

"I love you too my beautiful Fiammetta"

I smile at the camera and blow him a kiss.

"Guys is everyone ready!" I yell.

They all yell and grunt with enthusiasm.

"Alright Jose let them know we're ready, start with strawweight and move up. Remind them I want it

alternating men then women. Thanks Jose."

"Strawweights line up by your number and let's have a good night" he yells.

More yelling and whoops ring out.

"Ring girls get in your places. Everyone you know where you need to be if you don't know check in with me" I yell out.

River runs over and gives me and a great big hug.

I smile at her.

"Do you have your ear plugs?" I ask her.

"Yes, we're going to try the floor first and go from there" she says.

"Okay, if you go to my office scan your badge then place your index finger on the scanner. I want your biometric scanned in so you'll have access to anywhere you need"

She hugs me tightly.

"Thank you Flame. Kick ass out there" she yells at me as Pickle picks her up over his shoulder.

"Have a good match sweetheart we'll see you out there" Finn says as he kisses my cheek.

"Have you found my brother yet?" I ask him.

"No if you see him tell him where I'm sitting"

I nod and wave to him as he jogs to catch up to Pickle and River.

Where is my shithead brother?

I bet he has some chick or two he's fucking somewhere.

River POV

Pickle puts me down from his shoulder and pulls me into a hug.

"Don't be scared Kitten, remember it looks worse than it actually is and I'll see you after" he kisses my head firmly.

"Goodluck, don't forget if I'm not in my seat I'm upstairs watching and cheering for you" I say quickly.

He kisses my lips so sweet and so soft.

I don't want him to stop.

I blush thinking about if he continues.

"Bye Pickle" I say giggling as Finn swoops me up to his waist and kisses me passionately.

"Let's go get some shots in the office really fast" he says.

"Okay. Finn, are you going to carry me all the way up the stairs?" I giggle.

He kisses me fiercely and laughs as I try to deepen it.

"Okay doll, let's save that for tonight and tomorrow" he gently puts me down and takes my hand as we head up to Flame's office.

Finn does his finger scan.

Then I do mine.

I feel so special.

We take a few shots of Jager Bombs and head back to the floor and take our seats.

"Where have you two been?" Chailor asks as we sit down.

"With Pickle" I say smiling. "Are your tits signed?" I gasp out to her.

"Yes" she giggles "It's a ring girl. We got her number too." She looks at Lincoln and smiles and turns back to me giggling. "What?! We figured if you could try something new why can't we" she blushes.

"Oh my god Chailor" I giggle with her.

Finn reaches around us and fist bumps Lincoln.

"I didn't know you knew had to have fun brother"

Lincoln punches Finn in the arm. "Shut it brother"

We all start laughing.

The drunk guy's behind us scoff at us.

Lincoln and Finn just look at each other quickly.