Chapter 69: I'm a monster

River POV

"Are you alright? You might be a little sore, I got a little to rough at the end. I'm sorry" he says. Kissing my forehead.

"It was amazing, I felt like my whole body would just brust into flames" I say almost in a moan.

I blush saying that out loud.

"That was multiple orgasms" he smiles ear to ear.

"Don't look so cocky about it" I laugh smacking his shoulder

"Hey that was a first for me too, I came at least three times in there" he laughs.

We both start laughing.

"I don't think that huge dick of yours is going to fit in me though" I blush with embarrassment as I say it outloud.

"You'll be able to take it. We just have to go slow and work you up to it" he says in my ear.

I throw my hands over my face, I can feel the heat of my blush.

"We better get dressed before Daddy yells at us"

We both laugh loudly.

He lifts me down and takes my hand.

We head to my room.

I grab some panties and a bra from my drawer.

I let my robe fall, his eyes never leave my body as he watches me get dressed.

"Do you like what you see Finley?" I ask.

He eyes jump to mine.

"Yes I fucking do, every beautiful inch of it"

He grabs me and flings me onto the bed.

He crawls up me kissing me as he comes to my lips.

He crashs are lips together, as he's pulling himself up to his elbows.

He gets a weird look on his face then he smiles at me.

"Oops, I gave you a hickey, might want to choose a higher necked shirt" he laughs.

I grab a nicer turtle neck shirt that's blue and some black pants, and my black wedge boots.

I grab my brush and Finn's hand as we head to his room.

He drops his robe.

God he is so sexy.

While his putting his boxers on, I notice his shoulder.

I gasp.

"He looks up at me, what happened?" He asks confused.

He quickly grabs my face.

"What's wrong? Open your eyes, for me please" He pleads.

"Why are you crying Doll" he asks sadly.

"I'm a monster" I cry out opening my eyes.

"What? Why would you think that?" He asks confused and concerned.

I point to his shoulder as I drop my head into my hands crying.

He walks over to the mirror and looks at him self.

I peak out of my hands and cringe when I see it again.

He smiles and walks back to me.

"Are you talking about the bite mark?" He asks.

I nod my head and cry harder.

"I'm a monster just like him"

He quickly picks me up and sets he in his lap hugging me tightly.

"Baby that mark wasn't left in cruelty. You left that on me with love and passion, not to be cruel and hateful. Your not a monster. That mark makes me proud, it means I did a great job at pleasing the woman I love. Just like that hickey was left by me with love not hate"

I sniffle and look at him.

"That's my girl, look at me. I love you and trust me when I say you are not a monster"

He kisses my lips passionately.

"You didn't hurt me I promise. I loved every moment of it" he smiles from ear to ear.

He kisses me so lovingly, so deep that a moans slips from my lips.

I blush of course.

"Baby sometimes when your making love or just pain fucking, sometimes little injuries like this happen. Sometimes there hickeies or bites or even bruises. As long as it's done with love and passion there nothing wrong with it" he says reassuringly.

"Okay" I say holding him tightly.

A knock at the door makes me jump.

"Do you need a shirt for tonight?" Lincoln asks.

"Yeah maybe got anything in blue?"

He winks at me and gives me his dimple smile.

"Yeah what color of blue?"

He stands and puts on his pants and leads me to the door.

"This color" he says opening the door and showing my shirt to him.

"Yes. Your a ass, if your matching Chailor's going to make us match too" he moans.

"Thanks bro" Finn says laughing as Lincoln walks out the door.

He hugs me tightly and kisses my head.

"I love you Finn" I say holding him tightly.

He turns me and finishes brushing my hair, then he grabs his phone and takes pictures of us together.

I smile so big at the gesture, this was something I wanted to do this whole time with him but was afraid to ask.

We both might need to see these happy people as a reminder when things get hard over the next few years" he lightly kisses my cheek and a blush comes over me.

I hear his camera snap a picture.

"I'll need that blush and that look on your face for those lonely nights" he says playfully as I'm turning completely red now.

I throw my arms around his neck.

"Do you get to keep your phone with you?" I ask.

"Yes when we're at home base, not out in the field. They don't work but we can still see our pictures"

I blush even more as I think of a idea. I'll have to take some sexy pictures for him to find later.

"Are you having dirty thoughts" he says lifting me up to his waist and kissing me.

"Maybe" I blush.

Lincoln comes back in a red dress shirt this time, he gives Finn a dirty look as he throws him a blue dress shirt.

"Your lucky I look good in any color" he says playfully punching Finn in the arm.

"You guys have five minutes. Did you and Chailor plan this?" He says smiling at me.