Chapter 44: Is it like that everytime?
River POV
I move my hands now playing with his hair, I break eye contact and start kissing down his face like he did mine and I keep going down to his neck around his throat
He picks me up by my waist and moves me a little
I can feel his hardness now and it's just perfectly under my throbbing pussy
I need to feel more of it
I let out a moan as I start rocking my hips gently
He grabs the back of my head and pulls me to him
He's kissing me so deeply and I want to feel his skin next to mine
I lean back a little
Ohhhh my god
"Finn" I moan as his massive hard on hits me just right
"That's my girl, call out my name" he moans into my chest
I move my hands and pull off my shirt
"Ohhhh baby. River your so sexy. I don't know how much longer I can last" he pulls me back to him as he kisses down my neck
I lean back and grind my hips into him, I can't stop it feels so good
I moan again louder this time and it kinda of startles me.
I've never felt this good before
I feel Finn go tense and he pulls me to him tightly
"River do you need to stop"
"No please, don't stop" I moan
He let's a moan out as I start grinding on him harder and faster
He tips my face and brings us face to face
I'm going to explode
I've given myself an orgasm before but I've never had anything like that
"Dont close your eyes baby, I want to see your eyes as you cum for me"
He grabs my waist and pulls me down to him as he lifts up to me
"Ohhhh my god Finn" I moan loudly
"That's it's good girl cum for me"
As my back arches Finn let's out a moan
That's all it takes
"Finn" I almost scream as I hit my peak
He grabs my face and kisses me fiercely as I cum
A few seconds later and he moans into my mouth and hold my hips to him tightly
He turns us slightly and lays us back.
He helps pull my legs from under him
We're both breathing heavily holds me to his chest
He kisses my head
"Is it like that everytime?" I ask him
"No not for me at least" He says rubbing his fingers along my back
I cover my face with my hands.
He shifts and he leaning down to my face he gently removes my hands
"That was a compliment, open your eyes River"
"Your perfect trust me when I say this. This was a first for me. I've never had a girl make me cum in my pants like that before"
I can feel my face getting hotter
He kisses me gently at first then more passionately.
He starts kissing down my neck and is moving slowly down my chest.
I tense up when he hits a scar from a bite.
He stop immediately and goes back up to my face
"I'm sorry doll, are you alright?"
"It's not you" I say getting self conscious
"River" he says as he puts his forehead head on mine.
"You don't have to apologize or feel embarrassed. It's me and your safe" he kisses both of my cheeks and then my lips gently as he's whispering
"Your doing perfect doll"
"I need to know If your uncomfortable or you want me to stop. If I miss a cue from your body I need you to use your words and tell me"
I can feel my eyes start to sting with tears
When he looks at me he pulls us up to a sitting position and gently moves me to his lap
"River baby, look at me"
"Promise me you will use your words. I don't care if my dick is in you if you need to stop we will stop immediately"
I open my eyes and meet his face
I kiss him passionately
How can this man care about me so much so soon that he's willing to make himself uncomfortable for me
I'm shaking now and I'm suddenly aware that I don't have a shirt on.
I don't want him seeing these ugly scars
I don't want his soft gently touches getting ruined by that ugliness
"River! " his voice is a little louder this time
I Didn't realize I closed my eyes
I open them and he has his hands on my cheeks and staring at me his eyes full of guilt
"River I'm sorry love are you okay?"
He's just holding me to his chest
I realize he's pulled the blanket over my shoulders and around me the best he can
"What happened wasn't what I was aiming for when I suggested it"
I look into his eyes, did he not like it?
He didn't like what happened between us?
Is it because I look so gross
I suddenly feel his lips on mine and I'm brought back from where I was drifting
"Baby doll, I love every minute of anything we do even just the simplest touch"
"I want you. I really badly want you"
"Don't you ever think other wise do you understand me"
"Why?"
"Why what?"
"Why do I want you?"
I nod my head
"There is alot of reasons I want you"
Why do I feel like this now, what happened to me?
I don't want him feeling guilty when I started it all.
I wanted that to happen between us
I liked it
I really like him
He starts talking
"Your laugh for one, when I walked through the door and I heard you laughing with Chailor and seen you sitting on the floor you looked so beautiful so alive and I wanted you in that moment so bad and I hadn't even met you yet"
"Ohhhh Finn" I grab him and pull him in to me and I kiss him and I mean I kiss him with all I have
That is the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me.
I deepen the kiss
He pulls me tightly against his body