Chapter 370: I need you to come to me

Sheldon POV

"Cliff is one of our security officers. As you see we have them dressed in regular clothes you would see around the hospital so it's hard to tell who is actually security and who isn't." The doctor says.

I nod.

"Can I hire my own security?" I ask her and she nods.

"May I?" The Cliff guys asks.

"Yes, you may turn." The doctor says.

"I would like you to feel comfortable in your protect so I will work with your team and we can set a plan." He says shaking my hand. "If you need some recommendations I have a few cards I can give you for security agents that I've worked with before." I shake my head "Thanks but we have our own security."

River looks at me quickly and looks down.

"Do you want to use someone other then the men?" She starts crying. "I'll get the information to you." I say shaking his and the doctor hands.

"Hey baby girl. Tell me. What's wrong?" I ask getting in the bed pulling her to me.

"I don't want everyone to know I let this happen to me again." She cries harder now. I just hold her tightly "River nothing that ever happened to you was your fault. You did nothing wrong. You are not to blame."

I hold her trailing my fingers slowly up and down her arm like I do to Finn. She cries her self to sleep.

Forty-five minutes later and the door opens quickly.

Nathan quickly waves me to him. I slowly climb out and walk over to him.

"Here's some comfy clothes for her. I have to go, after I left the house someone crashed a truck through the gates at the house. Chailor and the girls were swimming and able to get to the safe room. Everyone's freaked out so I'm heading back. Crash seen the guy and him and Colt chased him till he pulled a gun then Crash decided to was to dangerous with Colt there so he stopped. The police are useless."

"Fuck!" I say panicking "Your sure Chailor and the girls are safe?" He nods and shows me the safe room feed.

"I told them to stay put till we check the entire grounds."

"I need some Nunzio men for her here. She has to do the surgery and she's scared to be unprotected." He looks at her.

"Who do you want?" He asks.

"The guy here seems good. Pickle type personality takes his job very seriously so someone who would work with him and make sure they know no one reports what they see or hear while their hear to anyone but me." He looks at me.

"She's scared to tell them that she remembers the rapes."

He wipes his face.

I look over and she's awake just looking at us.

"Carter can we talk please." She says waving him over.

"I will go make a call really fast just right by the door."

"Noo please." She says reaching for me. I nod.

"Carter I'm sorry for how I've treated you. I was confused. Really confused especially when you guys first got to me." She wipes her tears.

She grabs him and hugs him tightly.

"I keep having flashes of what I thought was you hurting me but now that everything is more clearer I know you were trying to help me and you would never hurt me." He nods.

"God River. I'm sorry. I didn't think how that would have been on you. I panicked and rushed which I never do but there was so much blood..I"

She shakes her head and hugs him as she cries on his shoulder. She kisses his cheek.

"I have to go. I'm sorry there's a emergency but I'll be back after your surgery. What kind of Ice cream do you want?"

She smiles so big. "Can you bring me the sampler?" He laughs and nods his head.

He kisses her cheek "Text me your flavors. They have a strawberry cheesecake crumble this month as one of the different flavors as well as a chocolate carmel heart one like the ones you like."

Her face goes pale as she reaches for the bin and barely makes it before she throws up.

"No no no! I don't.. No never.." she breathing really hard now.

"Breath love. Just breathe." Carter quickly jumps up and starts listening to her lungs and looking in her eyes.

"Panic attack maybe caused by a flash back." He says. I grab the brown bag and have her breath in it.

"I hate those now... please no" She gasps out crying. We both nod fast.

She sleeps for a hour and I'm in and out of sleep. My phone rings and I quickly answer it.

"Sheldon are you at the house? Something happened the gates smashed in." Pickle's panicked voice comes through.

"No, I'm not there but I was told it's been handled and everyone is fine." I say quietly getting up.

"Why are you taking so quite?"

"Pickle I need you to come to me."

"I can't man I need to get home and check on the kids. What the fuck happened and why is no one answering." He says breathing heavy.

"Lucky keep calling. Jasper call Carter again!" He yells.

"Pickle!" I say loudly making River jump and look around in a panic.

"I need you to come to me now and bring Lucky!" I send him the address.

"Where the fuck are you? No, that's not happening I need to be twenty minutes in the other direction I need to get home to my kids!" He yells at Lucky something I don't catch.

"Pickle! Please stop and listen!" I yell.

"Fuck I'm sorry, it's okay please don't cry." I say to River as her body shakes and she sobs in a panic.

"Sheldon I don't have time for this shit!" He says.

"Pickle I have her." I say.

"Who Annie? Oh thank god!" He says breathing out heavily.

"No. River." I say softly.

"What!" I hear him choke and then Lucky and Jasper yell his name.

"Is she.. is she alive?" He asks through his cries.

"Yes." I say softly.

"Is it bad?" He asks as Lucky keeps asking him questions trying to figure out what happened.

"Yes." I say quietly not wanting to say anything she doesn't want me to.

"Does she know what's going on?"

"Yes."

"Is she awake?" He asks. I hold the phone out and hit speakerphone.

"Pickle." She says quietly as tears streak her face.

"Ohh god Kitten! I'm here baby I'm here!" He says chocking on his tears.

"Enchantress!"

"Lucky." She cries out.

"Lucky I can hear your monitor from here, sit down brother and take a breath for me please." I say quickly. I can hear them both crying.

"Like I said come to me please." I say again.

"We have to check on the kids." Pickle says.

"They are going to call you now from Carters phone. Talk to them on your way here." I say. Texting Carter and telling him to call them, they know about River.