Chapter 363: Where is she?

Pickle POV

He keeps looking around as he walks closer to her, he looks familiar maybe he's a patient or he works here. This place is locked in really well so he has to be allowed here. They talk for a minute then stand he starts walking them back the way he came.

"River." I say as I get closer. She turns quickly.

"Pickle!" She says running and throwing herself in my arms. She smiles and kisses me.

"I missed you." She says kissing me again.

"I missed you to Kitten." I say looking over at the guy.

"I'm Pickle." I say putting my hand out.

"Johnny. We've met a few times." He says shaking my hand.

"Of course sorry. How are you?"

"Johnny's my friend." She says "He brought me some cookies. His girlfriend makes the best cookies."

"Oh that's nice." I say handing her the flowers.

"Thank your Honey. I love them. I get flowers and cookies, today is a good day." She says jumping on my back so I'll carry her. He hands her a tin with cookies in it.

"Why don't you guys enjoy the rest of the cookies and I'll see you tomorrow."

"Thank you Johnny." She jumps down and bows to him. I look at her strangely for a minute but then he does the same thing and bows to her.

"It's our thing." He says laughing. I nod.

"Bye Johnny." She says as we head the other way.

I lean back and let her fall to the bed. I turn and lean down to kiss her.

"Luca I love you." She grabs me and kisses me pulling me down on her.

"I love you Kitten." I say sweeping her hair from her face as I lean down and kiss her. She wraps her arms around my neck and depends the kiss.

She moans softy as I start kissing her neck. I run my hand up her shirt cupping her breasts as I reach them. She pulls away and pulls her shirt off then mine. Crushing her lips to mine after pulling me down on her. I lick and suck on her nipples as she aches under me.

"Pickle I need you." She moans as I slide her joggers down. I lift her legs slightly pulling her panties down.

"Kitten what happened?" I ask seeing bruises on her inner thigh. She leans up and looks. She shrugs.

"Does it hurt?" She shakes her head "Please Pickle touch me It's been so long." I laugh and kiss her. I'll check her logs maybe she got hurt. Last time she had a episode and squeezed her legs so hard so had a huge bruises on her thighs for a week.

I kiss the bruising as I head up between her legs. I start licking and sucking her as I slowly push my finger in her. "Oh god." She moans out as I lick, suck and finger her till she cums. I move up kissing every inch of her till I meet her lips. I gently push into her "Luca ohhh god." She moans.

She flips me quickly, usually I can feel her getting ready to flip me but she was quick this time. I laugh at the shock of it. She pushes down around me making me moan out.

She pounds down on me fast and hard till we're both breathing and panting heavily as we cum together. I roll her off me pulling her to my chest.

"Let's eat some cookies and then fuck again!" She says excitedly getting up and grabbing the cookies from her desk. I laugh grabbing her and pulling her back to me. I kiss her softly caressing her face.

"Give me one of these really good cookies." I say laughing and taking one from her.

"These are actually really good." I say grabbing hers from her hand. She laughs and smacks my hand away. I pull her to my lap, she quickly wraps her self around me.

"Do you think we'll ever get Finn back?" She says putting her face in my neck.

"Yes baby I believe with everything that we will get him back." She looks up at me.

"I had a dream that he visited me the other night. He kissed me and told me he loved me and not to give up hope and he'll always love me." I wipe the tear from her face.

"That sounds like a great dream my love."

She touches her lips "His kiss felt so real and I didn't want it to end." I kiss her cheek on one side then the other.

"It's okay my love just hold on to that feeling and one day he'll be here to give you the real thing." She smiles at me "Pickle why do you love me so much, I'm too broken and damaged to deserve you." I squeezes tightly to me "Don't even say or think that my love. I love you cause your worth loving River." I say as I turn her face to mine. She kisses me as she starts rubbing herself on me.

I lift her up and watch as she slowly stretches around me as I push into her. We make love again in the shower. It's been a while since we've been with each other. I don't like making love to her when she's not fully there she tries and sometimes its hard to resist her. I laugh as I pull my pants on, she's propped up on the bed eating cookies and smiling as she waves me over. I jump up on the bed and grab the tub of cookies from her. I quickly eat one and grab another, she laughs trying to take them from me.

She grabs the blanket and pulls it over us as she lays her head on my chest yawning. I'm getting super tried too it must be getting late.

"Honey do you think this weekend I could miss the retreat and do a home visit instead?" I look down at her and smile. She hasn't asked to come home for a while.

"Of course my love. Do you feel ready for that?" She nods and kisses my bare chest.

"Yes. I miss everyone. I miss holding my baby." I nod my head. "We can have a movie night and just staying in bed cuddling her." She says yawning.

"Colt will be home from football camp on Thursday. They will be happy to see you." I say as a big yawn hit me.

"I miss my kids." She says. I move down and pull her to me tightly as my eyes get heavier.

"Anything you want Kitten we'll do." I say unable to hid my yawns now. Sleep takes us both quickly.

It's cold when I wake. The blankets on the floor and River's not in bed. I get up and look in the bathroom and she's not there. I knock on the door and a male nurse opens it.

"Where did she go?" I ask him. He looks at me confused and looks around the room "She hasn't left the room Mr.Smith-Spencer." He says confused.