Chapter 36: The drive was nice

Finn POV

"Finn" he says back

He walks over to me and pulls me in for a hug

"I'm not kidding Finn sometimes you're your own worst enemy, this could be great for both of you.

So don't stand in your own way"

"Am I making since?"

"Yes" I say softly

I squeeze him back a little tighter

"Dont be afraid to take a chance sometimes it's okay to get something you want"

"Okay baby brother tonight we're going to party enough to hold you over for two years"

"Some guys from basic are already going to be there, I'd like you guys to meet them"

"I'd love to meet the team who helps keep my brother safe"

"Today's going to be a great day and we're going to have two gorgeous women on our arms" he says lovingly

"Let's get this day started" he's says excitingly

As the girls are walking out, we both walk over and hold the car doors open for them

"Thank you fiance" Chailor says with a smile and a wink

Lincoln kisses her cheek

"Thank you" River says to me with a blush

"I love that dress on you" I whisper to her as she gets in

He's right today is going to be a great day

I shut River's door and head over to my side

I get in and buckle up and look over at River, she looks so beautiful.

So fucking irresistible, I want to reach over and kiss her lips

She looks a little nervous too

I quickly take her hand and give it a gentle squeeze

She needs to know I'm here and she's safe.

I lean just enough to whisper "Everything is fine Doll" to her as Lincoln is getting in

We are off

It's going to be a long drive with her clear over there, I need her close to me

I hope today continues to be this great

I love seeing how happy she looks

I can't wait till later when I can get her alone, I wonder if she'll let me hold all night

I'm going to try and hold River's hand all the way there, she'll probably get nervous and try to pull away.

So I can try but I decided she is going to be mine

On the way back tomorrow though I'm going to have her sit in the middle so she can be closer to me so

I can touch her leg, her arm or just to feel her closeness

Better yet after lunch, I'll have her slide to the middle to be next to me

I can't wait for her to be next to me

I need to feel the heat from her body

I can see Lincoln holding Chailor's hand while he's driving, such a simple gesture

I can also see the nervousness and panic in her face as she keeps stealing side glances at him

Every so often he'll pick up her hand and kiss it gently and I watch the tension melt a little in her

Watching them in this moment I can't help but feel over joyous love for them

That is what I want

I want that love and closeness

I quickly kiss River's hand and she pulls away slightly and looks at the front to see if they noticed

gesturing her eyes towards them

I just smile and laugh a little at her responses I give her a little shy shrug

I won't let her pull her hand fully from me, now I'm just holding it and drawing small circles with my thumb over it

She's relaxing a little finally

I want to show her a touch can be kind, gentle and pain free

I want to pull her close to me, put my arm around her maybe nibble on her neck or whisper in her ear to get her to blush for me

I want her body to know what a gentle hand feels like roaming over her

She looks at me questioningly as she just caught me staring at her

I just kiss her hands again

Come on give me that blush baby

There's my blush.

See it wasn't that hard to give me what I want baby doll.

I'm going to see all the different shades of red I can get from her tonight.

This is a pretty nice ride so far,

We're all just sitting there enjoying each other's company chit chatting listening to some music.

Having little debates over stupid things

Normal car ride stuff.

We are playing some car games till me and Chailor get too competitive and daddy takes the games away.

Other then that It's a peaceful drive

I lean over slightly and ask her "Do you like to dance?"

"Yes" She answers back

"Have you ever been dancing at any clubs?"

"I've only been out to a few clubs with Chailor and a couple of times with both of them"

"Good, cause I'm dancing with you" I say more as a statement than a question

She blushes again

"I would like that" she's says

"I'm not really great but maybe you can teach me some more" she says shyly

"I'm sure your perfect doll"

I'm sure I can teach you all kinds of things baby doll

I plan on taking my time on you

I better quit or I'm going to be fully hard when we get there

As soon as I can I'm sneaking a kiss from her

I can't wait to taste those lips again

Only 10 more mins then we're there

Chailor and River have spent the last 5 minutes talking about some new rom-com that just came out in theaters, maybe I can talk Lincoln into some double date action or maybe I'll sneak off with River on my own.

I like that idea, I'll figure out a plan

I need to get to know her

Find out about what she wants out of life

I wonder what her favorite color is or what her favorite flower is?

I'm about to find out everything there is to know about her in four days

I kiss her hand one last time as we pull in the parking lot of the restaurant