Chapter 322: Please Jasper stop

River POV

"River she still has a child out there we found evidence of his existence. He is to be five this year. River there's reason to believe his father was Henry McFoy." I gasp out, then dry heave.

I cry my eyes out hard. Jasper cries with me and holds me tight.

Carter crawls over as wraps himself around Jasper. I smile watching them. Carter whispers something in his ear and kisses his cheek.

Jasper picks up a old notebook that looks to be falling apart and starts reading it to me.

"Today me and my friend Abigail were stolen right off the street walking home from school. I haven't seen her since that. There is another girl here that the man Henry calls daughter. He hurts her hitting her and hurting her privates like they do to me she's a kind girl. Her name is River she held me while I cried that first night. I was in so much pain but she gave me a pill that help with the pain, she helped me when there was to much blood coming from my vagina. The girl held my hand tight never letting go even when she was beat and volatiled herself for it. The girl with the beautiful green eyes saved me."

"Today I had a son. I was alone locked in a room. He has her beautiful green eyes and my blonde hair. I hope that River was able to escape that monster, I think of her often and one day I'll tell my son about her and about how his eyes match hers. I named my son Jasper Jacob after my brother and my dad, I'll call him JJ for short." I cry. Jasper keeps reading even when I beg him to stop. "Today I had a beautiful baby girl. She was being choked with the cord but she fought hard. She has brown hair and blue eyes like Jaspers. She is so strong and she reminds me of the girl River who fought so hard for me. I decided to name her River after the girl who taught me to be brave and fight. I will never give up fighting for my babies."

"Please Jasper stop.. please Carter." Carter pulls from Jasper and grabs me holding me tight, letting me cry all over him. I grab Pickle arm but he doesn't move.

"What's wrong with Pickle? He usually wakes up when I do." I sob out. "Pickle." I cry out grabbing at him.

"Hmm well I sedated him." Jasper says.

"What!" I say moving over to him.

"He wouldn't let you work your way out of the nightmare and I'm sorry but I needed to know if you were involved and if you were lying about remembering."

"Jasper." I start crying again. He thought I would have just lied to protect that monster.

"I would never protect him. I told people. People tried to help me but couldn't. He knew powerful people and no one ever came to help me. Please I just want Pickle." I curl in a ball next to him.

"He's going to beat your ass." I hear Carter say. I open Pickle's arms for me to crawl into and he closes them around me. They are talking and Carter is yelling at him but all I can think about is that little girl Camille. Cami is the name she told me to call her. She was a sweet girl with blond hair and blue eyes. Now looking at Jasper I can see the similarities in their faces. I forgot her, I forgot Denalii, I forgot what my father did to me. I sit up and throw up. I start crying again.

"River I didn't mean to hurt you. I just had to hear the truth about what happened to her."

"The truth is my father was a monster who took little girls to rape! He raped and molested me for years keeping me trapping in that house." I stand and start taking off my clothes.

"He burned me every day, I was his ashtray. He sold me to another monster who brutally raped me for hours leaving me for dead after my body was too broken for him to continue."  Carter gasps.

"River I knew but I never seen them." Carter wraps me in a blanket.

"Don't you mean they raped you for hours?" Jasper says throwing me a file.

"What?!" I pick up the file.

I look at the pictures of my body and cry. I grab a report I never seen before and look at it.

"No. What is this? I've never seen this before."

Jasper takes it and hands me another paper I've never seen before.

"No this is wrong. It says that there was two male DNA samples taken at the time. This is wrong! It was just Stan Zunker who was there. My father was there but he didn't touch me that day. He didn't even touch me like that for three or four days before it happened. He was just beating me a lot more."

"River he raped you with the other creep. They did it together. You were raped for three hours before the old lady next door heard you and called the police." I shake my head over and over.

"Noooo." I grab my head "Owww my head." I wipe my nose and it's bleeding.

"River he was there they found his sperm in your vagina and you anus. They had to stich and staple you body together. Look." He tries to hand me a paper. I push it away from me.

"Noooo I've seen and read all the reports." My head hurts. I grab the small trash can Carter gave me barely pulling it to my mouth before I throw up again.

"Stop it Jasper. It's hurting her. They said to go slow. That's enough!"

"Pickle." I cry reaching for him.

"I need to protect her son, I need you to remember who might have taken her please."

I fold Pickle's arm around me. Running my fingers up and down his arm.

Carter is holding my face but I can't hear him and I can't keep my eyes open.

Jasper picks me up carrying me to the car.

Pickle punches him and I fall. My arm is bleeding. I helped my dad hide little girl he raped. I'm a monster! I'm no better then him. I should have died, I shouldn't have listened to that sweet voice calling out to me. Amorina.. the boy call me. Denalii called me. He holds my hand every day. I remember hearing him cry. I remember feeling his tears fall on my face. He gave up and left me all alone. I was alone for so long after this. Chailor helped me when I got scared at work and she's held my hand everyday after. I want to go home! I need my sister, I need Chailor.

"Mommy! Mommy!"

Annie? Oh god where's my baby.

"Mommy! Wake up! Mommy something scary is happening. Mommy help me!"

"Annie!" I yell sitting up.

"Mommy everybody's crying! Daddy's bleeding."