Chapter 318: Our family name

Pickle POV

"No River, I don't hate you. I love you so much." She smiles a little.

"Thank you for loving me. I'm so fucked up honey. I don't deserve you. You should find someone better then me like Krazien did and run far away." I turn her back around "River your worth loving. I'm in love with you. I've been in love with you since the moment I looked up in line at the club and seen your blushing face watching me." I say then I kiss her.

I move my lips to her neck. She tightens her legs around my waist her ass still on the counter.

"I love you Luca Smith."

"Actually me and the guys talked about it and we all want to change our names to Smith-Spencer. Even Denalii will be the same. It's in support of our family, our family's name will be Smith-Spencer."

Her eyes are all teary.

"Luca Smith-Spencer make love to me." I growl as she pulls my shirt off. Her hand run up and down my chest and back.

"I feel like I haven't touched you forever." She says as she moves her hands up my chest making me shiver. She pushes me back a little as she drops to her feet. She kisses from my belly button up my chiseled chest, she licks my nipple before she nips it. Her hands un button my pants. I pull her shirt over her head. My jaw clenches when I see hickeys on her breasts.

She drops down to her knees taking my pants with her. I moan a little as she tries to wrap her hand around my hardening dick. She pushes me to the tub edge. I sit as she takes off her pants. She takes my fingers and licks them before she spreads her legs a little and pushes my hand to her wet pussy. I move my fingers through her wet folds. She wraps her mouth around my cock. She goes as far as she can, licking my leaking head as she slides her mouth around me again.

"River." I moan out as she starts going down more then back up. She gets a good pace going. I reach under her and shove my fingers in her following her pace.

"Luca will you put your baby in me?" She says. I moan grabbing her hips hard as I lift her to my waist pushing in her with a moan of her own.

"Yes when the time is right. I would love to put as many baby's as you want in you." She moans when I lick her nipple and kiss her neck. She cums hard. I pull away and then tip her back a little as I pump in and out of her slowly building up my pace till she's coming again me falling right behind her. Both our chests are heaving as my dick twitchs in her following her after shocks. She kisses my neck.

"I love you." She says crying.

"Kitten don't cry. I love you too."

"I'm so awful to you, I take it all out on you. I hate that I do that to you. I slept with Krazien, Jasper and Willow. I'm such a horrible person, I don't want to hurt you any more. Honey please forgive me." She cries leaning her head to my chest.

"Shh my love, we'll worry about that later okay. Let's get showered and call our daughter." I kiss her head.

I turn the hot water to scolding hot the way she likes it. I gently wet her hair and lather the shampoo running my fingers through it. I kiss her neck as I rinse her hair out.

I lift her setting her down on the counter before I grab her some clothes from the other room.

Both Carter and Jasper look up their voices stopping when I walk in the room. I close the door a little.

"What?" I ask. Carter leaves the room closing the door fully as he does.

"The Colonel will be in town tomorrow morning. We need to all meet him at Lincoln's place he is refusing to go to the compound." Jasper says shaking his head.

"We'll be there. What is he too scared to walk on to a mobsters property or is it cause our place is closer to where he will do the news briefing?" I say grabbing clothes for me and River.

Jasper laughs "That was my thought." He hands me his brush. I look at it then at him.

"It's a better brush for her type of hair that's all man." He says quickly.

"Jasper thank you for keeping her safe. Can I ask what happened with Krazien?" He laughs and brushes his hair pulling it in a bun on top.

"He just got all wrapped up in the pussy like you said he would, It was just a different pussy then expected. Don't get me wrong Willow is a sweet girl but she's no Riv..." he stops talking.

"She's not, River?" I say understanding his meaning even though I really want to hit him in his dick sucking mouth.

"He just said he needs to step away from her to think. He said him being around just confuses her and she deserves time to think about what she wants. He said to tell you that maybe you had a point and he needs to go back to the zone he belongs in?" He says sounding confused about what Krazien told him.

"I told him if he's not fully in then he needs to step back to the friend zone." Jasper nods in understanding.

"I'm sorry boss. I crossed the line, I know that but I promise it won't affect me doing my job."

I squeeze his shoulder "Yes it will but I know you'll keep her safe and right now that's all that matters." I go to leave the room but I quickly turn and say "Jasper that is done, it ends now. I need to be able to trust you."

He nods.

"Pickle can I ask you something?"

I nod turning to look at him.

"That monster of a father was taking care of right?" A huge smile speads across my face "He was crying like a baby and peeing himself by the time we got done. I only wish I knew her then, I would have kept him alive a few days longer." I say before I head back in the bathroom. She's turned towards the mirror plucking her eyebrows.

She sees the brush in my hand "Yes the brush." She says as I hand it to her.

"This is the best brush ever my love. I'll show you, I want one." She turns then makes the turn around sign with her finger. I laugh and do as requested turning and backing up to her.

She brushes my hair with his brush. "You should ask Jasper what kind of brush it is. I've asked him twice and I keep forgetting." I laugh as I turn and kiss her.