Chapter 313: I'm not a good person

Jasper POV

"Really Krazien. Your not even going to ask if I'm alright!" River yells at him.

"Blondie I love you and if you needed me you would have said so all ready. Be a good girl and maybe he'll spank you." He says laughing as he walks away. I laugh and she turns her body in to me pulling my arm over her. Oh shit!

"Don't you fucking flip me girl!" I say letting go of her wrists and lifting her up by her waist from behind. I push her in the shower up against the wall. I start kissing her neck as she fights me. I reach down and smack her ass.

"Listen to me, I'm not one of your men. I might like fucking you but I won't play your games little girl." I tell her pinching her nipple as I bite her neck. I reach under her and push her thighs apart, I push my finger against her clit and gently rub. She gasps a little as I rub her in small circles.

"I'm not the bad guy. I know your pissed but a lot has happened tonight or we could have gotten to know each other better. I would have told you before I fucked you and I'll tell you anything you want to know, just ask me." I turn her moving her wrists up above her head. I lift her face with my other hand. She has tears in her eyes.

"Which one hired you?" She asks.

"Mr. Nunzio hired me. Two years before he put that bracelet on you. I work for him unless I'm dispatched to my charge which is you. When I'm with you I work for you. The fucking was a decision I made for myself because your safe so I'm on my own time right now." I kiss her she tries to pull away but I don't let her. She relaxes against me, I move her hands around my neck as I lift her up by her ass never pulling my lips from hers. I push lightly against her as I rub her clit.

"Jasper." She moans "I never thought you were the bad guy. I just don't feel like I can trust anyone anymore." I pull back and look at her.

"You'll never have to worry about that with me. I'm not someone who thinks lying or keeping the truth from you will keep you safer. I think in order to keep you safe you should know about the dangers after you." I say turning her and wetting her hair. She crashes her lips to mine.

I push her back against the wall kissing her back hard and rougher then I have before. I pull her hair around her neck I put it all in one hand as I pull it tight I push in to her fast. She gasps out as she digs her feet in to my lower back and her nails in my back.

"Thank you." She moans. I pull her hair tighter as I pound in her hard and fast.

Her hands move to my neck and I growl as she tightens her hands.

She let's out a choked moans as I feel her pussy tighten around me.

I quickly wash her hair and body before I do my own.

"Jasper?" She says as I dry her off.

"Yes dear." I say looking up at her as I help her in the boxers.

"Thank you for everything." She says wrapping her arms around my waist.

"Your very welcome. Let's get some sleep before Pickle calls and we move to the new safe house." I say lifting her up bridal style.

"I love him so much it hurts sometimes. He's not a bad guy either, he loves me but sometimes it feels too suffocating." She turns her head to my chest.

"Do you think I'm a bad person?" She asks me with tears in eyes.

"Of course not. Do you think your a bad person?" I ask her as I lay her on the bed.

I climb in next to her pulling her in my arms.

"Yes." She says hiding that she's crying.

"Why do you think your a bad person?" I ask as I kiss her head.

"I'm not a good person. I'm scared that I'm going to destroy everyone that loves me. I'm not worth all the pain I cause to the people who love me." I try to turn her to face me but she's being a stubborn ass so I just roll lightly over her.

"River?" She doesn't reply to me. "Sweetheart open your eyes." She sniffs and opens her eyes.

"River they love you unconditionally. I've seen how they look at you when you're not paying attention. To them you are worth it. To Annie your worth it. Your having a hard time right now that's all." She cries harder and wraps her self around me. I kiss her head.

"Do you want a shot of jack or a shot shot?" She shakes her head "Nothing." I kiss her mouth softly as I caress her face "Close your eyes dear and get some sleep. I'll keep you safe."

Pickle POV

I go to pick up the bag I packed for me and River and it giggles.

"Damn it Lucky you gave me the giggling bag. I told you I needed the barking one." I say. She giggles again then barks a little bark.

"Never mind, I found the barking one." She giggles then barks. Flame laughs as she comes in the room.

"I was looking for Annie." She says.

"Haven't seen her. It's just me and my barking giggling bag." I say grabbing the bag and swinging it around a little as she giggles then barks. I pick up the small bag with more meds and syringes that Carter had the doc put together for me since he hasn't been able to leave the center with all the media.

"Oh I guess I'll have to eat all the chocolate chip waffles with Hadley since Annie's not here." Flame says moving her feet like she's leaving the room.

"Wait auntie, I'm in here." Annie says jumping out of my duffel bag.

"What?! You were in there the whole time?" I say grabbing her and throwing her in the air. I kiss her cheek as she's giggling.

"I love you so much baby girl. I'll call you when I get to mommy okay."

"Daddy is auntie Flame my new mom?" She looks so sad as she hides her face from me.

"No. Why would you think that?" Flame says taking her from my arms and sitting on the bed with her on her lap.

"Because my other mommy left, then mommy was my mommy, then mommy left me and now my two aunties and my grandma take care of me. I don't have a mommy now." I take her and crush her to my body.